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2012-01-29T09:11:00.000+08:00

Kereta rosak. Hantar workshop. RM110 campur servis. Rumah-keja. Itu boleh. Jalan-jalan. Kena banned.

Kena marah. takde mood. Disuruh pindah. Jadi manusia. Baru tahu. Aq haiwan rupenya.

Dipijak kepala. Dah lama tahu. Masih sabar. Tunggu meletup. Masa tu. Sedia lah kau.

Jadi mc. Spatutnye seram. Tapi terima. Tak takut pulak. Mungkin niat. Nak buktikan diri.

Diri ini. rupanya tak berguna. Umur dah lanjut. Tak sedar diri.

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Hoyeh.

2012-01-19T19:44:00.004+08:00

Okeh kijang emas dah siap pasang tint. hm aq rase dalam bahasa omputih panggil tint, tinted tuh bukan di-tint ke? papo eh.

Budget yang habis: RM420. Cermin depan Air-Kool *fuiyoo cool je bunyik* RM200 dengan warranty 5 tahun, cermin sesi & belakang jenis biasa-biasa je RM240 tapi ade warranty 3 tahun. Diskaun RM20. Okeh lah tu kan, aq bukan lah jenis orang yang berkira sangat pun, cincai cincai la, lagipun nak Hari Raya Cina, bagi la muka sket. Buat pun kat Dengkil je, kat belakang BSN tuh je pun.

Sudah dinasihatkan oleh orang yang pasang tersebut, jangan turunkan cermin sisi selama 2-3 hari. nak bayar tol kena bukak pintu, kalau mengada jugak turunkan cermin nanti nangis-nangis kena datang kedai semula mengadu tint tak lekat kena pasang balik. Cuci cermin pun tak digalakkan, okeh pantang larang yang ni confirm aq boleh follow sebab aq memang jenis pemalas nak cuci kijang emas mengharap hujan batu turun membasahi kereta. *jimattttt air / upah cuci*

Cuma satu je yang belum dicapai lagi. Okeh fine. Dua. Jumpe doktor gigi & register belajar balik.

Yang sambung belajar balik tuh logik la jugak masih takde kemajuan, sebabnye masalah waktu bekerja yang tak fixed. Kena tunggu tukar jadual shift yang logik sket, biar ade free hari sabtu ahad. Jadual untuk shift macam tu dah keluar untuk bulan Februari & bulan-bulan seterusnya, tapi tak sure confirm ke tak. Kang aq men register course je tau2 waktu gi kelas banyak clash dengan waktu kerja, sapa mau tanggung? Jadi kena put on hold dulu. Tapi aq ada lah jugak browse universities' websites. tengok ape course yang ada. Parents aq suruh amik IT Management, tapi automatic reflex sendi-sendi tulang lutut akan menggeletar bila dengar perkataan IT. Kalau aq kena amik programming lagi macam masa degree aq nekad nak terjun. Terjun katil.

Yang jumpe dentist nih yang lagi la ketaq lutut habaq mai.. Seperti yang sebelumnya semangat aq sangat berkobar-kobar nak pasang braces nak buat teeth alignment improvement. There's this best friend of mine yang pabila mendengar ku berkata demikian menjawab, "WHY?? Your teeth looks fine!" Oh you are so wrong, sistah. Tahap 'fine' kawan aq nih memang tak same dengan tahap 'fine' aq. Sejak jatuh beskal time kecik dulu (ngada-ngada nak bawak penumpang nek beskal turun bukit walhal tak terer bawak beskal kan) dan kehilangan gigi (amboi gelak hoi bukan sume, separuh gigi depan je hish belum rongak la), banyak lah visit to the dentists untuk proses tampalan gigi. Banyak kali okeh, sampai la akhirnye ini membuatkan aq jadi fobia jumpe doktor gigi.

Sepatutnye jumpe hari ini, tapi daripada bangun pagi siap2 temankan nenek pegi pasar beli barang-barang dapur, balik rumah pegi BSN dengkil beli no pin MEC utk Amirul ulang MUET (today's the last day and he told me yesterday, real smooth bro =.="), singgah workshop belakang BSN pasang tint kereta dari pukul 11 pagi sampai pukul 2 petang, then rush pegi fetch adik aq balik sekolah, sampai rumah tak larat dah nak keluar pegi jumpe dentist yang ingin ditemui di kajang walhal semangat dah berkobar-kobar. Mujur ade no tepon dentist jumpe kat internet call tanye waktu operasi pukul berapa, so since die kate 6.30pm tutup walhal aq call dlm pukul 4.30pm cenggitu bek tak payah. Esok pagi je plan nak redah dlm pukul 9am untuk consult. Consult dulu berani la, root treatment, crowning & nak pasang braces bulan depan, since budget habis utk tint kereta. T.T

Untuk pengetahuan anda, tampalan gigi adalah proses yang paling murah, tapi side effect nya gigi anda akan digerudi / dilubangkan, dan tampalan gigi tidak tahan lama ya anak-anak, yakni pabila tampalan sudah sampai tarikh luput (senyuman anda menjadi pelik kerana tampalan portion tersebut kelihatan kuning daripada gigi-gigi anda yang lain), tampalan perlu diganti. Untuk ganti tampalan, tampalan lama akan dibuang dan gigi anda akan digerudi lagi menjadikan saiz lubang yang lebih besar untuk accommodate tampalan baru. Jadi kalau dah banyak kali tampal kena gerudi lagi dan lagi dan lagi hingga takde benda nak digerudi, memang aq buat kesimpulan kena pakai gigi palsu akhirnya. (conclusion memandai sendiri)

Ini lah yang terjadi kepada daku, gigi depan plak tu. Sangat annoying bile nak senyum senantiasa tak ikhlas, mereka yang suruh aq senyum lebar-lebar luas-luas memang akan buat aq rase macam nak bertaekwondo balik. Ketahuilah anda, saya mempunyai hak untuk senyum atau tidak. Sukati aq la! *eh ter-emo*

And not just alkisah tampalan gigi yang menjadi masalah, gigi taring sebelah kiri jugak proves to be a problem. Telah ku katakan, aq jenis penakut nak jumpe doktor gigi, jadinye time kecik dulu bile ade gigi susu yang perlu dicabut sebelah gigi 'arnab' depan nih, aq tak cabut sebab takut jumpe dentist. Bile lambat dicabut, jadinye pertumbuhan gigi taring sebelahnye kena tolak ke belakang. Aq rase la gigi nih ikut precedence kot.

gigi susu yang gagal dicabut dengan segera berkata dengan sombong:
"Aq tumbuh dulu! Aq la duk depan!"

Gigi taring yang baru nak tumbuh menjawab dengan nada timid dan malu-malu gigi:
"Erk.. baeklah..~"
lalu terpaksa bertumbuh dengan sedihnya di belakang.

Behold, my imagination running wild.

Daripada senyuman tak sampai telinga mule menjadi faktor ketidakselesaan aq pabila bersosial. Buktinye, aq punye member rapat boleh kire dengan jari sahaje. Okeh fine, korang yang rase tak dikire, aq kire guna jari kaki. Jari jugak kan?

Ada la one time bile aq keluar rumah tak bagitau Nenek the Ultimate Housemaid (gelaran khusus aq tabalkan untuk beliau kerana selalu buat air milo masuk peti sejuk untuk aq. erk dan jugak sebab beliau pandai masak.), balik je nenek tanye aq pergi mana, sebab die tak tau nak jawab ape dekat mama. Nenek kate mama tanye die aq keluar pegi mane.. dengan sape.. kawan mane.. laki ke pompuan.. Oh soalan last yang sesat ni yang tak logik bagi aq sebab sume kawan rapat aq pompuan, kawan laki yang ade pun kalau kuar ngan diorg mesti ade geng pompuan. Boipren pun tarak mamiii, haiyooh..~ =.="

In short, sekarang nih kalau aq keluar je, gerenti akan inform nenek aq pegi mane. Dan aq kena emphasize aq keluar dengan sape. PEREMPUAN. Yang nenek dah kenal skarang sebab aq selalu keluar dengan diorang, Rod, Kinah, Jastina. Yang lain akan menyusul di kemudian hari.

Eh kenapa aq rase macam dah misleading je? Oh aah la, weyh gigi mana pigi? Rite. Gigi. Hm.. Aq berenti sampai mane tadi? Oh ye, masalah sosial.

Jadinye aq nak fix la gigi aq since dah start earn duit sendiri ni kan. Tak payah la nak nyusah mak bapak. Dan melihat ramai orang di sekeliling dengan confidentnya flaunt their set of teeth with braces, aq pun nak jugak. Ramai aq tengok pakai braces skang weyh! I am truly jealous of their ability to change themselves by that simple act, even if that simple act is unfortunately very pricey. But I am really glad I have the ability to do the same now.

I consider this an important change to boost my self-confidence. Know this my friends, I really need to do this. I am aiming to change for the better me, a person who is approachable where people won't think I am a threat. I am Amira and I am not a terrorist. Eh.

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Jom berjimat! takde keja

2011-12-22T11:24:00.000+08:00

Okey harini ade visit ke NGBB NOC (Maxis punye Network Operation Centre). Pukul 1.15pm kena ade kat office. Jadinye bos daku en ifwan kate malam nih toksah masuk, esok malam pun takyah, terus cuti sampai hari Ahad since aq x cuti-cuti lagik. Lagipun die nak cuti panjang pulak ari Isnin - Khamis. Haiyaa, gerenti blur sorang-sorang lagik mase tu. =.="

Aq x sure nak merayap pergi mane, since member MMU macam busy midterm test je. Ingat nak ajak pegi mane-mane esok, aq malas ar nak terlongo sorang-sorang kat rumah, dh bosan....... (all the more reason I'd prefer going to work, because it saves money lah, keh keh keh).

A week before ade member mintak tolong pinjamkan die uwang, aq x kasik full lah, since duit kat tangan aq dah tinggal sikit sebab selebihnye bayar fix Kijang Emas & buat tambah simpanan pelaburan ASB. Aq kasik je sebab kesian bonar tengok die macam ade masalah, dan aq rase die nih jenis yang boleh dipercayai kan. Ye lah, arini mungkin hari die ada problem, hari lain mungkin aq pulak ade masalah, sape yang tahu. Summore aq xde lah banyak belanje, ari-ari bawak bekal kowt, minyak pun minggu lepas aq isi, skank x abis pun lagik, jimat x, haha.. ;p

Dan betul lah firasat aq tuh, bila gaji je die pulang balik, alhamdulillah, orang kate rezeki. Macam main kutu pun ade jugak, aq kasik pinjam kat die, means lebih kurang aq menyimpan la jugak, tau2 dapat balik, berjimat, tak giteww.. ;p

Okeh so skank bile dah ade duit dalam tangan, mula lah gatal nak merayap kan, hahahah.. XD Tapi xde member nak diajak merayap, camane nih??! So aq plan nak merayap sorang-sorang. *monolog: bahayeeee.. bahayeeeee..~* Bukan bahaye ape, bahaya aq akan berbelanje x hengat dunia nanti, xde orang nak tolong put some sense in this dense head, hiahahaha.. ;p

Moto aq sekarang : PENJIMATAN BERGANDA!!!! Hiahahahah!!! XD

P/S: Zul Ariffin nih hensem pulak aq tengok~ *tiba-tiba*

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Kih kih kih~

2011-12-21T00:56:00.000+08:00

Sampai skarang aq x amik cuti pun lagik. Last aq x masuk waktu keja shift pagi ritu pun sebab ade training NOVA system, sebab untuk access NOVA guna ID sendiri, wajib pegi training. Lepas training baru akan dapat ID. Tuh pun training abis awal, dlm pukul 2.30 petang gak lah aq sampai putrajaya sentral. Still aq masuk office jugak sekejap, kena tanye ape yang perlu aq buat, since aq dapat tau team leader aq, si Ifwan akan cuti the next day. Bila ifwan cuti, aq sorang je la yang jaga shift aq.

Waktu len, xde pun cuti. Masalah aq, kalau aq cuti pun, aq x tau nak buat ape la. Jadinye aq x cuti langsung. Dan bila pikirkan cuti aq boleh je bawak ke tahun depan, aq pun x cuti la. Boleh la len kali bila nak cuti aq cuti lama-lama, pergi holiday luar negara ke (ceh berangan walhal duit tarak), atau aq betul-betul sakit / ada hal yang urgent. Kira biar lah cuti aq tuh membuahkn hasil yang productive, daripada dok terlongo di rumah, bek tak payah.

Time aq keje shift pun, kalau shift petang, waktu pagi dah cukup terlongo atas katil/depan laptop. Kalau keja shift malam, waktu pagi & petang pun dah terlongo jugak. Memang orang kate keja shift x best, tapi bagi aq boleh tahan jugak sebab actually kalau ko perhati sejelas-jelasnye, banyak jugak masa free weyh. Dan bukan macam normal hour, bila ko balik dari keja, esoknya masuk keja kena mengadap benda yang sama balik. Kalau kerja shift macam aq nih, bile shift dah abis, pass kerja yang ko x settle lagik, bagi kat shift team yang berikutnye, diorang akan resolve benda tuh pulak. Esok nye bila ko masuk kerja balik, insyaAllah x ngadap benda tuh lagik. Oh ye, keje aq nih ade elaun shift RM250. Hewhewhew... ;p

Tapi yang ceritera @ ura-ura yang x best aq dengar sekarang, ialah si ifwan team leader aq yang rookie of the year tuh berkemungkinan besar akan ganti En. Azrin, executive yang handle Metro-E punye circuit. En Azrin pulak akan dinaikkan pangkat jadi manager Service Assurance Management (SAM) kat tingkat bawah building aq tu. Kalau ifwan ganti En. Azrin, means die akan masuk normal hour. Dan aq berkemungkinan kena amik alih jadi team leader. which is very problematic since aq masih lagik terkedek-kedek nak paham semua kerja-kerja shift team buat nih. Adus.. Tapi aq dah terpikir, mungkin aq x perlu jadi team leader lagik, sebab Senthil, assistant team leader shift lain still ade. Die pun baru masuk jugak, dalam 3-4 bulan jugak la, tapi secara logik nye die la yang patut naik jadi team leader dulu sebelum aq kan? Takkan aq nak langkah bendul pulak kan? Kan? Kan? kaaan...~ *seram sendiri*

Sakinah, agent dalam shift team aq pulak ade masalah kesihatan, dan die kate doktor x galakkan die keja shift, sebab die ada masalah anemia, yang susah tuh bile shift malam 10 malam - 8 pagi kena berjaga, x baik untuk kesihatan die, so die akan dipindahkan bulan Januari nih pegi team PRI kat tingkat bawah jugak. Yang sedihnye aq la, sebab aq banyak jugak tanye dia soklan, especially soklan berkaitan voice service, yang shift team nak kena handle bile after office hour. Die sorang yang banyak tau pasal voice service, kalau customer report masalah A, kat technical team mane nak kena liaise, kalau prob B, patut create tiket ke tak, etc. Kalau die takde, aq mati akal la kalau masalah pelik-pelik masuk. Tambah-tambah lagi aq jenis yang bergantung pada orang lain, memang susah untuk berdiri sendiri bila tak paham banyak benda.

Masalah aq, aq jenis malas nak simpan maklumat dalam otak bab-bab network nih, sebab mentaliti aq dh fix awal-awal sejak dari aq blaja degree lagik, benda-benda technical nih aq memang fail. Tapi aq dalam process nak berubah, since aq x boleh selama-lamanye asyik tanye soalan pasal benda yang same, memang carik penyakit la camtu kan. Jadi proses pertama yang aq nak buat, aq buat notes dulu, notes2 yang aq buat akan ditampal di cubicle aq. Notes ade je, bersepah aq buat dalam notepad & word, tapi nak re-organize balik tuh yang payah. Kena siapkan cepat, sebab ifwan nak habiskan cuti lagik from 26/12-29/12, which leaves me in charge. Uish dugaan tuh nak handle sorang-sorang.

Dua hari lepas time shift pagi je aq buat silap lagik. Punye la aq dok mesej sume agent2 aq tanye diorg datang ke tak, aq ingatkan si Hidayah yang tak reply msg aq tu x datang, summore aq x bangun-bangun dari tempat duduk, jadi aq pun x perasan la die ada datang actually. Waktu aq perasan die ada, ialah bile aq dah nak balik! Walhal aq dah letak note dalam attendance list yang die nih cuti. Dan since aq ingatkan die x datang, aq x bagi la trouble ticket kat die, aq bagi kat yang datang je. Die pun tak cakap die x dapat tiket langsung. Haiyaa, silap lagik...~ T.T

These days aq rasa aq sangat improve dari segi berjimat cermat. TIAP-TIAP hari bawak bekal. Minyak x berapa banyak sangat ongkos sebab setakat pegi & balik kerja sahaja / pergi tolong kat kedai dobi family di Streetmall (tu pun slalunye pakai Wish putih parents aq je sebab boleh muat lagi banyak pakaian dobi). Skarang sibuk nak kumpul duit dulu. Mama aq cakap rumah mahal, kena beli tu dulu. Kete x payah beli, kijang emas tuh selagi belum jadi besi buruk, pakai je dulu. Handphone pun bukan pakai sangat, stakat call / mesej member sahaja. Mujur pakai U-pax, xde expiry date, klu topup x abis pakai lagi pun xde masalah. Handphone aq skarang still lagik handphone RM90, fuh godaan betul bila tengok orang lain punye handphone bukan men canggih, boleh je aq pegi beli, tapi bila pikir balik 2-3 kali, x perlu la membazir. Aq kena pikir yang mana penting dulu.

Rumah, sambung blajar, & simpanan masa hadapan. Itu lebih penting.

Ya Allah! Aq baru 21 tahun kenapa dah pikir macam orang tua!!!

P/S: Kepada yang masih belum clear saya kerja di mana, saya bekerja di Cyberjaya, bangunan IDC (bangunan nih bolat & hijau kebiru-biruan x silap aq - its either this is the right color or i'm color-blind), bangunan nih in-between bangunan TMR&D & TMNET (dalam bangunan TMNET ni ade TMPoint Cyberjaya outlet). Kalau di sane, roger2 lah saye, boleh kite hang out skali*

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My 'heavenly' work.

2011-12-10T23:50:00.002+08:00

Huh, kerja aq memenatkan sekarang. Ye2, aq x patut bising, sebab aq bunyik macam dah putus asa. Huh, belum! Cuma stressed out, rasa macam nak tarik-tarik hujung tudung (kalau di luar rumah) @ hujung rambut (kalau di dalam rumah) bila pikir pasal kerja.

Ye, kerja aq sebenarnye aq rasa agak gampang. Yang tak gampang nye bila nak paham network terms yang begitu banyak, dan mengenalpasti technical teams yang begitu banyak sekali aq nak kena ingat. Dan since TM banyak pulak organization restructuring die, sampaikan colleagues aq ade yang panggil team nih XXX dan sorang lagik panggil team yang sama sebagai YYY. Mane x pening. T.T

Aq selaku assistant team leader (ATL), bersama-sama dengan team leader (TL), En. Ifwan yang telah dikenali sebagai rookie of the year (damn, aq rase macam xley challenge hamba Allah ini), handle 6 orang agents. Dengan fi'il aq yang jenis suka blur, agak susah nak keep up dengan macam-macam network terminologies dan email yang beratus-ratus masuk setiap hari. Harap maklum ye, kitorg selaku TL & ATL kena monitor email yang masuk, kena check satu persatu kes, kena inform agents kalau ade email yang terlepas pandang bila mana ade network down / problem.

Yang aq seriau sangat ialah bila ada major failure breakdown, waktu nak calling-calling orang (aq introvert, aq mengaku itu), dengan bila ada kes yang escalate kepada boss. Dan sepanjang sebulan (hoh dah sebulan aq makan gaji buta rupanye tsk tsk tsk) aq masuk kerja, macam-macam silap dan salah yang aq dah buat:

- Terlepas pandang email
aq seriously susah nak keep up dengan email yang belambak masuk, lagi-lagi waktu office hour, meraung tengok email yang masuk x henti-henti. Dan harini aq ada terlepas pandang satu email, di mana ada customer report they detect alarm at their site, the alarm was coming from TM. Email masuk waktu pagi, dalam pukul 8-9am. Aq terperasan time pukul 12 lebih~ T.T Jadi aq dah gelabah nak bukak trouble report ticket untuk kes tersebut, and bila dh email kat customer, Assistant General Manager (AGM) team TM yang bahagian technical team pulak bagitau bila lambat bukak tiket, sikit time untuk sampai BP target (tak silap aq, ini waktu untuk restore, ade target yang nak kena follow), mungkin akan menyebabkan customer berpaling tadah kepada supplier lain. Customer tersebut dah provide more than RM90k network traffic pada TM. Kes kemudiannya dah diescalate kepada General Manager (GM) diorg pulak. Issue nih dah kira priority case since benda nih dah report lama sangat dah, 28 October x silap (based on maintenance work details yang aq refer tuh la). Maintenance dah complete 9 December 2011, tapi ade jumpe fault lain pulak dah, so tadi sebelum aq balik, aq email je kat ISCNOC (International Submarine Cable NOC) untuk mintak advise, since diorang yang buat troubleshooting. Ade si Ifwan (ganti shift Adibah, TL yang shift petang ade hal) yang next shift, so aq inform kat die tolong follow up kes nih dengan penuh perhatian. Haduyai..~

- Ter-disclose TM internal information to the customer
aq reply email customer tanpa perasan ada trail mail yang di bawah nye rupanye ada details TM yang tak patut customer tahu. Actually time aq click 'Reply All' icon kat Outlook, memang dah ade email customer sekali di ruangan 'Send to'. Silap aq jugak, x check. Kes ini telah di bawak ke AGM, Mr Jaya. Masuk je kerja, manager, En. Wan bagitau. Mujur aq tak diambil tindakan, tapi its a lesson learnt, bak kate En. Wan. Still, aq rasa macam nak pengsan bila dengar.

- CKC @ Major Failure Breakdown
Details yang aq masukkan dalam table utk CKC customer, yakni VADS rupa2nye silap langkah arini. Kalau ade cable cut / kes yang besar2, biasa kena send notification to the customer yang circuit die afffected skali. Arini ada CKC, x de lah major pun sebab cuma ada satu customer je yang circuit affected: VADS, cuma aq jenis cepat gelabah, so aq email lah ke VADS. Lepas dah email, langsung En. Wan call. Katenya x perlu disclose details yang customer tak paham. Aq dah agak dah details yang aq masukkan kat email tuh memang ade yang x patut masuk pun, tapi since details yang aq tengok dekat Themes (system yang boleh check update of circuits, including CKC, dari sini boleh tahu apa troubleshooting process yang dah dibuat) memang aq sangat lah x paham dan tak tahu mana yang patut diinform pada customer dan mane yang tak perlu, aq sumbat je la sume maklumat masuk email. Mujur VADS tuh under TM jugak, so kira orang TM jugak lah yang tahu maklumat yang aq dah inform tuh. Still, aq messed up! >.<

- Tersilap reply email

Yang ini aq banyak kali buat. Seriously banyak kali~ Ade la satu ketika tu ade customer mintak update daripada TM Wholesale Call Centre (TMWCC, yakni department aq), aq reply email tuh dengan penuh yakin sekali, tanpa perasan ada agent yang dah reply email tersebut. Masalah timbul bila maklumat yang aq hantar pada customer tersebut SALAH & TAK SAME DENGAN YANG AGENT TU HANTAR! Ah sudah..~ Terkial-kial lah aq bila customer tuh reply balik, "which update should we follow bla bla bla..??" Ah sudah.... last-last aq kena lah mengaku aq silap, agent tersebut kate takpe biar die handle kes tu, so aq email lah balik ke customer tersebut mengatakan, 'kindly ignore the mistaken email I sent." Haih...

Kalau diikutkan aq rase banyak lagi benda yang aq dah rosakkan, aq rase KPI (Key Performance Indicator) pun dah lari, sebab aq buat kerja slow sangat. Buat pengetahuan kalian, TMWCC ade waktu restoration hour yang perlu di-follow, eg: 4 hours restoration time, minus unproductive time (start dari waktu customer buat report, tolak la dengan waktu menunggu customer's response, hingga lah tutup trouble report).

Yang buat aq tension sekarang nih, bila aq masih lagi tak dapat biasakan diri dengan macam-macam technical teams. Aq lagi la jenis penakut nak angkat telefon bila ade orang carik aq, sebab aq takut aq tak paham dengan apa yang orang di corong sebelah sana akan cakap. Bukan takut kena marah ke ape (ok fine aq takut jugak kalau kena marah), tapi takut ditanye soalan-soalan berkaitan network terminology yang aq memang tak fasih! Ape ko nak jawab.....?? Seram...... T.T

Sume orang asyik kate, 'takpe, lame2 biasa la tu..' but the problem is, I'm counting the days! Dah sebulan dah pun aq kerja, tapi still lagik aq keep asking questions yang obvious jawapannye to other people, and I think I am starting to annoy my agents. Ok fine, just a feeling I'm getting, but sometimes I'm good in interpreting other people's feelings & expressions hon, so I do know if one gets tired of me. I mean, I GET TIRED OF MYSELF REALLY.

Jealous sebenarnye, agents2 dan team leader suma tahu banyak benda, aq je yang blur sorang-sorang. Aq x suka perasaan nih. I actually love this job, but the one thing I don't like is the complication that arises. Ok fine, I don't think anybody fancies any one of those, but my job includes vast knowledge & understanding of network terminologies, and I don't have that. Ok slash that, I do have them, but knowing how I survive in those university years, I was not joking when I said I graduated by the skin of my teeth. I was never good in them, even with the knowledge lying around. The ideas are just mind-boggling to me. My solution: I need to study more!

Aq x berapa nak kesah la kalau bab kerja x kira masa nih, cuma yang seksanya bila kerja shift ialah bila nak tukar waktu tidur. Aq dah mula dapat sakit kepala bila waktu tidur aq x menentu. Haiyaa..~

Okeh esok kerja pagi 8pg-3ptg. Do wish me the best of luck! God knows I need it.

P/S: I think I should ask En. Wan if I could join any network training. I think it'll definitely help increase my so-shallow knowledge.

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Life is a test.

2011-11-16T19:51:00.000+08:00

Okeh, today ade decent work. At least tak terlongo di office melihat orang lain sibuk walhal aq cuma mampu menyibukkan diri sahaja.

Training hampir selesai, Jumaat nih mula start kerja shift, but then because waktu shift utk minggu ini aq start without cuti, maka Kak Lia (em, aq x sure la plak ape jawatan Kak Lia, kwang3) bagi aq cuti Sabtu Ahad nih. Tapi musykil jugak aq, sebab:

Jumaat: mula shift petang 3pm-10pm

Sabtu: CUTI

Ahad: CUTI

Isnin: Shift malam 10pm-8am

Selasa: CUTI

Rabu: CUTI

Hoh berkira plak minah ni, orang dah bagi cuti tuh hamek je lah.... =.="

Aq rasa musykil sebenarnye, sebab sambung kerja shift 1 hari je then cuti balik, macam x adil plak untuk mereka-mereka yang lain, yakni team aq.

Ye lah tuh, sebelum nih elok je diorg keja takde assistant. Imaginasi tinggi melangit betul..~

Anyway dah terpelanting plak motif aq berkarya kat sini kan, aq actually nak citer pasal kerja aq arini je. Kak Patricia (orang len panggil Kak Pat, aq pun tiru jerk) bagi aq kerja sket, since Kak Mazmoon (Kak Moon) cuti 3 hari.

Benda yang aq tolong harini melibatkan kerja COLO atau dikenali sebagai Colocation, di mana kerja-kerja dilakukan untuk obtain work permit untuk customer masuk ke premis TM jikalau equipment mereka ada di tempat / premis TM. Basically untuk customer masuk ke premis, kena ada permission, and kadang-kadang kena ada escort. Untuk dapatkan permission nih, this is where COLO works, where we obtained email from customer requesting for work permit, then we forward the request to other parties for them to approve the paperworks and whatnot.

Shift team yakni antaranya team aq, akan amik alih tugas2 yang staff normal hours lakukan, pada waktu malam. Antara produk / service yang akan di ambil alih adalah COLO. Pada waktu malam jugak, yang problemnya bila takde orang yang boleh approve the paperwork / bila customer nak masuk premis pada waktu yang bukan office hour, takde orang yang boleh standby kalau ada masalah apa-apa. Untuk nak cari orang yang standby nih aq difahamkan bukan tugas yang mudah, susah bila orang yang kita call tak boleh, die suruh call orang lain pulak, orang lain tuh pun sama tak free, kena plak redirected to another person. In the end, tengok2 takde orang boleh jadi escort / standby, semua orang dah kroh kroh (mungkin lah), in the end kita yang panik sendiri.

Apa pekdahnye aq explain kerja aq nih kat sini?? Actually aq tengah nak belajar lah ni. Menulis boleh lah mengingatkan aq tentang apekebenda COLO tersebut, keh keh keh.. ;p

Okeh, download aq dah siap! Nak gi tengok citer kat bilik, unfortunately kat bilik aq Unifi tak sampai, so this is goodbye. *wink*

P/S: Belum kenal dengan semua orang di office. Awkward bila nak panggil by name, dan tak sure bila mana kita nak kena panggil 'Kak ...'. Heck, I call some people with the initial 'Encik ...'. This is going to take some time to get used to~ =.="

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Expenditures.

2011-11-12T15:58:00.001+08:00

November expenditures:

Kijang Emas (sent to Hyundai workshop in Puchong):

1. Compressor (air cond problem) = RM1,000++
2. Cylinder head yang sudah bengkok perlu overhaul katenye = RM800++

Salary cuts:

1. EPF / KWSP
2. SOCSO / PERKESO
3. Income Tax
4. Zakat
5. Club (haven't decided which club to join yet)

What I have spent yesterday with my mates:

1. RM11 for Immortals movie ticket
2. RM 13 KFC Dinner Plate + Karaoke session

Gave my brother RM15 for his pocket money. He went out to I-don't-know-where-in-KL with his friends. Jealous of him having fun somehow. =.="

I need to buy a book to keep track of my expenditures. But one good thing, I managed to follow my target of bringing my very own lunchbox to work. SUCCESS!

Oh yeah, another money outflow coming up tomorrow. Going out for kenduri kahwin together with my MMU friends, so need to save enough money to top up the tank, since Kijang Emas is at the workshop, them girls managed to snatch up a car for us to go there.

On the bright side, dad's not coming home yet on Monday, so I get to drive his car to work. I smell freedom. I am feeling kinda awkward with being one of the first ones arriving at the workplace so freakin' early and had to stay in the damn freezing surau eating my breakfast while watching movies since I haven't yet been assigned a cubicle. Dad go to work very early and leave work late, so since I'm carpooling with him, I just have to consent with waiting at my workplace. Seriously, I can't wait for Kijang Emas to recover from her sickness. I miss you terribly Kijang Emas...~ *sob sob*

And I'm flying solo now. Before it was 2 of us reporting for duty, there's this other guy (FCM MMU, lol), but he got transferred to Jalan Raja Chulan, so I'm on my own now. Haihz.. I need to start forming my own groupies, hua hua hua.. ;p

Seriously, most of my office mates really look young, like them college students, but then some of them already have kids. I'd consider this my very own culture shock. I am learning to adapt to this. And mom has already starts saying I need to find a boyfriend, and she won't stand for someone who smokes. Honestly, I won't stand it either. But then, love usually shows up in a very unexpected way. When you try to look for it, you barely succeed, but when you just let the world revolves as it should be, I don't think I would recognize my soul mate even if he hit me right in the face. Literally.

P/S: Money don't fall from trees. You have to work for it.

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Immortals.

2011-11-12T01:33:00.001+08:00

This movie is awesome!!!! It greatly reminds me of why I love action-packed movies. :D

After work today (hardly working la, still in training mode as my shift hour starts only on 18th), quickly hopped into a friend's car and were headed to Alamanda. First, makan-makan, then head to watch this movie, then go for karaoke for 1 hour. Lost my voices definitely, but all in all, it's fun as I got to have a get-together with my ex-classmates. :)

Oh yeah! Need to remind myself that I need to pay my friend back RM13.

Upon knocking on the door at home, found dad getting ready to head to his office for a trip to Kenyir. Memancing. While he's still sick. I don't exactly approve, but then it's his choice, plus he said he's paid for all the equipments and all. Though I still think his healthiness is still in concern. Meanwhile mum also lost her voice. Haihzz the house occupants need to realize they need to lie down to recover! >.<

Managed to clean up the turtle's tank with much difficulty due to the size and stopped by at the pet shop to buy the turtle's pellets and a RM1 small fish (lotsa em). I was thinking of putting them together with the turtles for extra nipping & chasing exercise, but then I just have to look at the fish right in the eye and melted right there and then. So now they're in another cute small tank.

P/S: Somebody said they're reading my blog, and is awed at my entries, as they are written as longgggg as I can possible get. Well believe me, I'm tired to read it myself, LOL.. So am trying to make it short this time. Enjoy the posters! I am very much in favor of Athena~ ;p

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Universal Studios Singapore.

2011-11-06T22:21:00.004+08:00

Agak kelam kabut alkisah percutian sebelum Hari Raya Aidiladha family aq.

Hari Jumaat last day Induction training kat Menara TM, program selesai sebelum 12 tengahari, sebab building tour x berapa nak tour sangat, since certain places macam helipad x boleh access, as security x benarkan because cuaca yang x menentu, takut bahaya. But then again, x kesah lah, sebab aq bukannya kerja Menara pun kan. Habis je program, langsung lunch sekali ngan members yang training sekali, kena withdraw duit lagi since dah pokai bayar tiket ERL yang betul2 cekik darah. T.T

After lunch (harga RM5.50 jugak walhal aq amik lagi sikit daripada haritu hai cekik darah lagi), head back to Putrajaya. Kate En. Nazri utk yang kena report duty di negeri lain boleh report duty lepas Raya Haji, berangan la jugak sebab Cyberjaya kat Selangor, negeri lain la jugak tuh kan, hua hua hua.. tapi ternyata kena report duty jugak. ;p

Actually x kesah pun report duty bila, cuma aq risau sebab takut terus start kerja shift, and family aq dah plan nak pegi Singapore jenguk Universal Studios, aq x nak kena tinggal, wuuu~ :(

Tapi mujur lah shift time hanya mula 18hb, around 2 weeks kena training dulu, so follow office hours dulu, 8.30am - 5.30pm. Jadi dalam hati dah melonjak-lonjak riang sebab dapat peluang untuk pergi ke Singapore, weee.. :D

Balik hari Jumaat rupa2nya pukul 5 petang, aq ingatkan 5.30pm, tapi layankan je la, sebab kitorg duk terlongo kat sofa lepas solat Jumaat x buat ape. Datang2 cuma dibagi briefing oleh Mr. Jaya selaku AGM, then diperkenalkan dengan unit members, dan activate smartcard supaya boleh access building. Kak Lia yang bawak kitorg tour bagitau serba sedikit tentang unit Call Centre, bagi schedule kerja.

So basically kerja aq adalah mengikut shift:

1. Morning = 7.30am - 3pm

2. Evening = 3pm - 10pm

3. Night = 10pm - 8am

4. 2 hari cuti.

Contoh:

Monday: Morning

Tuesday: Morning

Wednesday: Evening

Thursday: Evening

Friday: Night

Saturday: Night

Sunday: Holiday

Monday: Holiday

Lepas tu kitaran bermula semula, back to morning shift. Boleh la untuk hidup. Cuma shift malam tuh aq seram sikit. Masa earn RM50 kat Giant waktu malam tuh pun mata xley nak bukak, aq takut aq yang assistant team leader (TL) yang terlentok kat meja, instead of staff bawah aq, kang betul x senonoh pulak rupa, sangat x professional... =.="

Okeh enough la pasal kerja aq, belum start lagi, so x tau lagi ape cerita kerja kat situ kan. Yang penting nih trip aq kat Singapore! Weee!!!!

Balik2 je dari kerja, settle semua hal kat kedai dobi, amik adik aq dari ERL (die baru lepas exam) dan kemas 2 helai baju since satu hari je pun masuk Singapore. Bertolak lepas Maghrib, memang merasa la jam kat highway menuju ke Johor Bahru tuh kan. Sampai kat The Pan Pacific Hotel kat Johor Bharu dalam pukul 2 pagi, agak rugi abah aq bayar dalam package die, waktu check in pukul 3 petang, tapi dah adik aq ade exam, campur lagi aq punye report duty & hal kedai dobi, xkan blah macam tuh je kan. Tapi yang penting sampai. Dah sampai ape lagi tidur la! :p

Bangun pagi enjoy view from the hotel room, sarapan kat lobby. Makanan sedap-sedap!!! Rambang mata tengok, hahahaha.. :D

View from hotel room.

Omelette yang dibuat fresh, sangat sedap! So aq amik gambar bahan-bahan die untuk panduan, mane tau nanti nk buat jugak kan, hehe.. ;p

Bahan-bahan: ayam, daun bawang, bawang merah, cheese, tomato, telur of course, erk the rest aq x sure bahan ape, x tengok betul2, keh keh keh.. ;p

Ternyata ada hockey tournament! Hockey players die duk kat hotel tu! Waktu pagi nampak diorg keluar masuk hotel lepas training.

Nih rasenye player Pakisan.

Comel tak? Player dari Korea! Peace! hahahahahahah!!! XD

Lagi player Korea.

Hai la sempat lagi senyum, jangan la you, cair la I camtu....! hahahaha.. :D

Shuttle sampai ke lobby hotel dalam nak dekat pukul 9.30am untuk amik kitorg. Gile banyak kereta nak masuk Singapore. Though one thing I really don't like, kastam die punye budi bahasa agak down the toilet. Semata-mata tersilap tarikh lahir di kad adik aq, langsung abah aq yang cuba clarify benda tuh kena bidas. I really don't like that guy. Betul2 mencacatkan trip. I like Malaysia much more in terms of budi bahasa.

Finally in Singapore at last.

Building2 sangat lah tinggi dan pelbagai.

Dari bridge, nampak logo Sentosa Resorts World. Dalam nye Universal Studios.

Pagi pun dah ramai gila kat entrance ke Universal Studios.

Bile dah sampai kat entry gate, ternyata ticket yang family kitorg dapat daripada travel agent x boleh pakai! They have something called Blackout Day, bila a few days sebelum holiday, memang x boleh pakai open tiket. Kena guna tiket yang memang intended untuk masuk for the day only (tarikh masuk yang exact kena state dalam tiket). Tapi dalam case open tiket, tiket tuh akan state 'valid from 'DATE 1' to 'DATE 2'. Gelabah jugak lah, sebab in the end kena beli tiket sendiri, takut tiket dah habis, sia-sia je. Mujur abah aq sempat tukar duit (cash yang dibawa x seberapa) untuk beli tiket berharga Singapore Dollar 72 / person. Mahal, lagi-lagi nak kena beli untuk 5 orang. Kesian abah aq. :(

Tapi seronok la jugak duduk dalam tuh, sebab macam-macam ada. Banyak jugak live characters yang kitorang sempat bergambar sekali.

Aq x ingat character ape nih, burung belatuk punye awek kowt.. ;p
FOUND IT: WINNIE WOODPECKER! :D

Aq x tau la apsal abah insist kitorg amik gambar ngan die ni. Muka garang gile. Serammm.. hahaha.. :))

Marilyn Monroe. Nasib bukan berdiri atas air ventilation system, kalau tak, melayang kain. :D

Galak sungguh adik aq bergambar dengan Betty Boop.

Ish, budak sekolah agama nih, hahahahaha.. XD

Show yang kitorg nampak dari dalam Diner. Makanan mahal, tapi burger die besar! Air milo pun sedap! :)

Frankenstein Monster.

Em, aq x sure nih sape, hahaha.. ;p
FOUND IT: SHE'S MAE WEST! :)

B-boys performance.

Volunteers to dance, including this kid. Seronok tengok die cuba try gaya breakdance, comel! :D

Semua roller coaster aq & adik aq dah naik. Semua buat aq rase macam nak sakit jantung!!! Hahaha.. ade satu yang kaki tergantung, memang seram gile sebab takde tempat nak berpijak. 3 daripada 4 yang kitorg naik tu high speed roller coaster, memang laju ya Allah, seyes rasa macam nak jatuh dari tempat duduk~ @_@

Keluar je dari Universal Studios, singgah di Masjid Sultan untuk solat, then pegi beli Murtabak Singapore di Arab Street. Yang kecik 5SGD, yang besar 8SGD. On the way pegi Masjid Sultan, aq baru perasan tapak kasut aq dh separuh tercabut! Mujur tak tercabut time naik roller coaster last yang kaki tergantung tuh, kalau tak tapak kasut tuh dah melayang ke kepala ntah sape-sape, hahahaha.. XD

Sampai balik ke hotel dalam waktu Maghrib, walaupun dah check out dari hotel tapi still kereta parking kat situ. On the way, singgah R&R yang kotor betul, tapi belasah je la, lapar ngantuk sume ada. Bila dah mula perjalanan lagi, aq dah terlentok. Tersedar balik bila abah aq berhenti kat somewhere untuk take a nap. Bile aq dah sedar semula, tengok2 dah sampai rumah. Arrive rumah dalam pukul 3 pagi. Memang langsung serang katil je.

Since x boleh solat, tidur sampai la tengahari, walaupun Hari Raya Haji, kwang kwang kwang. Sangat x senonoh ok, jangan tiru macam saya. ;p

So sekarang boleh la update blog, dh well rested, tapi perut sebu, ntah ape yang aq makan sampai sakit pulak, adeih.. Okeh, gtg, running man episode 66 memanggil-manggil, wee.. :D

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KL is very pricey... :'(

2011-11-01T20:24:00.000+08:00

Penat jugak travel ke KL nih kan. Dapat lah jugak merasa reason ramai orang yang x suka dapat kerja di KL, tapi kerana takde choice lain, diterima juga. Tapi seriously, ramai gila aq tanye diorang kate x suka dapat kat area-area KL. Reason sama; kos sara hidup yang tinggi.

Yeap, since aq dah merasa satu hari bayar RM9.50 naik ERL dari Putrajaya Sentral ke KL Sentral, then another RM1.60 dari KL Sentral ke Kerinchi via LRT. Itu baru one way. So, harini untuk travel sahaja aq spent RM11.10 X 2 = RM22.20. Oh yeah, harini bayar lunch di Menara dengan harga RM5.60. (logik rasanya, sebab aq memang lapar gila time tu membuatkan aq amik peha ayam seketul, telur rebus sebiji, salad 4 helai *helai ke ha?* nasi satu cup, sayur secubit.. eh macam mahal la pulak) Oh ye, another important thing to add, the program I'm attending at Menara TM is until Friday, which should make the trip costs = RM22.20 X 4 = RM88.80. Untuk makan tengahari let's put it RM6 per day, hence RM6 X 4 = RM24.00. Total money I'll be spending should amount to RM 88.80 + RM24.00 = RM102.80. Yeah mari bersorak riang dengan pembaziran ini! Damn, esok naik bas.

Jadi, dengan ini, saya mengisytiharkan, saya hampir bankrap. Segan betul masa print CIMB online bank statement, 30 hengget pun tak sampai, jadi berdoalah bagi pihak saya bahawa mereka buta untuk melihat nilai matawang yang tercatat di printout tersebut. Tapi mujur Affin Bank masih ada RM400++ at least. Cukup lah untuk aq survive untuk bulan nih, aq sungguh malas nak minta duit kat parents melainkan benda-benda yang memerlukan pembayaran major, sebagai contoh, proses membaikpulih Kijang Emas (semalam dia buat hal lagi! Enjin xley start pulak, kena tarik lagi la nih, hadeihhh la), atau pun renewal of insurans + roadtax Kijang Emas. Jadi harus lah berjimat cermat dengan penuh berkat agar hidup dikasihi dan dihormati. Jangan dikecili. Eh ape tetiba nih.

Tapi seriously, aq x berkenan sangat mintak-mintak duit since aq dah pegang duit biasiswa nih, sebab aq dah nampak kepentingan duit tuh sekarang. Lagi-lagi sekarang nih bila parents aq dok cerita macam-macam alkisah benda yang perlu dibayar sampai kan aq rasa ngeri betul. Let me tell you something, being a middle class actually means you have more things to pay for as you tend to use things that cost more (loans for better cars, bigger houses), in truth the amount of benefits you reap is quite similar, if not only a tiny winy bit more than those who lives by striving to make ends meet. Ini lah yang aq nampak melalui mata aq sendiri sebagai anggota family middle class, tak payah nak kate hidup senang la, hidup senang nih terms yang aq rasa khusus untuk orang yang kaya, gaji 5-6 angka. Kalau ada benda yang nak kena bayar, memang ade je x cukup, tapi kena pandai-pandai carik duit dari satu source semata-mata untuk bayar source yang lain pulak.

Dulu bukan main spend benda bukan-bukan, jajan bertimbun asyik dok beli je kan sampai x hengat dunia, sekarang dh insaf. Betul. Time waktu balik bile sampai kat KL Sentral tadi ingat nak beratur sekali beli GCB Burger yang enak menjilat jari tu, tapi aq lawan penyakit membazir tuh dengan oh menarik badanku dengan penuh kepayahan ke arah ERL untuk langsung membeli tiket balik ke Putrajaya. Hah, berjaya weyhhh.. kau ado?

Jadi nye dengan ini, aq bertekad (sementara nafsu boleh disekat dengan realiti kesusahan hidup nih kan) untuk:

- kurangkan menonton wayang (unless on weekdays before 6pm di mana tiket wayang murah + boleh guna student card untuk jimat RM1). Solution: download / streaming.
- bawak bekal pegi kerja!
- bawak Kijang Emas slow-slow untuk menjimatkan petrol
- Fast food hanya bila darurat sahaja / bila ada orang lain belanja (hm macam susah je ni, ok lah 2 kali sebulan)
- WAJIB RM1,000 simpan dalam bank + bagi RM300 kat parents!

Okey buat sementara waktu nih, aq akan cuba sedaya upaya untuk follow vows aq nih. Doakan aq!

Harini baru report duty session, mujur documents sume lengkap, aq pun dah isi borang KWSP untuk permohonan baru, dan attend Teaming With Passion. Manager kate actually sape-sape yang dah pernah attend Teaming With Passion nih boleh skip, cuma perlu datang hari Rabu nanti untuk program lain, tapi aq rase nak join jugak, sebab boleh kenal ngan ramai orang. Ye lah, kat cyber nanti bukannye kenal ramai orang mane pun kan, so sementara diberi peluang nih, amik je la. Tapi macam biasa, sakit tekak dok jerit sakan.

"I SUPPORT YOU!!!" *suara tukar jadi katak*

P/S: Group aq jadi winning team harini. Oh girangnya. :D

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Kijang Emas.

2011-10-31T00:18:00.001+08:00

Hoh, seksa sungguh sekarang bile dapat balik kijang emas rupanya. Memang dah take note ade problem dengan air cond sebelum nih, sebab kadang-kadang bila bawak kereta lama-lama memang air cond akan tiba-tiba jadi tak berfungsi, tapi bukan lah seteruk sekarang.

Masa amik kat bengkel ari Sabtu, orang bengkel dah cakap die perasan ada masalah air cond, dan dia cakap ada masalah compressor. Dan aq dengan dedikasi nye balik meng-google lah harga compressor. In general, RM1,000++. *gasp* Duit lagik....~ T.T

Dulu tak berapa evident sangat prob air cond nih, sebelum hantar bengkel aq boleh kate elok lagi, sebab masalah timbul bila perjalanan jauh & at certain masa yang x menentu, tapi bile dapat balik, langsung jadi teruk. Tak nak lah menuding jari kat sape-sape yang mungkin mensabotaj kijang emas semata-mata aq tinggalkan dia selama hampir seminggu (anything can happen within that time frame no doubt), tapi x kan lah langsung tak boleh pakai. Sekarang air cond memang mengeluarkan hawa panas, angin dari luar bila bukak tingkap lagik la damai dan menyejukkan. Tapi kalau hujan??? Jam??? Goodbye windy.

Jadi kepada mereka yang mahu seikhlas mungkin belajar tentang alkisah air cond ini, saya (cewah dah tukar kata ganti nama diri yang lebih sopan gitewww) telah terjumpa 2 reliable net sources yang sangat berguna untuk anda-anda semua.

norlizasaidin82@blogspot

Pendek kata, section di blog ini menerangkan tentang secara umum bagaimana air-cond berfungsi & penerangan tentang masalah yang menyebabkan air cond gagal berfungsi dengan baik. Good news, kepada anda yang memang 'buta air-cond' (macam saya keh keh keh), pemilik blog turut menyediakan illustrasi berguna untuk memudahkan anda lebih memahami penerangan yang diberi. Since saya memang tak tahu menahu apa-apa langsung tentang bahagian kereta (nak kenal pasti air cond pun sampai hari ni saya tak tahu weyh, oh malunyeee), part illustrations itu sangat lah saya loikeee... :D

monstercrew1@forumotion

Ini section menerangkan secara ringkas bagaimana cara nya untuk menjaga kereta air cond kereta anda. Hm, meh la sini saya copy paste saje biar senang, takut link nih dah x laku di kemudian hari kan. ;p

CARA RINGKAS PENJAGAAN AIR COND KERETA

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1. Gas aircond : Selalu cek kebocoran (dalam sebulan sekali) paip aircond dengan air sabun, supaya gas aircond tu kekal ditahap normal (cukup).

2. Compressor aircond : Semasa mula hidupkan injin kereta tu, pastikan dalam 2/3 minit baru bukan aircond tu, dan tunggu dalam 2/3 minit pula baru teruskan pemanduan kereta tu, ini boleh menyebabkan Compressor aircond tu mudah rosak. Selalu cek di bahagian belt aircond, jangan kendur/longgar, ini juga boleh menyebabkan Compressor aircond tu mudah rosak.

3. Reelay Aircond : Buka aircond (tempat control low hingga high) dengan cara satu tahap ke satu tahap & jangan sekali-kali terus ke tahap high tu, mungkin akan merosakkan relay aircond tu.

4. Aircond tersumbat : Control kesejukan aircond tu, hendaklan jangan buka ke paras high, bukalah separuh je (tengah-tengah) sebab ini akan menyebabkan aircond tu akan mudah tersumbat (akan jadi air batu kat liang-liang aircond).

Tambahan:

1. Semasa membasuh kereta, pastikan anda sembur air pada kelajuan tinggi ke bahagian tangki aircond, supaya tidak tersumbat (dapat menyejukkan lagi aircond kereta).

Sistem Aircond Dalam Kereta:

Gas yang panas dari dalam kereta, akan dikeluarkan ke tangki aircond (tangki aircond dekat ngan tangki air tu), disinilah gas yang panas disejukkan dengan udara sekitar melalui celah2 tangki aircond tu. Kemudian gas itu akan menjadi sejuk, gas sejuk kemudian akan dibawa ke dalam kereta. Proses itu diulangi.

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Those are some of the sources I found. Tapi jangan ingat itu sahaja reason-reason yang menyebabkan air cond menjadi problematic. The wisest thing to do is to consult an air cond specialist di kedai yang memang specialize on air cond services.

Secara general, saya boleh rumuskan:

- Untuk elak ditipu, lebih baik anda survey ke beberapa bengkel dan compare analysis & harga untuk mengetahui bengkel yang paling ideal sebelum anda hantar kereta anda. Ada kes di mana anda boleh beli sahaja alat ganti & minta orang bengkel terus pasang sahaja (BEWARN: anda mesti betul-betul tahu barang yang dibeli itu for sure will fix problem kereta anda! Nanti rupa-rupanya benda lain yang rosak, benda lain pulak yang diganti~).

- Rujuk juga rakan-rakan yang berpengalaman untuk mengetahui bengkel-bengkel yang bagus. Untuk kaum wanita yang tidak / kurang arif tentang hal ehwal perihal kereta (macam saya jugak, kah kah kah), lebih baik anda bawa kenalan / saudara lelaki yang tahu sedikit sebanyak tentang bahagian kereta untuk mengelakkan daripada ditipu / diperdaya / dikencing / diberak.

Actually banyak lagi source yang boleh anda jumpe. The key is: R.A.J.I.N. Kena pandai-pandai google lah ye. Believe me, when u stumbled upon the forums, the forumers there are more than willing to lend you some help / throw out some useful and amazing suggestions. God bless them. :)

P/S:

CD yang aq tinggalkan dalam kereta masa hantar kijang emas pergi workshop dah hilang. Damn, aq dah burn lagu-lagu yang latest pulak tuh! Biar benor pekerja-pekerja workshop tuh layan lagu Korea. Kalau diorg betul ade amik, aq tak halalkan! Penat tau nak tunggu burn CD tuh! Dan tiap-tiap kali hantar kijang emas ke mana-mana bengkel / pusat cuci kereta, mesti radio setting nak kena reset semula, semua siaran yang aq dah set kat no masing-masing dah jadi siaran lain! Gatal betul la tangan si polan-polan tersebut, memang nak merasa kena hukum hudud kan!

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Angan-angan anak pompuan Mat Jenin.

2011-10-29T22:50:00.003+08:00

Finally dah dapat kijang emas balik. Dengan harga diskaun, courtesy of my mother yang pandai betul tawar menawar. Masa nih lah sayang aq melimpah ruap kat mama aq, time len, mula lah aq jadi anak x mengenang budi! Kalau tak:

1. harga drive shift = RM70++
2. penyebab bila corner je ade bunyi macam sendi nak terkeriuk patah = RM200 sepasang + RM45 upah pasang. Mind you, yang kena ganti dua-dua belah, jadi sila lah darabkan nilai tersebut dengan digit '2' = RM490.

Mama cakap ngan orang tuh, last2 jadi RM360. Kalau aq, x reti nye nak tawar menawar, jadi ikan tawar je sudahnye, kah kah kah.. ;p Tapi Encik Ismail cakap compressor ade problem, sebab die perasan air cond macam x berapa nak sejuk. Problem air cond tuh memang ada pun, tapi aq x fix lagi lah, sebab duit tarak. Kena tunggu gaji aq masuk dulu, baru boleh spend sket. But then again, aq dah betul2 plan ape aq nak buat dengan duit gaji aq nanti (nampak sangat x sabar).. Huaa... kena buat calculation lagi la ni.. T.T

Tapi agak terkilan, sebab dua tiga hari dah usung dua-dua keta mama & abah ke hulu ke hilir untuk settle hal-hal aq skali dengan passport renewal, aq terasa power kijang emas agak... dissappointing, hahaha.. ;p Well, nak buat macamane, mane boleh compare kete cc tinggi + auto daripada kijang emas yang cc rendah + manual lagi compact kan, tapi yang x best bila bawak kete besar, walaupun boleh bawak laju (suke!) susah nak agak distance, so bila time bawak & lebih lebih lagi time parking memang kena betul-betul berhati-hati.

Adik aq arini hampir membuatkan jantung aq terkeluar daripada posisinya dengan hampir-hampir menyeretkan BM (budak biru muda) abah aq dengan kete sebelah nye bile nak masuk simpang ke Mydin. Adik aq bagi signal ke kiri, tapi die tak betul2 masuk ke lane kiri, tapi kereta yang di blakang assume kitorg nak masuk ke kiri so die langsung pecut ke sebelah kanan. Adik aq yang x jadi nak masuk ke kiri hampir nak berlanggar dengan kete sebuah tuh, mujur orang tuh pecut, so x kena, fuhhhh.. Kus semangat! Conclusion? Balik dari Mydin definitely aq yang drive.

Oh ya, next week x silap aq hari jumaat nak pegi Johor Bharu. Finally parents aq betul2 plan untuk travel ke luar negara! Erk, Singapore je pun, tapi luar negara la jugak tuh kan, kekeke.. ;p Tu pasal la semangat nak renew passport bagai, since bile dah capai 6 bulan sebelum passport tamat tempoh, memang kena renew kalau x xley travel outside of the country. Walhal passport aq x penah guna pun, takat bayar buta-buta RM100 untuk tempoh 2 tahun habis macam tuh je lah. Hahaha.. ;p

Apa nak buat kat Singapore? Nak pegi jenguk Universal Studios. Ikut package tak silap. So doakan aq x disuruh bekerja waktu ini. First time betul-betul jadi nak travel oversea boleh pulak kena kerja kan, memang meraung lah aq dok tenung NOC screen waktu kerja kan, fuh, racun tuh... =.="

Apa basic plan yang aq dah lay out untuk duit gaji?

1. RM300 : Parents for starters. Aq wajibkan tiap2 bulan mesti bagi at least this much, even if I have to starve. I've been an ungrateful child for so long, I need to do this to straighten my humanity and compassion.
2. RM1000 : Savings. Wajib untuk disimpan, x boleh dikeluarkan sama sekali unless for darurat cases, which I dear God hope won't be a long list.
3. RM100 : My grandparents. For a reason.
4. Cut RM500 for those KWSP, income tax craps that I haven't got a single clue as to what they are, but I'm sure I'm gonna learn about them soon enough. I'm not exactly sure how much those things amount to, so I'm just gonna go with the maximum amount of money I think they're gonna cut from the monthly salary.
5. Food a day harapnya lah hanya RM10, so dalam 31 hari = RM310. *nak bawak bekal pegi kerja macam mase jadi trainee at TMRND, jimat!*
6. Minyak Kijang Emas seminggu RM50 provided that I do not travel much, which in a month with 4 weeks should be RM200.

Damn! Daripada RM2600 dah tinggal RM190 je untuk belanje benda-benda lain????!!! Hahahahah.. :))

Nasib baik Kijang Emas dah nak habis bayar. For the record, Kijang Emas was born in 2003, it is 2011, so the girl's age is 8 years. Dah tua la, patut pun asyik sakit 2, 3 tahun nih. Lagipun aq tuan die yang latest nih tak tahu kejadah pun pasal kete, hence penjagaan rapi adalah jauh panggang dari api.

RM1000 savings tuh nak buat ape cik kak?? Umm.. Umm.. saya nak... saya nak...

- 5 bulan = RM5000. dah boleh start pakai braces dah. :)

- 10 bulan = RM10 000. dah boleh buat down payment untuk kereta Proton Saga cukup lah, in case kalau adik aq nak guna kereta pulak, mama kate serah je Kijang Emas kat Mirul & aq carik kete lain. Tapi harap nya x perlu dulu la ye, aq still sayang Kijang Emas weyh, aq baru nak blajar berjimat nih, wuuu~ *sob sob*

- 12 bulan / 1 tahun = RM12,000. boleh buat down payment rumah ape. If possible, aq nak travel ke luar negara tiap-tiap tahun. Hahahaha.. Tinggi gila angan-angan aq! XD

- 50 bulan = RM50,000. boleh sambung Masters. Either MBA / Management IT. Depends on nature of my work, mana satu yang lebih memberi faedah / any other courses yang lebih sesuai kalau ada. Hm. tapi 50 bulan is approximately 4 years, lama sangat la pulak nak sambung, otak dah berkarat nanti. Solution: scholarship again. --> If company boleh sponsor, aminnnn~ *grin*

Mama kate beli je rumah dekat Putrajaya nih, cari yang Semi-D. And do you know how much a Semi-D in Putrajaya costs? According to my mum, it is approximately 1 million = RM1,000 000 = RM1,000 X 1000 bulan = 83.33 tahun! Eeeek! *Eh lupa plak boleh buat loan rumah*

Ya Allah!!! Aq dah mula fikir pasal masa depan ke nih???? Silap-silap dah plan sekali nak kawen! Kyaaaa...!!!! *aq x nak kek, nak pulut kuning, aq x nak sanding, berpeluh sume & nak kena senyum x hengat dunia, eh jimat ape~*

P/S 1: Kita hanya mampu merancang, Allah s.w.t. yang menentukannya~

P/S 2: Dah tengok Maharaja Lawak Mega belum?? Abah aq

subscribe Astro Warna semata-mata nak tengok program nih, hahahaha.. ;p

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Let's start earning & saving & spending!

2011-10-26T15:01:00.008+08:00

Ha kan dah kate, aq takkan x dipanggil punye. Mesti company tuh panggil punye, ye la, dah lebih RM50,000 sponsor aq blajar, mesti lah duit takkan di waste kan tanpa tuntut khidmat aq.. So tempoh bond aq 8 tahun. 8 long years to grow in the company if God wills.

Parents aq je yg kalut semacam takut aq x dapat kerja. Dapat je, cuma cepat dengan lambat je pun. Bukannya aq malas nk carik kerja lain. Aq follow je. Actually dah 5 kali pegi interview pun IBM 2 kali. TM 3 kali.

1. Mule2 IBM untuk position yg begitu teknikal skali, sah x mungkin dapat, aq tergagap2 masa interview bile diorg tanye soklan teknikal. First time interview, memang la x biasa kan. Silap jawab pun ade, panel interviewer siap betulkan kat whiteboard lagi weyh, mcm dalam kelas tutorial plak aq rase, sah x mungkin dapat, hahaha.. ;p Interview aq pun sgt la sekejap, 30 minutes pun tak sampai kowt, sebab 2 org panel tuh shoot soklan bergilir2, memang lah macam kena baling bom atom 2 kali ganda kan.

2. Kali kedua, kat Menara TM untuk position kat Group IT. Yang nih x silap aq abah aq yang passkan resume kat kawan die. Position nih contract. Masa interview ok lah sikit daripada masa kat IBM tu. Cuma time aq cakap pasal programming nih boleh blajar sendiri since banyak internet sources, salah seorg panel boleh bangkang ape aq cakap, die x stuju! Ape lagik, speechless la aq. Dalam hati aq dah menangis dah, 'oh why..????' Bile time aq kluar je dari bilik interview yg 2nd phase (1st phase HR, 2nd phase teknikal), aq dengar panel2 tuh bercakap sesama diorg, "Sume org tak suka programming, hahahah.." Aq kurang berkenan kalau bahagian IT bab2 programming nih, sebab aq memang tak terer pun. Aq boleh blajar balik, cuma slow la. Opinion aq, biar keje yg aq tau aq boleh buat dengan baik dan bagus, dan aq tau aq boleh develop jadi lebih baik. And unfortunately programming is not one of them. *aq rasa macam dah beratus kali aq cakap aq memang x suka kan? hmm*

3. Next balik ke IBM untuk interview lagik. Tapi position lain plak. Aq lebih suka interview nih daripada interview IBM ritu. Kali nih ambik masa lama sket thank God. Macam peluang cerah la kan (berangan lebih). Kali nih lebih tersusun sket sebab aq rase macam aq sorg je yg dipanggil interview nih, summore interviewer die dua2 malay, lebih relax sket, aq boleh tanye macam2 soklan, diorg pun free utk tanye macam2 soklan jugak (eh diorg memang patut tanye pun). Keje die travel x silap aq, untuk support IBM Power system x silap. Tapi x dapat la tuh, sampai skank takde respon pun, kah kah kah.. ;p

4. Then balik ke TM pulak, tapi kali nih interview untuk scholar TM, kat Menara. Satu hari nervous menggila, tp at least ade member2 lain yg aq kenal kan. Time pagi turn budak2 non-technical, fuh masuk sorang2 tuh, panel pulak ade 8 orang, mau tak kecut perut dibuatnya. Mujur ade la jugak experience aq pegi interview, so hapal la jugak sedikit sebanyak benda yang nak dimuntahkan. Mujur jugak time technical punya session waktu petang tuh, kitorg masuk 4 orang skali, sebab nk jimat masa kowt. Masuk-masuk je wakil panel perkenalkan setiap panel (5 orang, mujur dah kurang sket), dan bagi briefing utk ape yg kitorg kena cakap. Aq pun ape lagik, lontar je ape yang terlintas dalam otak. Bile turn die tanye, "Minat tak ajar org?" sorg lagi panel, "Do you like network environment", sume aq kate boleh bawak cume x berminat utk buat dalam jangka masa yang panjang. Aq kate aq memang betul2 nak bahagian Unifi yang aq nampak dalam vacancy list yang diorg bagi, kah kah, demanding betul ko ye peah. Bila die kate, "Ok, nanti kami akan tentukan anda semua sesuai bahagian mana. Macam kamu, seswai bahagian dot dot dot, kamu pulak bahagian tet tet tet, dan since kamu pulak minat bahagian itu, bla bla bla.." aq langsung lah tergamam sebab wakil panel tuh x include aq pun dalam conversation itu. Wakil yg bertanggungjawab utk bahagian Unifi plak senyap je, tak tanye aq soklan langsung pun, sah la die dah recruit orang lain untuk position yang aq nak tu, wuuu~ T.T Aq sangat lah gabra & takut kalau aq dapat bahagian yang entah ape2, waaa.. habis punah masa depan aq weyh..

5. Then, aq dipanggil lagik untuk next interview kat cyber, the building right beside TMR&D. Ritu bukan kemain aq kate aq xmoh keja kat network environment, skank memang betul2 dapat, shift lagik, hamek ko. Aq interview skali ngan sorg lelaki yang skali interview ngan aq time kat Menara tuh, die nih memang suka programming. Hoh, aq serious salute kat orang yang boleh buat programming, sebab aq lembab sket area tuh, haha.. ;p Tapi interview die ok ar, banyak situation yg diorg bagi (3 orang panel) dan diorg tanye ape kitorg boleh buat untuk solve situation tersebut. Overall, not so bad. Habis je interview, dibawa utk tengok screen NOC yang besar tuh. Fuh, serious besar gile, macam panggung wayang punye saiz, peminat bola mesti suke, hahaha.. ;p

Lame jugak tunggu, sampai mama bising kate suwoh carik kerja lain. Abah aq suruh apply MIMOS. Mama plak suruh jadik research assistant kat UKM, SPA lah, Government lah. Bayangkan tiap2 kali mama aq balik umah / singgah kedai dobi bile aq datang jaga kejap time petang, mesti ade je kerja yg dier suruh apply. Nasib baik aq baru register SPA, belum apply lagik, sebab leceh nak isi details die sume kat website, last2 baru aq tau kalau SPA ade offer kerja then aq tolak, member aq cakap nanti nama kena black list, xley apply dah len kali. Serammmm... =.="

Oh ye, ade alkisahnye jugak macamane aq dapat surat tawaran nih.

Ari Isnin actually aq sepatutnye pegi interview lagi pukul 4 petang kat bangunan Annex 2. Daripada pagi aritu ikut abah aq pegi Hospital Ampang Puteri nak buat checkup sebab malam sebelumnya abah aq sakit perut teruk, sampai pegi klinik cucuk. Abah aq memang ade gastrik, tapi doktor cakap takut appendiks, so kena pegi hospital check dulu. Tapi doktor yang abah aq nak jumpe takde, doktor ganti je ada. And since takde referral letter masa pegi klinik malam sebelum tu, nk pegi hospital kena la buat appointment dulu. Last2 sebab susah sangat nak carik klinik yg bukak time pagi2 utk mintak referral letter, abah aq buat appointment je dulu.

Then gerak gi SJMC amik ubat adik aq yang dah habis. Time on the way nak pegi sane, aq dapat call daripada HR TM, yang tanye berminat ke tak untuk jawatan Executive Admin, aq ye kan je, then diminta datang untuk interview kat Annex 2 petang tuh pukul 4. Haiyaa.. kelam kabut la jugak bile aq dengar, sebab time tuh dah nak dekat tengahari, nak balik rumah check sume document dah prepare ke belum, baju kurung tudung belum gosok, nk pegi sane nak kena naik public transport kalau nak elak jam. Adik aq pun belum diamik balik dari sekolah, dan since kete aq still kat workshop, aq depend kat abah aq untuk tolong hantar pegi ERL. Aq takut tak sempat je.

Sampai2 kat umah mujur sume document aq ade duplicate, cume 3 keping sijil aq dapat masa convo haritu je yang x photostat lagi. On the way nak ambik adik aq kat Presint 14, abah aq kate nak hantar pulak, cuma balik je aq kena nek public sebab jalan gerenti jam teruk. Aq pun ok je.

Tapi tak terjangka bile dah siap mekap pakai baju kurung lawa, dokumen sume dh prepare, 30 minute sebelum pukul 3 ptg tunggu abah aq balik dari office die kejap, dapat satu lagik kol daripada HR TM kate suruh amik offer letter petang tuh sebelum pukul 5 petang / esok pagi. Erk. Ah sudah, dilema sudah mari. Aq dah pening, nak pegi interview ke tak, sebab aq dah dapat position nih dah. Bile abah aq balik, aq cerita. Abah aq cakap, kalau interview nih mungkin position contract, yang tawaran nih rasanye dah tetap, berkemungkinan position yang aq interview kat cyber haritu, yang mane lagi kan?

Last-last tak jadi pegi interview, abah aq pun kate die penat. Kesian la kan, seharian abah aq drive ke hulur ke hilir, aq pun dah syok sensorang dah dapat keja, memang lucut la baju kurung tudung sume kan. Mekap la yang sakit jiwa. Dah la aq x reti mekap, yang seksa tuh pakai eyeliner, lebih 30 minute aq apply sampai jadi (kau ado?) last-last kena bersihkan balik. Bersihkan pulak memang berair-air mata sebab pedih, memang bangun esoknya dengan mucus & air mata pilu membasahi pipi la jawabnya.

Huh panjang lebar ye aq citer, kau larat nak baca? hahaha.. ;p So kesimpulannya, nih la position aq:

Assistant Manager Fault Complaint 1

in Work Team Fault Complaint 1, Unit Call Centre,

Section Service Resolution Management,

Pejabat Kompleks TM Cyberjaya.

Basically kerja nya shift, 4 hari kerja, 2 hari cuti, x silap aq ade kena standby 24 hours kowt (kalau salah i'm sorryyy), dan masa interview haritu diorg cakap insyaAllah akan ada staff bawah aq yang aq kena manage. Fuh, cabaran nih. Kerja nih agak mencabar bagi aq sebab kalau line problem, diorg kol sini. Lagi nak kena manage orang. Human relations are very complicated I tell you, so this is not gonna be easy managing people lebih-lebih lagi kalau ade orang bawahan yang lebih tua dan jauh berpengalaman daripada kita. Kalau ade salah, cane ko nak tegur dengan cara baik? Haa, dugaan tu.. Dan seperti namanya fault complaint, orang akan complaint. Takde orang akan complaint benda baik2, bak kate panel interviewer aq ritu. Tapi aq akan cuba untuk belajar jadi tidak terlalu sensitif kalau ade yang x puas hati sampai marah-marah dekat telefon bila line tak jalan. Keyword: CUBA.

Report duty hari Isnin, 1hb October 2011. Document-document dalam offer letter tak isi ape pun lagi, aq blur banyak sangat benda yang nak kena isi, haha.. ;p Tapi report duty kat Menara dulu, 3 1/2 days kena join Onboarding Programme. Basically aq baca tentatif die ade Teaming with Passion, terjerit2 lagi la aq ye, hahahaha.. ;p Nampaknye aq kena ulang alik naik public transport la dulu sementara join program nih.

Though dalam hati berangan nak keja kat Menara sebab aq suka environment die di mana ko kenal macam2 department dan kalau dapat keje kat sane mungkin tak perlu shift, kelebihan kat Cyber is tak perlu bayar parking, rumah dekat gile, keja shift means insyaAllah aq dapat cuti hari biasa, dan berjalan-jalan pada hari biasa tak perlu sakit kepala nak rempuh orang ramai kat shopping mall, dan tiket wayang murah. Oh ya, tak perlu tempuh jam. Dan kereta aq manual. Enough said.

P/S: Bersyukur lah atas kurniaan Allah s.w.t.

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Apa salahku?

2011-10-23T21:06:00.002+08:00

Datang lah satu hamba Allah ke kedai dobi family daku untuk menghantar baju beliau.

*** RE-ENACTMENT : START ***

Customer: "Dry clean." *Letak plastik baju atas kaunter*

Aq: "Ok. Tapi dry clean dapat hari Jumaat la ye. Pukul 5 petang."

Customer: "Tak boleh dapat lagi awal ke? So satu minggu la nih??" *Muka berkerut tak puas hati*

Aq: "Tak dapat, encik. Sebab orang yang hantar baju dry cleaning tuh dia akan datang hari Jumaat untuk hantar."

Customer: "Hm. Betul dapat hari Jumaat? Sebab hari Sabtu saya nak pegi London nih. Pastikan hari Jumaat memang betul-betul boleh dapat."

Aq: "Ye memang akan dapat hari Jumaat. Nama siapa ya? No. telefon?" *mengakses system*

Customer tersebut memberitahu nama & no tel, lalu mengeluarkan baju daripada plastik.

Customer: "Owner bila ada kat kedai? Bila dia biasa datang? Harini tak datang?"

Aq: "Biasa dia tak datang. Kalau datang pun, waktu petang, sebab nak hantar baju yang dah siap."

Customer: "Habis tuh, awak jaga lah?"

Aq: "Saya cuma jaga sekejap je, hari sabtu. Hari lain ada pembantu kedai lain yang jaga. Berapa piece eh?"

Customer: "Awak kira la."

Aq: "Encik cakap je berapa helai pakaian, saya akan sort nanti betul-betul jenis pakaian."

Customer: "Hah?? Ade ke macam tuh?! Awak nih macam tak yakin je saya tengok." *muka dah berkerut seribu*

Aq: "Biasa saya ambik saya akan tanye berapa piece dulu, then baru check jenis baju encik betul-betul, sebab saya takut tersalah sort."

Customer: "Mana boleh macam tu! Biasa awak lah kena sort sendiri, tengok berapa helai, ade rosak ke tak baju apa sumer. Ada ke ambik piece aje. Kalau ade baju rosak macam mane? Awak kena check satu-satu. Kalau ada baju yang rosak, awak jugak yang disalahkan karang!"

Aq cuma mampu meneguk air liur, tangan aq dah menggigil, jantung berdegup macam kuda lepas lari.

Customer: "Saya betul-betul tak puas hati lah. Ade ke awak layan customer macam nih. Kalau owner dia, dia akan check satu-satu, tengok ade koyak ke tak. Ni tak. Karang saya pergi kedai lain karang." *bungkus balik sume baju-baju dia*

One thing for sure, aq tak tahu apa yang aq dah buat salah. Aq cukup positive aq layan beliau dengan elok aje.

Aq: "Kalau macam tuh, encik boleh pegi tengok dekat Domain sane.." *seriously aq bukan perli dia masa aq cakap benda ni, sebab aq tengah dalam ketakutan dengan amarah dia yang membuak-buak*

Customer: "Huh, awak nih sombong lah. Memang betul-betul sombong. Ade ke patut awak suruh saya pegi kedai lain. Saya nih regular customer tau. Nak saya complaint pada owner die ke??!" *nada menengking*

Aq langsung speechless. Dah kate nak pegi kedai lain, aq tunjuk la direction, itu pun salah ke?! =.="

Aq: "Saya betul-betul tak tau apa yang saya dah buat salah, encik."

Customer: "Biasa dengan owner, dia akan kira betul-betul la. tengok satu-satu pakaian macamane." *mengomel panjang dengan tangan tergawang-gawang tanda tak puas hati dengan tangan sebelah lagi pegang plastik baju*

Aq: "Ok encik. Macam nih lah. Saya mintak maaf. Bagi saya kira betul-betul baju tu, encik tengok ya."

Customer: "Biar saya tengok lah, saya nak awak kira betul-betul. " *bukak balik beg plastik dia atas kaunter sambil mengomel tak puas hati*

Aq: "Ok, saya minta maaf kalau saya tersilap. Mintak maaf banyak-banyak, bagi saya customer is always right."

Customer tersebut menilik baju satu persatu sambil mengira jumlah. Aq pun mengira baju yang diletakkan atas kaunter semula, dan memasukkannya ke dalam plastik baju. Aq capai resit kosong dan kutulis jenis baju dan jumlah yang dikatakan.

Customer: "Tulis dalam resit tuh bila akan dapat."

Aq: "Okay, saya confirmkan balik. No tel encik, 01X-XXXXXXX. Betul ye?"

Customer tersebut mengangguk kepala dengan pantas, dengan tangan diletakkan possesively di perut. Aq pun menghulur resit kepada beliau. Beliau mengambilnya dan merenung resit tersebut dalam waktu yang aq rasakan lama sekali.

Customer: "Okay. Terima kasih. *nada masih sedikit tak puas hati di situ*

Aq: "Terima kasih."

Aq lemparkan sedikit senyuman waktu beliau berpaling untuk keluar sekadar penyejuk hati, biarpun beliau langsung tidak membalas sewaktu keluar dari kedai.

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Sejurus customer tersebut berlalu pergi, aq perasan tangan aq masih menggeletar tak henti. Jantung masih mengepam darah dengan laju, walaupun perasaan mula sedikit lega. Rasa macam air mata nak mengalir, tapi ku tahankan jua. Ya Allah, he's not worth any of my damn tears.

Foreigners pun datang dengan penuh sopan santun. Tapi orang Malaysia kita sendiri? Ini Muslim. Kalau aq silap pun, tak perlu lah menengking kasar, kita saudara se-Islam, wajarlah ditegur dengan berhemah.

Tak lama aq mampu tahan rasa, terburai juga kantung air mata bila terkenang betapa kerdil dan hinanya diri ini, sehingga ditengking sedemikian rupa. Sebelumnya, sering kali rasa amarah membuak-buak untuk orang lain bagaikan api yang disimbah petrol. Tapi semuanya sekadar disimpan dalam hati, kecuali bagi mereka yang dirasakan selesa untuk dimuntahkan rasa tidak puas hati, aq luahkan jua. Namun kali ini, perasaan terpinga-pinga lebih meraja.

Dalam hati, aq berdoa flight beliau terhempas di hutan dan beliau dimakan binatang buas atau kanibal. Ko apehal nak marah-marah tiba-tiba??! Period ke??! Oh wait, there goes my anger steam. *naik angin*

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I am tired.

2011-10-18T18:36:00.000+08:00

I don't think I can survive in this very house anymore. The moment I tried to do something instead of slacking off, they discouraged me by saying that the work I seek is not something I should do. Oh wait, slash that word. They FORBID me. Said something about finding me a job to do, that has something to do with my line of study. Okay fine. I had to comply coz God knows what can happen if I don't listen to them. I might get an accident on the way to work because of their disapproval.

But when I do nothing at home, waiting for them to do just that, they started complaining, saying I should go out and find some work instead of waiting for that one important call from that particular company and hear the magic words "You're hired". I was so excited on the temp job I found by myself, but you stopped me in my track and made me declined it AFTER I have accepted it. And now when I'm waiting for you to make your moves on finding me that job you promised me, you're being silent. Well, where's that job you promised me about?? And when you see me do nothing at home, you start complaining, giving me the lectures, probing me with questions I have no answers to. God damn it, what exactly do you want me to do really???!

There's this stereotype of my race that I despise and yet I can't complain much coz I embarrassingly fall in this very category. That company has all those people doing those jobs. What can I expect? It's either them people have too many things on their hands or they would rather rot in hell than process a new employee application.

It's damn simple, if you don't want to hire me, then tell me so! Being mum about it is not helping both sides! You get to be the side being cursed with a mouthful, and I get to sin by mouthing off those inappropriate words.

I hate being the one left in the dark, and I wish someone could shed me some lights on how I am supposed to go about this. Heaven knows I am growing crazy by the minute.

I wish I can go somewhere where people don't demand me on any single thing about my apparent lack of skills. I hate my degree, for I never fare well in it.

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Opposing magnets.

2011-10-10T17:28:00.000+08:00

Ape jadi bile dua nenek tinggal di dalam satu rumah? Untuk kes aq, memang gaduh la memanjang. Haiyaaa.. =.="

Since aq convocation Sabtu hari tu, nenek aq dari Johor dijemput datang untuk tengok aq convo. Seminggu jugak la kiranye nenek aq nih dah duduk rumah aq. I love it, because nenek aq akan masak kuih sedap-sedap, weeee... :D

Then the very same day of my convocation, my parents went to Kuantan to my uncle's home to fetch my another grandmother from Terengganu. Tapi sayang la, x sempat nak ambik gambar dengan nenek aq yang satu lagi nih sebab die datang lambat. :(

Hoh, agak tunggang terbalik jugak la rumah nih bile dua-dua dah masuk dapur. Sorang nak masak ni, sorang lagi nak masak tu, bile nak siapkan satu lauk, sorang masak guna kaedah A, sorang lagi cara masak kaedah B. Ye lah, sorang Johor, sorang Terengganu, kedua-duanya masing-masing ke utara ke selatan. =.="

Tapi aq bersyukur. Sebab masak macamane pun, aq jugak yang makan, aq jugak yang kenyang, hiahahahahahahah...! XD

P/S: Stage photo aq sangat lah x perfect timing nya, waktu kamera di-click, mata aq x memandang ke pro-chancellor, dah la mata aq sepet, haiyaaa...~ T.T

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It's a travelling day.

2011-10-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

Okeh harini bangun dengan penuh dedikasi pukul 9 pagi. Awal la jugak kan sebab aq tido pukul 2.30 pagi malam sebelumnye, keh keh keh.. ;p

Target hari ini? Pergi activate smartcard di MPH Extension Hall @ MMU pukul 2.30 petang. Eh awal lagi kan, bangun punye semangat, hua hua hua..

Tapi waktu pagi aq dah nekad nak pegi jumpe dentist. Walhal selama nih seram x hengat dunia, langsung x melangkah kaki bile dengar bunyi dentist disebut. Ya, aq akui, aq sangat lah penakut jumpe doktor gigi. Fobia! Mane tak fobia nye, bile dentist buat scaling je mesti seram sejuk. Sebelum nih memang aq "lari!!!!" kalau disuruh jumpe doktor gigi, tapi terpaksa nekad kali nih weyh, nk convo kena korban sket.

Kali nih punye la semangat travel ke Dengkil nak pegi Klinik Pergigian Mesra sana, tapi full la pulakkkkk, kena datang balik pukul 3.. fuh x sanggup datang lagik le.. Since tempat tu dekat la jugak dengan kedai gambar, aq langsung ke sana. Ala, yang dekat area kedai-kedai seiring dan sejalan dengan KFC outlet tuh... Hantar la gambar passport kat sana, mintak diorang letak softcopy dalam cd, since dalam announcement di website convocation MMU disuruh bawak softcopy of passport photo during smartcard activation. Tapi satu jammmmmm, walhal waktu tuh dah nak dekat pukul 12 tengahari, ntah sempat ntah tidak dengan nak fetch adik aq balik sekolah lagi, jumpe dentist lagi, rush pegi MMU at 2.30 lagi.. Sabar je la...~ T.T

Bile teringat teman aq ade post something pasal gigi die yang sakit, aq teruskan perjalanan dengan mengikut panduan teman tersebut dengan bergegas ke Poliklinik Nur Fatimah sebelah SMKD.. Tapi memang lah musykil penyambut tetamu di situ bile aq tanye ade dental service ke tak kat situ, sah la aq silap tafsirrr... Ye lah name pun poliklinik agak x seswai la kan.. So dalam hati aq berkata, agaknye diorg cume terima kes yang kritikal sahaja / member aq tuh memang dh x tahan sakit gigi, langsung x sempat pegi klinik gigi, haha.. *temanku kalau ko bace nih jangan marah na ;p*

Setelah diberi pandangan pelik oleh akak penyambut tetamu di poliklinik tersebut, aq pun beransur ke Putrajaya. Tak sempat ambil gambar kat kedai gambar tuh pun weyh. Sakit jiwa betul. Last-last aq pergi ke Klinik Pergigian Izra kat Presint 8. Last resort nih actually, sebab aq pikir rate die je, takut mahal, ye la kat Putrajaya nih harga barang tinggi sket, so kebarangkalian service rate untuk dental aq assume turut sama terkena tempias.

Masuk je ke klinik, fuiyoooo.. Lawa betul interior design die... X caye tengok website die : http://www.myizra.com/ Memang lawa lah. Mujur tak ramai orang langsung, fuh agak-agak sempat gak la nih nak settle benda lain.

Awal-awal lagi aq serious takut x cukup duit, duit dalam kocek *seriously aq sumbat dalam poket suar aq since aq berlenggang bawa diri je* cuma RM500 je aq withdraw. So takut overbudget aq cakap je aq nk consult dulu masa register kat counter. Register pakai MyCard tuh weyh, canggihhh... hahaha.. :D

Bile masuk je treatment room, the first thing aq cakap dekat dentist tuh ialah, "Sayaaaa... takut nak jumpe doktor gigi..." Hahahah.. punye seram sampai aq dah bagi warning dulu dekat akak dentist tuh. :))

Satu yang aq suka dekat situ, sume pompuan. Sangat selesa environment dan aq boleh cakap dengan penuh yakin. Mujur terkeluar jugak segala isu / problem yang aq nak settlekan. Ye la, since aq selesa, sume aq cakap, sampai la ke part aq nak convo tuh pasal la aq beranikan diri nak jumpe dentist, hua hua hua.. :))

Aq citer la pasal gigi depan yang separuh patah ditampal dari kecik sebab pernah jatuh (aq cakap jatuh je, segan nak cakap aq jatuh beskal masa turun bukit yang x berapa nak curam hahaha), tapi tampalan tuh asyik-asyik nak kena buat baru, tiap2 kali nak buat baru mesti nak kena besarkan lubang untuk tampal baru. Baru la aq tau, rupa-rupanya kalau accident / jatuh dan effect kat gigi, tak boleh tampal terus, kena buat root treatment dulu. IC... IC... *angguk angguk kepala*

Akak dentist yang baik hati dan murah dengan senyuman tuh pun cek gigi aq dulu untuk tengok condition, tengok ape yang boleh dibuat. She said buat scaling dulu, sebelum buat aq tanye harga dulu *hahaha, memang seyes takut overbudget*, mujur dalam RM90.00++. Since aq dh kat situ, buat je la terus, senang. Tapi bab scaling nih la yang seram nya. Bila machine tuh bunyik 'zzzzzzzzzZZZZ' badan aq pun langsung terikut 'zzzzzzzzzZZZZZZZZASSSS' skali. Nak cuci gigi kena 'sental' celah-celah gigi dengan mesin tu.. Aq seram sebab sakit bile benda alah tuh terkena gusi kat tepi-tepi, memang mengalir la jugak air mata aq dengan penuh hiba.. Wuuuu, pilu weyh~ Dua tiga kali jugak la bagi hand signal suwoh stop jap sebab aq dh tercekik-cekik dengan air liur sendiri, hahahaha.. ;p

Mujur cepat jugak akak tuh buat. Melihat akak dentist tuh pun berbraces (tengok akak tuh senyum aq langsung jeles, dentist pun pakai braces youuu), aq pun tanye la lagi macamane nak solve gigi aq yang macam gigi ikan yu yang bersepah-sepah depan belakang nih, as in ape recommendation yang die boleh bagi. Bos akak dentist tuh pulak check gigi aq a few seconds, pastuh bagi suggestions as according to gigi aq punye condition, mula-mula kena buat root treatment utk fix gigi depan, then tunggu 1 bulan baru buat sarung gigi atau bahasa omputih nye crowning. Lepas tu baru la boleh pasang braces, kalau x nanti gusi bengkak-bengkak berdarah delay pulak treatment braces nanti. Fuh mengikut perkiraan dental cost:

1. Root treatment = RM400++
2. after 1 month of hiatus continue with crowning a.k.a. sarung gigi = RM1200++
3. then only proceed to braces = RM5300++

Hasil? kais pagi makan pagi, kais petang makan petang. *pengsan*

Mujur scaling & consultation kena RM95 je. Berbaloi la jugak, summore area Putrajaya, expectation is higher but I guess it's ok lah. :)

Memang sah la kena tunggu aq dapat kerja dulu weyh, bru boleh pikir pasal braces. Sementara tu boleh la start dengan root treatment dengan crowning. Tapi aq rase memang kena tunggu aq kerja dulu kowt, gaji bulan first boleh la cover, erk campur dengan huluran PaMa juga la, teehheeee... *malu-malu kambing*

Abis je treatment, pegi fetch adik aq balik sekolah, then balik rumah save gambar dalam laptop masuk thumbdrive, since aq x sempat nak ambik gambar dari Dengkil *xkan nak rushing patah balik Putrajaya-Dengkil*. So aq terpaksa pegi burn cd berisi passport photo aq skali lagi, kali nih dekat sebelah kedai dobi @ StreetMall Cyberjaya. Took some time jugak la, sebab terpaksa restart machine yang kedai tuh pakai balik. (Ntah-ntah kena virus thumbdrive aq kowt? ;p)

Sampai-sampai je MPH Extension Hall around 3pm dah ade orang beratur utk activate smartcard. Tapi mujur line tak panjang, sebab kebanyakan graduate akan activate smartcard hari Jumaat lepas rehearsal nanti. Aq datang first day just in case ade something wrong dengan smartcard aq, senang la ada masa untuk selesaikan masalah tuh lagi kan, lagipun rumah aq kat Putrajaya, dekat la jugak.. :)

Kejap je activate smartcard tuh, 1 minit pun x sampai le.. Tapi yang sengal nya adalah passport photo yang dimintak ternyata applies for those yang masih belum upload gambar di website lagik. =.=" Oh pembaziran ya ampun, aq dah bayar RM16 (2 CDs) untuk softcopy photo kat Dengkil, campur lagik RM10 (2 CDs jugak) kat StreetMall, total boleh isi minyak kete. Diorang x mention betul-betul pun dekat announcement..... T.T

Haih nak buat macamane, dah dibuat dah pun, so secara total aq ade 4 CD. Lepas nih kalau ade future employer mintak softcopy passport photo, memang la aq edarkan saje CD tersebut.

Lepas dah siap activate smartcard, kena la patah balik Dengkil amik softcopy gambar RM16 tuh, dah bayar takkan dilupakan. Bile aq balik rumah je, rehat kejap. Bile mama balik pulak, die kate, "Jom teman mama pegi Dengkil survey harga emas." Haiya.. tapi malang betul la, ade jam kat traffic light depan Taman Dengkil Jaya, ade lori rosak plak daa.. sampai je kedai emas dekat area Klinik Lingam tengok-tengok TUTUP. Ngaaa...~ =.=" Dah la bawak Kijang Emas yang manual tuh, memang lah memenatkan. And lepas maghrib ade lagik.....! Since kedai emas kat Dengkil tutup, mama mintak teman pegi Alamanda pulakkkkk... Kijang emas lagik... Aihh.... *mata kanan terkenyit-kenyit macam Johnny English bile teringat Mozambique*

Kesimpulan di sini, PENAT... Jadi aq nak tidur awal ini malam. Tomorrow and tomorrow.. and tomorrow... *ah sudah, dah mula bersajak macam Shakespeare*

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Heartburn.

2011-09-29T00:08:00.001+08:00

Damn, these days aq asyik kena heartburn je. Adoii painful gile. Padan muke, aq makan x kunyah betul2 (pelahap), dan selepas makan trus baring, memang lah sakit perut.

Kena change cara pemakanan, lepas makan x boleh baring 2-3 jam, dan time makan kena kunyah betul-betul. X boleh pelahap, kena slow2. Food consumption kena sikit, x boleh tamak jugak. Then we'll see what happens. Kalau still jadi jugak, kena jumpe doctor, might be a case of GERD, kang penyakit kanser, sape susah? Aq jugak.

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A walk down the memory lane.

2011-09-19T15:24:00.003+08:00

Since aq pun dah nak graduate 8hb October 2011 nih, aq dengan penuh semangat nye memulakan proses mengemas bilik. Macam2 harta karun aq jumpe, ternyata bilik aq rupanye penuh dengan sampah sarap! Heish, x senonoh betul.

Kerja dimulakan dengan mengalihkan meja study bilik aq ke bilik adik aq di sebelah. Meja nih sebenarnye langsung x di-optimisekan langsung function die pada ketika letaknye di bilik aq. Aq buat tempat letak barang je. Study? Harammm. Hahaha.. :))

Jadi setelah mengemas bilik aq yang macam kena serang garuda, begini lah jadik nya barang2 yang aq letak atas meja sebelumnya:

Haha.. main letak je sebelah katil.. ;p

Jadi, tempat letak meja yang dah diclear kan, aq letak la piano di situ, mengadap pemandangan luar, cewaahhh gituu.. *walhal langsir slalu tutup*

Tapi ini belum clean and clear lagi. Masih lagi belum dikemas. Tapi aq mulakan dengan almari aq yang berantakan dulu, since macam2 lecture & tutorial notes aq masih simpan, even kertas conteng!

Astaghfirullah al azim... *geleng-geleng kepala*

So aq pun memulakan sesi kemas mengemas, buang membuang, simpan menyimpan (notes yg lawa2 aq sayang gile nk buang hihi). Dalam mengemas tuh, aq terjumpe macam-macam!

orang time kelas concentrate, aq menconteng. =.="

Okey, sape nk tips subjek Artificial Intelligence lai.. lai..

MasyaAllah buruk nya tulisan hambaMu ini.

Timetable. Tiap2 kali buat timetable sendiri, aq mesti kena pastikan Jumaat takde kelas. Muahahaha!!!

Timetable mase amik FYP. Ari Jumaat konon la kan dah khususkan slot nk buat FYP, berangan je la. ;p

Actually aq boleh je buat notes lawa-lawa. Tapi untuk first page je la. Second page dan seterusnya akan end up jadi seperti yang berikut:

Standard sebelum Final Exam, memang aq akan mule prosedure buat timetable baru yang aq panggil 'timetable study last-minute'. Memang timetable nih aq buat dengan betul2 meng-cram-kan masa2 yang aq ade dengan menghadap buku je. Tapi budget je la, akhir alkisah memang aq langsung x follow pun, kwang3.. ;p

Dalam mengemas tuh jugak, ade juga notes lawa2 yang aq masih gian nak simpan sebab masih lawaaa...

Macam notes Malaysian Studies di atas nih. Tapi di ujung proses mengemas, ternyata aq terpaksa buang kerana aq memang takkan gune notes nih lagi dah. Wuuu~ :'(

Bukan setakat university stuffs je yang aq masih simpan. Barang-barang dari sekolah pun ade. Memang x sanggup nak buang ar, ada sentimental value neyh!

Barang-barang taekwondo. Macam-macam kenangan ade kat sini, since aq join taekwondo dari sekolah rendah lagi, lepas nampak diorang berlatih kat kantin sekolah. Terhanguk-hanguk aq bile abah tanye aq nk join taekwondo ke tak mase nampak diorg training. Hahah.. ;p

Syarat untuk aq join training adalah aq kena temporarily stop for a year bile ade periksa besar, macam UPSR, PMR ngan SPM. Since aq asyik-asyik stop, memang lambat sket la aq punye progress nak capai black belt tu, dugaan betul.. Tapi Alhamdulillah lepas jugak akhirnya. Abis je sekolah menengah memang stop terus, since aq pun dah pindah Putrajaya.

Jadual trial SPM pun aq simpan jugak! Sah dah lame x kemas almari, hahahaha.. :))

Hihi.. lecturer bagi komen utk quiz paper Advanced Software Engineering.

Haa.... nih la subjek yang paling susah bagi aq selain daripada subject programming lain. Memang betul-betul susah gile, sampai kadang-kadang aq rase macam nk menangis bile amik subject nih. Tengok title pun seram, tapi syukur gile bile aq at least pass, dapat C. Erk, grade yang cincai la, teheheee.. ;p

Haa.. subject nih aq suke bile part theory die, interesting! Tapi part praktikal gune Ubuntu OS tuh memang 'buntu' jadiknye. =.="

Subjek nih pun susah jugak weyh! Title pun complexity theory, memang oh so complex. :(

Bile digeledah lagik, aq terjumpe lab report Introduction to Machine Architecture yang aq baru perasan aq LUPE NAK SUBMIT! Hahahahaha.. :)) Tak silap aq, mase hari utk submit nih, ade quiz, dan lepas je quiz tuh abis, aq dengan dungu nye terus keluar daripada kelas, TANPA submit lab report terakhir kat meja lecturer di depan. Kah kah kah.. ;p

Banyak barang2 yang aq simpan lagik weyh..

Sticker digimon. Oh so childish.

Sticker buku piano mase aq amik kelas piano waktu kecik-kecik dulu kat Kuala Terengganu. Sekejap je mainnye, pastu stop sebab yuran kelas mahal gak la. Summore handal bermain piano bukan satu necessity kan.

Sampul raye pun ade weyh! lol..

Waktu aq gile ngan game Ragnarok. Sampai la dial-up Internet connection kat umah aq abah potong, sebab aq gune sampai bil melambung-lambung. Hahahah.. :))

Akhirnye, setelah bertungkus-lumus, kemas la jugak almari aq. Daripada berantakan jadik at least presentable la jugak, ngehehehe.. ;p

Almari baju jangan ditanye kemas atau tidak. Out of context.

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I feel awful.

2011-08-17T22:43:00.000+08:00

These days I've been losing my temper a lot. Even to my loved ones.
Which is really making me crease my eye brows a lot.

Every time I lose my temper, I came to regret it afterwards, because I have not only hurt my feelings, but unforgivably others'. It usually ends up with me not talking to that someone I'm arguing with. Even if that someone still helps me generously in the end.

Perangai keras kepala & egoistic aq nih memang betul-betul mintak dilaknat.

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The never-ending lists of list.

2011-08-15T15:29:00.001+08:00

Finalleyyhhh... rumah aq dah pasang Unifi!! Weeee... :D
Cuma satu je downside, tak bleh on wifi live in my room, kerana jarak terlalu jauh... T.T
Tapi laju.... boleh streaming video k-drama Spy Myung Wol dengan tenang. Weeee.... :D

Satu lagi peningkatan, berjaya selesaikan Graduation Online.
Satu lagi peningkatan, berjaya update blog lirik.

Benda yang aq masih blum berjaya achieve is, jumpe carik batang hidung kamera. *abah amik ke eh?*
Benda yang aq masih blum berjaya achieve is, jual akuarium.

Benda baru yang masuk to-do list aq, membeli seluar kerja. (tempat aq training sekarang rasanye akan membataskan pergerakan klu pakai baju kurung) *budget: RM50, at least 2 pcs*
Benda baru yang masuk to-do list aq, membeli kasut kerja yang baru. (kasut sekarang begitu jelas uzurnya) *budget: RM50*
Benda baru yang masuk to-do list aq, membeli spec yang baru. (aq tertindih spec smpi patah, haih) *budget: RM200*

P/S: Waktu sahur tadi pagi, jiran depan umah aq terbakar. Eh, silap. RUMAH jiran depan umah family aq terbakar. Jakun melihat bomba buat pertama kali in action, dengan siren berbunyi di pagi yang hening. Mujur juga sempat bersahur, keh keh keh.. ;p

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Ulat oh ulat.

2011-08-09T07:09:00.000+08:00

Penat melayan pelbagai kerenah customer di TMPoint. Nanti lah aq update.

Tasks:

- scan & email report duty form to YTM
- Settle graduation online *tak settle2 lagik???!*
- finish OJT daily report

These days I get jumpy whenever I accidentally touch something foreign. This is caused by the discovery of parasites (ulat kecik2, eewww) in my aquarium's filter sponges. Nasty thing it is. Hence I transferred the boys from the new aquarium to the old one, cause I care less and less about them ever since they were in the new tank, cause they're situated outside of the house (my neglectfulness is so freakin' obvious). So am preparing to sell the new aquarium. Maybe this weekend on Mudah.my for the price of RM150 (of course negotiable *wink*).

Now if I could just find that camera.

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Terkadang umur tidak mencerminkan perwatakan.

2011-07-23T19:35:00.000+08:00

Aku rase aku sekarang ni dah...

Nyanyuk.

Insiden : Enjin kereta dihidupkan sejurus duduk. Tali pinggang keledar ditarik dan disematkan ke tepi tempat duduk. Gear dipastikan dalam keadaan neutral. Cermin sisi dan cermin pandang belakang dipandang sekilas. Enjin kereta dihidupkan. Enjin kereta berbunyi seperti tersedak-sedak. Aku kalut, memikirkan perihal kereta yang mungkin rosak lagi. Dalam kekakutan, aq merasa aneh.

Eh? Aku dah start enjin ar.

P/S: Perkara ini sudah terjadi beberapa kali. Akan tetapi reaksiku tetap sama. Hmm.

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2011-07-16T11:45:00.002+08:00

- Fill up details in convocation website. *upload pic, etc*
--> BEFORE SEPTEMBER!
- PwC research
- Submit surat tamat pengajian to YTM *ASAP!*

Kalau tiap2 hari bukak blog nih tapi tak ingat jugak aq x tau la.

Aq dah stop piano lesson. Because aq rase macam dh tak ley commit utk ke kelas lagik. Skank nih weekend slalu je ade hal. Weekdays plak time die set time ari Isnin, kadang2 aq pun tak pegi. *memang aq x penah pegi pun* Erk, aq dah mesej kat teacher mentioning aq nk stop, tapi...... die tak reply sampai la hari ni. Aq pelik dan agak seram sejuk. Sebab aq rase macam ade yg aq tak bayar lagik, sebab aq slalu bayar last minute, kwang3.. ;p Tapi orang di sane senyap sampai ke sudah, sampai buat aq musykil. Majuk ke kak? o.O

Waktu nih aq tengah jaga laundry shop kat Street Mall. Bawak la laptop tengok citer sebarang dua, since customer tak berapa banyak ari Sabtu nih.

Skank time weekdays aq free gile, time weekends yang occupied. Time weekdays takde keje mane, slalu fetch adik aq balik skolah, then gi kedai dobi jap klu parents aq busy nk tutup kedai x sempat, aq lah yang jadi tukang tutup kedai.

Kalau kat umah, terkadang download ebooks, kalau dah malas nak tengok citer. Sonok aq bace english novel tak kluar bilik slalu nye, hew hew hew.. :p *gedik tiru ayat Hanis Zalikha*

Hari ni jugak la sepatutnye aq hang out ngan member2 MMU daku, tapi sorry la geng, aq tak dapat join, telah ditugaskan untuk jaga kedai, wuu..~ Nak buek camno, assistant kedai cuti ade kursus kat Taiping, mama plak pegi Floria because skolah beliau ada dapat award, abah plak kluar skali ngan adik-adik aq gi carik TV *kate nye nak pasang Unifi, nk kena carik TV nak letak kat ruang tamu bahagian bawah*, dan berkemungkinan besar skali pergi Low Yat untuk carik laptop adik aq yang masuk UM tuh. But my bro looks hell bent on owning a Mac, tak tahu la ape abah aq kate nanti, tau-tau bawak balik Compaq je, hua hua hua.. :p

Semalam tengok Harry Potter. Best!!! Dah tercapai niat nk tengok movie yang kat wish list aq; Mr. Popper's Penguins (with Zati) & HP (with Teng Hui Ying & adik aq). Cuma tinggal satu je lagik wish list aq nk tengok, citer What's Your Number, romantic comedy. Definitely wish list tersebut akan bertambah dengan citer-citer lain. Maybe Captain America? Heheh.. ;p

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KIsah Suami Isteri KAH KAH KAH

2011-07-14T10:27:00.000+08:00

KIsah Suami Isteri

Sepasang kekasih sedang asyik memadu asmara di tepi sebuah tasik, sambil berbual-bual mesra...

Makwe: bang, andaikata saya menjadi bintang...

Pakwe: abang kan jadi Ultramannya

Makwe:kenapa pulak, sepatutnya abg jadi bulan purnamalah

Pakwe:Salah tu, kan ultraman ada bintang kepunyaannya

Makwe: gitu... kalau saya jadi bunga

Pakwe: Abang jadi tukang kebunnya

Makwe: Kenapa bukan kumbang

Pakwe: Sebab kumbang keje dia hanya menghisap madu..sedangkan tukang kebun kerjanya menyiram dan membaja bunga tu setiap hari

Makwe: Wah! hebatnya abg nie... begitu pandai berkata-kata

Setelah puas berbicara dan bergurau senda, bangunlah pasangan kekasih tersebut untuk bersiar-siar... tiba2 si makwe tersepak sebatang tunggul kayu, dan jatuh tersembam ke tanah...bedebik!!!!!! macam nangka busuk daa!!!!

Makwe: Aduh!!!! sakiknya be, (awek tu rupanya minah kelate)

Pakwe: Cilako! punyo tunggul kayu... .buto ko!!!!!, tak nampak ko oghang nak lalu(rupa2nya si pakwe tu orang N9)... sayang takde apa2 ke?

Makwe: Takde sikit je bang... cuma luka sikit jer dahi nie

Pakwe:Nasib baik tunggul kayu, kalau orang tadi memang nahas abg kejekan.

Memang telah ditakdirkan jodoh mereka berdua... selang beberapa bulan
selepas itu pasangan kekasih ini pun mendirikan rumahtangga... 2 tahun
kemudian, si isteri teringat kembali kisah yang lalu sewaktu membawa anak
mereka bersiar-siar di tasik yang sama ketika bercinta dahulu,

Isteri: Bang, ingat lagi tak tempat nie?

Suami: Masakan abg boleh lupa

Isteri: Kalau saya jadi bintang

Suami: Abang jadi beginilah

Isteri: Kenapa bukan Ultraman...

Suami: Kat Malaysia mana ada Ultraman... kat Jepun adalah... apa lah awak nie

Isteri: Kalau saya jadi bunga

Suami: Abang jadi beginilah

Isteri: Apa abg nie... cakaplah betul2

Suami: Apo kono eh dongan ekau nie... dah buang tebiat ko, tak nampak anak kito tu... .kalau dah abg jadi Ultraman ngan ntah apo apo ntah laie, sapo nak bagi makan kek anak kito tu... .yang mengado-ngado nak jadi bintang tu buek apo

Isteri: Abe nie tok supo dulu... .tok rometik lasung, mete2 la saya nie doh tok comey lagi...

Suami: Takdo nak romantik kosmetik do... .

Selepas puas duduk sambil berbalah, maka berjalan pulanglah keluarga tersebut... .tiba2 si isteri tadi tersepak sebatang tunggul kayu(mungkin tunggul yg sama), lalu jatuh gedebuk!!!! ke tanah...

Isteri: Aduh abe sakik nyo!!!!!

Suami: Apo kono eh awak nie... .buto ko, punyo bosa tunggul tu tak nampak ko!!!!!!!!!!

P/S: Ahahahaha.. lawak2.. aq dah terkekeh-kekeh ketawa.. :D

untuk lawak lain, sile click sini ye ;)

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In truth, it hurts.

2011-07-14T09:56:00.000+08:00

Suddenly teringat 2AM interview mase diorg datang Malaysia yang aq accidentally watched on TV bile dok tekan2 remote button. Alkisah nye ader la Q&A session dimana fans akan utarakan soalan *soalan show kat screen la, bukan jumpe depan2 tanye*, where one of the fans asked Jinwoon if he's willing to go out with her.. *lebih kurang cenggini la pertanyaan nya, aq ingat2 lupa*

Langsung Jinwoon tersengih-sengih macam kambing sambil cakap, "How can I go out with someone I don't know?~" Langsung aq tersentak, dalam hati berkata, 'eh, budak nih, depan-depan takkan nak cakap macam tuh, kejamnye~' T.T

Leader, Jokwon dengan muka kelat tegur budak tuh, "How can you say it like that? That's very mean.." Aq admire teguran Jokwon tu kerana hanya disebabkan jawapan tuh, tanggapan peminat boleh berubah, dan besar kemungkinan mengubah persepsi orang lain terhadap diri diorang. Hilang peminat pun ya barangkali, macam aq la kan, haha... *eh kenapa BM aq nih formal semacam* Soalan sebegini seharusnya dijawab dengan lebih bijak, lagi-lagi public figure macam diorang. Hati fans kena jaga beb! No wonder Jokwon is the leader. *angguk-angguk*

2AM tengah mencuba teh tarik.. :)

One more thing, since K-pop wave dah menular di Mesia neyh, perlu di ingatkan ye, peminat Kpop bukannya fanatik sangat, we just admire anugerah Allah s.w.t. dari segi rupawan nya God's creation neyh, and dari segi bakat.. Bukannye nak kawen ngan diorg pun, suke macamane pun tetap carik lelaki Malaysia, unless kalau dah jodoh nak buat camane kan.. ;p

Kalau aq, aq lebih berminat kepada music dari sane la, since diorg betul-betul mengoptimumkan penggunaan teknologi masa kini dalam penghasilan lagu diorang, hehe.. Cume satu je aq kurang berkenan, bile buat live show, ade suara yang lari jauh dari kualiti, I mean, I can't ask much coz live shows require coordination of movements on stage, voice control and showmanship, but still there are certain qualities singers need to keep up with if they wanna be successful, isn't it?

The one group yang sampai hari ni aq admire because the energy they provide and the quality of their performances match their studio versions: 2NE1. Or should I say, more intense? ;)

2NE1~ ;)

Viewers nowadays actually possess more wisdom than you've accounted for.

P/S: Diorang jawab soalan dalam Korean lingo le, ade sari kata kat TV, muehehe.. ;p

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Moving on.

2011-07-12T00:33:00.000+08:00

Salah seekor kura-kura dah pandai menggigit whoa! I don't wanna say any names *uhuk! Digger uhuk!*
coz I love them all the same. But yes, he's one feisty fella. Probably due to the fact I feed them fish last time, so he keeps chasing and biting everywhere. Somehow the behavior sticks. Even though all the fish are gone, pronounced RIP. No traces even.

Oh yeah, today thanks to a friend of mine, I made the decision to buy 1 whole set of 2 1/2 glass tank. A bigger and heavier glass tank definitely, I was really huffing and breathing hard while I was carrying the thing, it weights a ton! RM168.00 for the price of a 2 1/2 glass tank, stand, cover and little lamp. Was thinking of only taking the stand and the cover, but I'll be needing a bigger glass tank eventually to accommodate the ever-changing size of the two boys, so I simply bought the whole set. And I hope I won't regret it. =.="

Argghhh!!! List lyrics aq dah bertambah!!! But I am so damn lazy to update the blog! And I am wayyy toooo outdated when it comes to new songs! But fret not, anytime I just simply check Soompi for their music chart~ ;p Will update soon. LATER. MAYBE 2-3 DAYS. ;p

And my status has changed to GRADUATED. Need to settle few things on my graduation thingy, e.g.:

- fill up convocation details online (update photo & msg, robe rental, etc)
- post hard copies of Intern claim to YTM. *why do they have to make it so complicated nowadays??*
- Submit surat tamat pengajian to YTM. *One of my friends has started his training for a month, before being called for interview / job / whatnot. While I'm laying in waste at home, a.k.a. menternak badan. Sangat tidak senonoh ye.*

PwC rep called one morning and did a phone interview with me. I answered as earnestly as I possibly could. She said I just have to get back to her when I'm done with researching PwC and the field I'm interested in. Sounds like a delicious offer, although it's not a secured position. ;p

P/S: Have I told you my Kijang Emas sounds like a sports car nowadays? She's 'vrooming' unnecessarily due to some modifications done at the workshop when dad couldn't change to any gear higher than 3 that day. No Atos original spare parts, hence they modified her spare part, causing gegaran even when I'm in Gear 1. Although it's not Kijang Emas's fault, but it is annoyingly getting on my nerves these days.

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Movies. ;)

2011-07-07T22:10:00.000+08:00

Saya mahu menonton:

What's Your Number?

In cinema: 6th October 2011

Thoughts: Chris Evans is cute here. Period.

Mr. Popper's Penguins

In cinema: Now showing!

Thoughts: Jim Carrey is not to be missed.

Harry Potter & The Deathly Hallows: Part II

In cinema: 14th July 2011

Thoughts: Should really watch the last installment of HP since I watched the previous ones.

TARGET: watch all these on leisure weekdays, less pricey on the tickets. *wink wink*

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Honing C++.

2011-07-05T19:18:00.000+08:00

Mommy came back from Solo, Indonesia today.

Mommy bought me a dress over there that makes me look like i'm down with a second-trimester pregnancy. Due to this, I am going to save it for future purpose.

Still, I love it so much, thank you mommy. ;)

P/S: Mommy's taste is unfortunately 180-degree against mine. =.="

Reminder in C++ form:

#include
using namespace std;

int learn_grooming()
{
// the do-it-yourself kinda stuffs~
}

int grooming_session()
{
// all the stuffs learnt in grooming class =.="
}

int main ()
{

if ( watch youtube )

{

learn_grooming();

}

else

{

grooming_session();

}

return 0;
}

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Sile click utk pengetahuan umum + my things-to-do-before-i'm-dead list

2011-06-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

Ade something aq nk share since aq terlibat secara tidak langsung dengan ceramah Dr. Azizan Osman nih:

Rahsia Tarikh Lahir Anda dari Dr. Azizan Osman

Silalah click, because benda nih interesting, a little something that tells you about yourself. Doesn't hurt to know right, tapi ini kajian yang telah dibuat sekian lama. Aq link kan aje ke blog org lain because aq rase lebih baik pemilik blog nih explain (believe me, the explanation's already complete), aq x reti, hehe.. ;p

Aq dh lame teringin nk buat some sort of list, tentang benda yang aq nk buat dlm hidup nih.

For now, they include:

- Travel overseas, at least once.
- Take up dancing lesson. Hahaha.. ;p
- Pegi tengok perlawanan bola sepak kat stadium. Sape nk pegi, ajak aq! :D
- Nak buat buku tentang my family tree. I got a head start on this~ ;)
- ........

More will be added very soon. Hehe~ ;)

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5 newcomers. ;)

2011-06-30T20:05:00.000+08:00

Ader yg bertanye, bile nk update blog? kekeke.. aq pun tersengih2 mcm kambing je la.. *walhal dlm hati kembang setaman bile tau ade jugak org follow blog nih, bwahahahahah!!!*

Anyway, memang nk update pun, since today ader penghuni baru selain Floater & Digger (in case you hit your head thinking "who the heck are they??!", they're my beloved turtles). Rasenye dh cukup setahun bela haiwan2 jantan tersebut, tapi sampai skarang tiap kali nampak aq je menggelupur je dua2 ekor pakat2 lari.. kejam sgt ke tuan korg nih... =.="

Eh dh lari topik plak da.

Okeh, arini bersama dgn bantuan adik aq yg tingkatan 1, kitorg pergi la kedai ikan kat dengkil yg slalu aq pegi tu, dan berpakat beli ikan utk jadi penghuni tambahan glass tank kat bilik aq tu. Jadinye, pulang dengan 5 ekor ikan kecik yg berbeza species.. Alhamdulillah.. ekekeke.. ;p

Akan tetapi, walaupun telah diberitahu bahawa x seharusnya dicampur ikan tersebut ngan kura2, balik2 je aq trus humban dlm glass tank. Sebabnye sebelum nih mase dok kat dengkil elok je aq bela ikan ngan kura2 campur skali. Tak tau la plak ade tragedi berdarah yang tidak ku ketahui berlaku sewaktu ketika itu.

Masa awal2 aq letak elok la, dari pukul 3 petang sampai la kul 6 petang camtu. Time aq tengah sedap2 tengok citer kat laptop, terkilas pandang la skejap kat aquarium kecik dua inci tu.

Dengan horror nya aq melihat.........................................................................
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Salah seekor kura-kura ku sedang khusyuk mengejar dan cuba untuk mengigit salah seekor ikan kecik!

Aq terus bangun dari katil dan membaling headphone aq ke tepi, lantas menjerit kecil dan berlari-lari emak *distance aquarium ngan katil aq x smpai 1 kaki pun* ke arah glass tank tersebut dan.. berdiri sahaja melihat. Hahahaha.. aq nak kena buat ape weyh??! Kura2 tuh nampak je aq mencicit la lari, takyah buat ape2 pun, hahahahaha.. XD

Tapi aq dengan kadar segera menyediakan sebuah tank baru *ade bekas kecik yg dah tak pakai* dan mengaut kelima2 ekor ikan kecil tersebut. Memang berpeluh2 dibuatnye, sbb aq takde benda alah yg tauke kat kedai ikan tuh gune nak kaut ikan, jadi aq cume pakai tangan ngan bekas amende ntah gune nk tangkap sume ikan. Tapi ikan yg terakhir memang betul2 menguji kesabaran betul. Hampir setengah jam jugak la aq mengaplikasikan pelbagai strategi utk menangkapnye akan tetapi terlepas jua. Cis!

Setiap kali aq gagal, setiap kali itu jua aq berkata-kata terhadap ikan tersebut, "HOI! AQ NK SELAMATKAN NYAWA ENGKO LA!" cenggitu la gamaknye fiil aq yg gile ingat ikan tuh paham apebenda alah yg aq cakap.

Tapi dengan berkat usaha aq yang bertungkus lumus dan tidak mengenal erti lelah, akhirnya aku berjaya mengaut keuntung.. eh! mengaut ikan tersebut. Aminnnn...

Ok. tamat cerita.

Berita seterusnya, hujung minggu nih mama pegi Solo, nk visit sekolah kat sane. Aq plak mungkin pegi Johor Bharu kowt ari Ahad, ikut business partner abah, syarikat Yakinjadi *aq tiap2 kali sebut je mesti nk gelak, tp aq tabik hormat kat name nih, memang betol2 menaikkan semangat*, Pakcik Firdaus utk tolong jaga machine. Hm.. Aq nk explain ape machine dan ape hal ehwal nye pun aq sendiri tak brapa paham, sbbnye aq bukan consultant, abah & pakcik Firdaus boleh la explain.

Tapi better korang pegi Google search Dr. Azizan Osman, ha, beliau punye ceramah nationwide, skali ngan XPower Cafe, tiap2 motivational talk akan ader booth utk check aura & beli produk utk boost aura. Yang aura nih la abah & pakcik Firdaus are involved in, in which diorg adalah antara consultant yg boleh explain kepada client about aura, everything you need to know about aura la pendek kate. Dan utk check aura nih, ader special machine die, ha bahagian machine nih, aq la handle. Tapi kadang2 je. Aq penah join 2 kali la, utk jaga machine aura nih sbb ramai org yg datang jumpe consultant, so consultant tuh kan busy nk explain kat org lain, takde mase nk handle machine nih, print photo & report benda alah nih. Kirenya aq nih org yg kerja belakang tabir gak la, cewah~ hahahaha.. ;p

Ok, dh penat taip. Hmm.. ape lagik eh? Oh ye, aq kire dah abis blajar gak la skarang nih. Tengah tanam anggur kat umah. Kadang2 fetch adik aq balik sekolah, but most of the time lepak umah, malas nk kluar, hehe.. Bulan 10 nih insyaAllah graduate. Dan aq skarang dlm proses nk hantar borang tamat pengajian kat Yayasan TM, since aq bonded ngan diorg 8 years. *berpinar jap mata, but at least ader jaminan kerja gak la, insyaAllah..*

So, sementara aq tengah free nih, sile lah ajak aq merayap ke mane2, I will follow you... Keh keh keh..~

Chao chin chao, salam~ ;)

P/S: Jeles tengok org lain occupied dgn kerja, even though they loath the workloads. Any1 wanna offer me any job?

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Books and hangul.

2011-04-24T22:37:00.001+08:00

Last sunday (17th april 2011) went to the post-graduate fair. No benefit found really, except successfully registering for MPH Reader's Circle, finally!! Now I can enjoy the benefits (eg: numerous discounts & rebates). Yeay~ :)

Today have finally found an idea to put into the read & reap contest, during a long reality prep talk by beloved mum. It was an eye-opener and instantly the idea came pouring in. Am aiming to be the top winner. Win a Vitara? Maybe. Keeping my fingers crossed. *imitating the ever popular phrase, don't even know the meaning though, will google afterwards hehe*

Still waiting anxiously for the result of the exchange programme. Nothing yet (or never) as of now. I guess I don't make the cut, most probably because they don't believe that I am learning korean language right now since I said I couldn't read hangul. Yes, this L.o.L: Lyrics of Life blog admin has no knowledge whatsoever in reading hangul. But now, I'm on it. I have already bought a korean-english, english-korean dictionary just now. (just came back from alamanda to buy books coz you need to spend at least RM50 in order to join the contest) and a malay novel. Tomorrow is the day they're going to announce the 10 participants to go for it. I heard some of the interviewees have already got secured. By now, I don't think I stand a chance anymore. Probably I am too theoretical to begin with. Well, look at the bright side, I'll be able to save some money, hahaha... :p

But I am determined to learn the language down to the reading bit even if I'm not selected. (i've been doing a bit of translations recently, coz I couldn't find the translated lyrics of certain songs requested in the blog) The conversational part and reading the romanized version of the text are pretty easy at times, but to translate them into english is the difficult part. I couldn't correctly fathom most of the text! Urgh!!! But I have read a lil bit of encouragement words from the aheeyah.com admin when she was stating the reason for the site to be closed down. Such a pity. The website has helped me! :( But she had said a few encouraging words that successfully lifted my spirit in learning a foreign language! If you say that I'm learning this language because I can easily watch korean dramas / movies and such with ease, I would say, "That's just part of the big picture." I for one, am a person who loves language. Trust me when I say I love it so much, that sometimes i mimicked the accent at school and used them as my catchphrase. Languages that I am quite fascinated with are; korean, indonesian, spanish, mandarin. It's because I am exposed to these languages throughout my life (I consider until this moment lah). I am easily influenced and swayed, so when I am exposed to the language through the media, I quickly adapt to it, and I have my friends to prove it. =.="

I've been playing cityville lesser these days, because work has become a bit of an exhaustion for me (even if i am a relaxed intern with only a report to handle). Tomorrow is work again. Haihz..~ :(

P/S: I have a formal presentation with MMU supervisor this friday. Need to prepare slides for it.

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Nook Vs. Kindle.

2011-04-18T10:34:00.000+08:00

Tempted to buy this (I'd pick Nook from Barnes & Nobles, heard more advantage to it than Kindle). When I officially get a job.

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Summer School. :)

2011-04-07T18:01:00.001+08:00

The one query that I got from my interview session for the Summer School Session held by MMU Exchange Program:

How do you get ready / familiarize yourself on coping with situations if you get selected to be an exchange student in korea.

what kind of situations?

the kind where you need to cope with the rejection of non-halal food (pork, ) offered by the host there.

the kind where you need to cope with the queries on the reason you wear hijab, and not drinking or eating pork.

the kind where you need to handle the situation of being in a party with the main menu being non-halal.

I am said to be a factual person. Errk.. Yes. I'd have to agree to that, it is my utmost failure of being a human being. It is also the reason why I keep flunking my programming subjects, where theory is just a whisper in the wind; where else the practicality of doing programming itself is the main trait to be successful.

They asked me to at least get ready (just in case i'm selected), prepare for the situations like above, in the sense of how I cope with them, and how I can help in the Muslim / Malay students that might be experiencing the same cultural exchange like me (again, IF i'm really selected). Well, I silently reply to that, yes, definitely. I, as a sunbae will do my best in assisting (for the last time, IF i am selected). InsyaAllah.

My achievement out of this upon successful selection (should get the result by 25th april), I expect that my appreciation to my religion & country will be more immense than before. I will hold on to my faith as strong as I can. Another outcome is, I am a stronger Muslim and always stay true to my religious belief (although it's as thin as a toothpick). I truly hope for that. :)

If I get selected, I do hope I can really handle the situations. InsyaAllah.

P/S: Got new pals, hopefully they're the ones who're selected if I am too. :D

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at a glance.

2011-04-01T11:45:00.001+08:00

I'm sensing a bit of a hostility in my office. From one of the employees. Not sure, maybe it's just my imaginations going awry. But I keep sensing it. Is it because of my status? I have no idea. Or is it because I mingle with only my colleagues? I'm not someone who you would categorize as friendly. In fact, I'm somewhat far from that. It's just that, I don't open up easily with people I just met. Okay these people might be exceptions, coz I've been here for exactly 1 month now. I should already be able to ask around and mingle mindlessly. But these people somehow prevent me from doing so. It scares me a bit, to be the one who needs to jump start a simple conversation. But I'm not good at it, and what am I suppose to do?? I can't just go to anyone and says, "Hey, the weather's nice today." Wouldn't it be weird? I think it's downright awkward. How can I fix this? :(

Thank Allah for I have already submitted my Summer School Session application. Hopefully I'll be able to join in on the excitement. God knows I need some. Praying hard for me to pass the evaluation, I even typed 2 pages for my letter of motivation. That's how desperate I got. But the chance is slim, I even submitted it on the day of the deadline itself, which was yesterday, 31st March, 2011. Surely they wouldn't judge based on our agility, right? My pal said, they might be considering me first, coz it's like the last-in, first-out theory (LIFO). LOL. The good thing is, they'd notice my application first before the others, but the bad thing is, when applicants AFTER me possess better qualities than I do, they'd tossed me straight away. Urgh! Think positive mirasan!

One of the turtles are showing bigger body proportion than the other, I noticed. Probably due to excessive nutrition, haha.. I examined both of them 2 days ago, and judging from the bottom of the shell & the length of the claws, both are males. A bit disappointed though, coz I was thinking of mating the two, but I guess the chance is second to none. Should I go get a female? But the problem is, you can't find out the sex of the turtle when they're young, and those sold at the pet stores are very young. It's difficult to judge. Hm.. I think I'd better get a female later. Still don't wanna give up on mating them up. Should I get 2 females then? Alamak, another glass tank to fit them in la then. Hm.. KIV.

Currently reading Wicca series. Interesting. Looking for the series, and from the search, I found out there's another library in Putrajaya Presint 16. It's considered bigger than Presint 8 & 9! Wow, am truly amazed at my neighborhood's facilities. :)

Ok, need to go. Continuing my report on Unified Communications. Stuck at Cisco products, which are A LOT i tell you. I'm having a hard time categorizing them. There's just too many of them. Haihz..~ =.="

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Cleaning chore.

2011-03-29T16:10:00.000+08:00

Floater & Digger are living in a very dirty tank. Their owner needs to realize this and make necessary cleaning. This is important for the turtles' healths. They are very precious to the owner. The owner needs to rush back home to start cleaning as soon as possible before the turtles end up dead.

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Habitat.

2011-03-23T11:19:00.000+08:00

As promised, my 2 red-eared sliders new habitat, not pretty much, but it's adequate. :)

See the black tape? I did that. While I was cleaning the tank. Stupidly I tried to lift the tank by holding on to that with the bottom of the tank wet and stuck to the bathroom floor. Can't handle the weight & pressure, it just snapped into two. Got a few cuts in my hand, but didn't feel any pain much coz I was more dumbfounded that time. (*o*)

The names have been decided : Floater and Digger. Very transparent names I picked to reflect their personalities. Now the problem is determining which is which. (@_@)

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Late for work.

2011-03-22T09:33:00.000+08:00

So going to let my anger blows towards my brother today. I'm late for work, supposedly coming in at 8.30am, but ended up at 9.10am. All because I woke up late (at 8.40am), and when I tried to start the damn car, the key wouldn't budge. Tried to move the stering wheel around, coz its not in a right position hence the key lock. Still couldn't budge. Fuming in anger on the way my brother conducted the car last night, I was storming to his room. Called dad up asking for a pickup but then afterwards, the key budged. Damn!

Wasted like 5 minutes in the car matter only! Woke up late! Coz its so cozy to sleep during the rain, I DIDNT CARE TO WAKE UP TO THE ALARM.

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Semi-furnished.

2011-03-15T10:13:00.000+08:00

I have successfully own an aquarium. And my 2 red-eared sliders are safely tucked in it. ngeh3.. ;p

Next, the decorations. I need rocks. Plenty of them. Big ones for the platform for the turtles to sun bathe, and small ones for the bedding. I would love to get some without paying? Don't dare to snatch from the lake anywhere, heard so much stories bout penunggu and such, hence I don't wanna risk the happiness of my life for mere rocks.

Spent RM55; RM25 for the 2nd hand 2-feet aquarium (cheap eh?), and RM25 for the water filter, another RM5 for the turtle's pellets, the one I have right now is going to run out soon, might as well buy new one right away.

Oh yah! fake plants! The aquarium is so empty without them. Will look for one, today?

Will upload the complete set-up for the turtles when its readily furnished. :)

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Red-eared sliders.

2011-03-14T16:09:00.000+08:00

Building up my momentum to raise my 2 red-eared sliders. A new habitat coming right up! ;)

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Result Trim 2 2010/2011 is OUT!

2011-03-11T13:14:00.001+08:00

I believe the title is clear. And I have checked my result. Not really something I look forward to everytime, but it cuts the edge off of you. Ok-ok lah.. i wouldn't call it inspiring at all, but I survived. I passed all of the subjects thank God, but ended up with 3 C's, but for subjects that I thought I might have a big chance of failing. But my CGPA is still above 3 pointer, because I'm saved by 2 other subjects that I got A.

But anyhow, thank God, and thank my partner, TANIA!!!!!!!!!! You're the mastermind of the FYP, so I want to dedicate my utmost gazillions of gratitude to you. Because without you, I swear I'll be lifeless. I might be walking without limbs if you're not around *please bear my exaggeration* I know we've been having ups and downs over the past 2 trimesters, but I hope me being around you, although not being of tremendous help, is still soothing you, as a friend. I still remember you crying over the presentation we did for FYP1, in which I felt tremendously bad for not being able to sooth your sorrows and pain. I'm never good at doing my job, but I do hope that I at least help give you the spirit you need. And I cherish this bound-less friendship with all my heart. :)

Since I passed all the required subjects for my major, this is undoubtedly my last trimester. Until now I can't believe this. I'm going to graduate. I'm going to start working. Hopefully because of my bad result, I hope TM's not going to dump me or anything. And I've set my heart on my journey. Work for 2 years, then continue my Masters. Not something IT-related, because I know I couldn't show my full potential in this field. I'm thinking MBA. Overseas (with enough money that is). We'll see, I might change my mind over time. Damn, really look forward to this! :)

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Cheers! :)

2011-03-11T11:21:00.001+08:00

Let me give you a challenge. *evil grin*

When someone asks you a question, reply him/her with a non-nonsensical answer.

For example:

Q: "Excuse me, can you tell me the time?"
A: "No, I'm sorry. I'm a vegetarian."

When that person gives you the confused look, capture his/her face with your camera (any camera would do).
Name that file with the said question / answer, or both, or you can put any funny caption that you like.

Motive? If you're feeling down, look at this picture. It'll help you cheer up tremendously. And you can enjoy your day with a smile. ;)

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Out of nowhere.

2011-03-10T10:57:00.000+08:00

I still can't get used to the working environment. Especially MY CURRENT working environment, in which these people are doing their own work (of course la), and less communication occurs, maybe probably because they're researcher. The idea of working is foreign to me, probably because I hate routine work, in which office hour every weekdays seems to become annoying. Not undermining those doing office hours though, but this is just my two cents. I can't survive in routine work, hence I get really cranky and uncomfortable, and I keep feeling like playing games and watching movies. Urghh! 3 months is going to be a long way.

Oh yeah, talk bout movies, today the movie Merong Mahawangsa's out. I will be waiting for the version to come out on CT, or probably watch it during weekdays, this is undecided yet. Maybe CT, because my money is diminishing. And I don't think I'm gonna get my allowance for at least 3 months, from other intern's experience. They bank them in after a while. Means I'll just have to rely on my pocket money. Which is not much. So I'm trying my best to save my not-so-much budget.

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CT addiction.

2011-03-09T17:31:00.003+08:00

I kinda regret my decision yesterday to go to hostel and download from CT. because i become rambang mata you know. Seriously my hand can't stop scrolling and clicking like mad.

"Damn, this movie is nice."
"Oh yeah! latest tv series!"
"This synopsis sounds interesting..."

Due to watching SO MANY videos I got in my lappy, I ended up sleeping at 4.30am. And today I'm having fatigue all over. Curses! Today is definitely not productive for me. I came late to workplace for 15 minutes, and to make up for it (in order to make myself feel better), I've decided to leave at 6pm. Though I doubt it count much.

This morning, I've been lying my head on the desk, and slowly moving the cursor around the screen. It's like the world is in slow motion or something. Blame it on the entertainment world. And so I've decided when I got back, I'm going to let my lappy rest. She deserve it. Oh yeah, I think of naming my lappy. Have I told you I got a brand new lappy of ASUS brand? Thanks to a pal who've helped me tremendously in making the best choice. Believe me, if I go and pick a laptop on my own, I'll end up getting tricked. I'm that lurus. I have no idea what name am I gonna put. Later maybe. Amazing, mind-blowing ideas come in unexpected timing, right? hehe.. ;p

P/S:

Deeply truly sorry for my colleagues for spreading my disease; cough & flu.

Believe me, it's not intentional.

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Let me rephrase.

2011-03-08T15:20:00.001+08:00

It seems food is a good network bridge (i'm starting to speak jargon ever since i'm getting a new technical task).

Oh yeah, I happened to get a box of cookies from my 2 indonesian pals, almond cookies, nice.. So from this thick head of mine out of the blue, I formed a sudden idea on how to approach these adults in my workspace. Through food of course! (duh =.=") I thought of such idea since there was a small farewell party hold by 2 other female intern students (friday last week was their last day), and they seemed to know EVERYONE. I'm amazed.

And so I was going to go forth with my idea, which I initially thought of implementing this morning, but the devil beside me happens to be around, he said, "youu areee shyyyy... whattt willl theyyyy thinkkkk abouutttt youuuu whennn youuu approachhh themmmm onlyyy innn theeee secondddd weekkk...?" (i'm merely quoting here)

And so, I was being seduced by the uncertainty of committing such action, either should it be done today, what they hell they're gonna think of me, and whatnot. That devil's seduction finally got through to me, and eventually he smiles triumphantly right in my face. D*mn you!

And I went to lunch feeling bitter by my own stupidity. Being someone who rarely gives up (yeah right), I came back from lunch (and buying reload card at Street Mall), I came back to my seat, and when I see the almond cookies box on my desk, without thinking I quickly grabbed it and walked over to the first person I see (and familiar with, my supervisor). I gave her the cookies, and the act went on with the rest of the people in the room, and I came back to my seat smiling to my ears. And the devil's mouth was hanging, since he didn't manage to make a move yet. Ahah! You lose~ ;p

Ok, that was just a small step in getting to know the people here. At least when I smile at some of them they smile back. Which gives me a good vibe. :)

I guess it is true that since I happen to be younger, I am expected to approach them, not otherwise. This comes from one of the 2 interns who left. But at least they came in pair, which I doubt makes them more shy. Nevertheless, I have succeeded. I think that devil gave up on me, he's nowhere to be seen, hahahahah.. ;p

Next step will be implemented once I know what it's gonna be. Any ideas? :)

P.S: Just a reminder to myself:

1. Send to YTM the documents required for the allowance

2. Settle my work (silat + cyberace)

3. submit my muet result slip to ERU

MY RESULT IS COMING OUT. I'M GETTING NERVOUS BY THE MINUTE.

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Hiatus in my life.

2011-03-07T11:08:00.001+08:00

I look forward to every lunch, break, be off from work, and of course, weekend. Because I am bored. Very relaxed is not exactly something I look forward to, though very busy is not exactly my goal either. But at least a little something to work on for the whole day is sufficient. And I've got something that seems like nothing. Not undermining, but all I see is I'm working on something that seems like a done deal.

And I've gathered the news on how I ended up here. Underhanded. I feel like I'm being pitied upon. Not a good feeling, especially towards those I've just met.

Wanna watch something. but feels like I'm acting rude and unprofessional, so I unconsciously tag my files as off limits during working hours. Except music of course, they're my life savers, breathing life, although not much. And I don't have the mood to work on my lyric blog. Deeply sorry for the hiatus, my faithful followers. Seems like the workplace has sucked the cheerful life out of me.

I literally have nobody to interact with. Well, considering that I have no idea how to approach those older than me, I guess I may end up alone, and bitter. And these people don't seem to mind me, like at all. I feel like a stranger. How do I approach these people? And why doesn't they approach me? Or is this simply in my head? Damn my shyness.

One thing that might seem for sure, the 3 months I'll be here will feel like a long time.

Oh yeah, another thing, I freak out everytime a restricted webpage I'm trying to view shows "your access has been recorded and monitored." One of these days you might end up seeing me in the news with the following headline:

"Intern student got heart attack over

viewing restricted webpage"

Wait for it. The day will come.

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Internship.

2011-03-03T11:30:00.000+08:00

My first post while doing my internship. agak bosan. ok, tipu. bosan.

Susah betol nk mingle around with the adults here, aq rase macam out of place. Malangnye, 3 hamba Allah yg intern skali kat department same ngan aq dah terpisah plak kat bilik lain, so aq end up sorang kat bilik SIAM nih. haiya.. :'(

Keje xde sangat, simple-mimple la jugak, first day buat sikit write up, aq dh siap semalam (the 2nd day of internship). Tuh ja. Lepas dh siap, memang x tau nk buat ape dah. Aq ade bawak buku WWW: How To Program, just in case aq bosan la (which might be mostly the whole time), tp aq tinggal je dalam kereta, macam segan nak bawak buku weyh, nanti orang ingat nak menunjuk2 la plak, keke.. ;p

Ni la dia akibatnye bile pergaulan aq kurang dengan orang melayu, kan dah susah nk mingle, haiyaaa..

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Salam Maulidur Rasul. :)

2011-02-15T14:15:00.001+08:00

Nih dah tukar template blog, ader la sket semangat nk update post baru. lol.. ;p Lawa tak?? Lawa tak?? Hahaha.. ;p

Ape aq nk citer ha? Hmm... Oh, ok. Tinggal lagik 2 papers utk final exam.. But this upcoming paper (besok petang ok), memang menyentap hati dan perasaan betol, bcoz the subject is so damn difficult ok. Dan azam bukan kemain nk study bagai nk giler semalam, tp smpi skank x study pun lagik, cis. Sibuk cityville. And I still have an assignment due. Cis, agak pantang sket ngan assignment nih. Programming lagik. Kenot think le. Summore SELEPAS FINAL EXAM baru nk kena present. Agak tension di situ, bcoz x penah dibuat org ader assignment even nk dekat cuti sem. Haiyaa... mabuk laut aq jadiknye.

Okeyh, nk kena balik hostel cecepat, kat umah xder mood nk study, gile seyesly.

P/S: Salam Maulidur Rasul to all Muslims. Semalam aq pelik bile partner FYP aq kate rini cuti, so final report klu submit utk buat hard cover semalam hanye dapat ari khamis, not rabu. Nampak sgt aq langsung x amik tau waktu cuti nih.. Haiyoo.. Nih klu intern / keje nih susah nih, tak perasan ari cuti tetiba muncul kat tempat keje. kahkahkah... giler workaholic.. :))

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Sawang saweng suweng seweng sewel.

2011-02-11T19:34:00.002+08:00

Dah bersawang rupenye blog nih.
Nak buek camno, takde motivation nk type apebende pun. tapi blog lagik satu:

http://eklyricos.blogspot.com

memang aq rase x berape nk menang tangan nk update. Hahaha.. banyak plak lagu besh2 yang aq nak update, campur lagik ngan requests (macam banyak je, hahah), boleh tahan la..

Sekarang final exam. X berapa yakin dengan sem nih punye subjects, susah amat beb! satu paper dah lepas pagi td, programming language concepts. tinggal lagik 3 subjects, isnin, rabu & jumaat. Dan aq ader satu lagik assignment yang due, presentation mase ari jumaat. dan aq x tau cane nk stat!!!! Takde idea beb!!! Seriously!

Malam nih nak kena gerak gi cyberia, siapkan fyp report, ader a few chapters nak kena revise utk the hard cover. Aq cume nak luahkn perasaan aq sket la. Memang susah rupenye kalau berpartner nih, sebab idea memang bercanggah. Aq malas nk bising, sebab aq bukan nk tolong ape pun kan, takat bagik komen, siapkan report, sudah. Tapi ader la jugak certain part yang agak kureng berkenan pada aq la pendek kate. Ader la jugak certain ideology yang aq rase patot include, tp dier exclude. interface background, penggunaan button, pun aq agak x berapa nk excited tengok. Ringkasnye, aq rase interface system yg lame nampak lagik menarik bagi aq. But since my partner nih dier pakai benda yang aq langsung x penah dengar sebelum nih untuk implement, aq x boleh nak komen banyak2. ye la, klau komen, ko kena la tunjuk effort nk bagi example by changing certain modules kan? masalahnye since aq x familiar dengan software bende alah tuh, cane aq nk alter? anyhow, takpe lah, since she is the one who mostly worked her *ss off, i think she deserves to have her say. Rumusannye di sini, aq malas nk pikir panjang, asal ok sudah la. Kalau aq x puas ati, aq kena belajar buat sendiri. Memang kena belajar balik pun PHP & CSS nih, time intern nanti aq kena gune. (Cis, programming lagik)

Okeyh, kena google idea utk siapkan assignment CV beb!!! Tension sulah mali! haiyaa... (>,<)

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Seungri with VVIP banner.

2011-01-26T08:07:00.006+08:00

Just created this last night, simply coz Seungri came out with an amazing album.. ;)

[855 x 300] click to enlarge.

simple banner, coz I'm still in the learning process... lol.. ;p

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Haih, macam2 ado. Kau ado?

2011-01-08T01:27:00.007+08:00

Riuh sebilik sebentar berkenaan alkisah adik ke3 roommate ku cik kina yang bagai kena 'gam' daripada kehidupan sosial dan pelajaran beliau bahana blog beliau yang controversial skali.

First thing's first aq nk tekankan di sini, aq nampak macam sume pihak sama bersalah dalam hal yang sepatutnye remeh temeh tapi diperbesarkan macam garuda serang negara (betul ke peribahasa aq neyh?).

Kalau dibaca la blog adik die tuh, memang boleh menimbulkan salah faham, lagi2 bile seseorang bercerita pasal hal ehwal kehidupan peribadi beliau, ini adalah kerna hanya dan hanya beliau sahaja yang betol2 faham akan apa yang diceritakan itu. Senang cite, die punya life, dia punya cara nk story macamana, ikut suka dia. So orang lain sebenarnya x layak untuk memberi pendapat / judgement, sama ada cara baik mahupun buruk atas apa yang dinyatakan, unless diminta untuk membuat sedemikian oleh tuan punya story. X logik kowt orang lain baca then trus salah anggap. YOU MAKE RASH ASSUMPTIONS WITHOUT BEING CLEAR ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION.

Maka di sini aq ingin terang-terangan mau bagitau, pihak2 yang berkaitan:

Mangsa keadaan:

Adalah baik sekiranya anda menjelaskan tentang alkisah sebenar yang berlaku, since blog anda sudah fofular sikalang, they're definitely gonna read your blog babe. Nak memetik kata-kata rumate ku yang lagi sorang yang kukira bijak memberi pandangan: "x payah private kan blog, nanti nampak lebih obvious ko buat salah.." Yeap, so true mrue, my beloved roommate. Untuk si mangsa, memang bagus kite berserah kepada Allah swt untuk tenangkan diri sebagainya, tapi kalau x usaha camane nk tawakal kan? The first thing I would suggest to you dear, EXPLAIN the whole situation TERANG MENERANG di blog anda.

Dan sila pergi slow talk with your lecturers yang berkenaan pasal hal anda. Pergi tanya ngan lecturer first thing, "Ada sir/miss/mdm tanya saya pasal situation saya terlebih dahulu sebelum percaya kat ape yg orang lain cakap??" Lecturer sebagai human being yang matang, they are SUPPOSE to understand this and do the right thing. Kalau yang tak matang punye lecturer, otak lebih kurang macam budak2 tuh jugak, memang x dapek den nak nolong la ye dik.

One thing I could say to you dear, sabar, tapi still kena buat tindakan yang bijak untuk kawal keadaan. Nanti kalau melarat susah dik. Macam2 benda akan kena affect, pelajaran, hubungan kekeluargaan dan masyarakat sejagat. Jangan lupe you still have your family, terutamanya your protective sister, Kina. Fuh, bile die story kat kitorang roommates die sebilik nih, panas sebentar hati 3 anak dara ronggeng bilik nih. Hahaha.. XD Time will definitely heal the scars. DON'T EVER GIVE IN to them. Do not give them the satisfaction of ruining your life. Toksah banyak nangis, they don't deserve your tears.

BADAR or whatever the name is:

Hello, I thought y'all suppose to be the kind of people who knows how to tackle this kind of problem?? Y'all Islamic ke tak?? Fine, hamba bukannya a true Muslim sangat pun in fact I am far from it, but I know at least that much not to make assumptions like that. It's obviously stupid and sangat childish ok. Come on la. You're better than this. Malu sket ok, bukannya nak pegi tanya betol2 ape salah budak tuh, betol ke tidak cerita yang korang dengar daripada orang-orang sekeliling, bla bla bla.. cenggitu. Korang sebagai satu organisasi, seharusnya korang find out the facts. Bile dah tau cerita sebenar, cube sebarkan benda baik nih. Kan bagus tuh. Name Islamic organization, tapi x praktikkan nilai2 murni of Islam, memang so wrong in so many ways. Ini tak, budak-budak jadik mangsa, kalau budak tuh end up doing something stupid (like commit suicide ke ape), x ke naya? Hish ya Allah, mintak2 dijauhkan la.

Mereka yang kuat mengumpat dan mengeji, x sedar diri lagi banyak salah silap:

Meh sini aq ketuk pala sorang2. Ape kes buat citer x betul?? Bijak ke tidak korang nih untuk membuat andaian memb*bi buta cenggitu? Unbelievable betol la. Y'all make stupid assumptions daripada blog budak x matang cenggitu?? Islam first of all x de nye menggalakkan umpat-mengumpat membuta tuli nih. Bagi aq, bodoh lah amat mereka yang menuding jari dan menghebahkan alkisah yang x tentu betul atau tidak, walhal mereka x berapa nk arif ataupun memang langsung x tahu menahu pasal cite sebenar. GUYS AND GIRLS, GET YOUR STORY RIGHT FIRST LA WEYH. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT THOSE KIND OF ACCUSATIONS ARE CAPABLE OF DOING TO SOMEBODY ELSE'S LIFE???

Seriously aq pernah rase la weyh hidup tersisih nih, TENSION OK. ape ko buat sume x kena, sume orang pandang, mencemuh bagai. Korang xde buat salah ke sampai nk hukum orang tak pasal-pasal nih? Kalau betol la apa yang dikatekan tuh, itu antara die dengan Tuhan, buat ape korang nk sibuk2? Jangan pandai2 buat cerita, aniaya orang.

And yes, at this time of distress, only then will you realize who's REALLY rooting beside you, and who doesn't (those damn hypocrites, BOO, SHAME ON YOU!!!).

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Fugitive Plan B vs UP. ;)

2010-12-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

What do you think? Same tak rupe diorg?? hahaha... ;p

First pic: Carl from the animation movie UP.
Second pic: Song Jae Ho playing Yang Doo Hee in k-drama Fugitive Plan B.

p/s: no wonder I've been having the deja vu syndrome everytime i watched the k-drama. ;p

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Work work and work. Add one more work there. Work.

2010-12-06T13:43:00.002+08:00

Kempunan nak tengok citer Princess Ja Myung Go...~ (T.T) Nak tengok Ryu Won unni + Min Young unni battle it out.. And those outfits they put on, lawa2!!! Dan x sangka Tiffany (SNSD) betol2 pandai nyanyi, no offense, but I always thought SNSD members agak kurang menyerlah in singing section. But she killed it! (by killing, i meant she rocks the soundtrack song). Sungguh, walaupon aq x tengok lagi periodical drama nih, lagu die memang sedeyh... x caye cube dengar kat youtube. Memang tangkap leleh la.. hahaha..!!! XD

Walaupun keinginan membuak2 utk tengok, tapi... tapi... tapi... keje belambak!!!

- FYP!!!!

--> the system is due by next week!

- ASE4 Assignment 2

--> the most easiest assignment of all!!! tp asyik procrastinate, although i have the ability to finish it in one whole day, haiya mirasan, apa mau jadi ha??

- Lab sheet TDP

--> harus disiapkan and send to the lecturer via email. Damn it! This one i dunno a single thing on how to accomplish it, haizzzzzz..~

- Midterm PLC

--> after midbreak, chapter 1-6

And these days, I keep getting severe headache on Sunday (pelik sungguh), when im facing the laptop the whole time, reading novels, bla bla and bla.. point is, slalu la jugak. And it really annoys me especially on sunday sebab time nih la aq kena balik ke hostel (driving mase tengah sakit kepala memang sungguh melemahkan semangat dan menurunkan kadar konsentrasi), also during the time I need to do my work using lappy. X focus ok!

And my roomates ajak gi merayau time midbreak nih. But I can't my lovely roommates oii.. Selagi FYP aq x siap, selagi tuh aq x dapek ke mano2, x maunye focus berjalan2 klu fyp x siap2.. Wuuuu~

And there's that barbeque event kt PD diajak oleh cik syeera, also I may have to decline the offer to join. With the same reason. I'm doomed if my FYP is still not done by next week. I'm onto the system database administration now.

SORRY KORANG, AQ TAKUT AQ X SEMPAT SIAPKAN KEJA AQ.. XPE2, KORG KUAR JE SAME2 YE, AQ X IKOT LA KOWT.. HUHU..~

Wish me luck peeps. Im definitely not fond of programming and these stuffs. Because I'm not good at it.

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I love being single, because I love me. ;)

2010-11-28T01:32:00.003+08:00

I finally understand this part of me! Wow.

Yes, I've known some guys, got to know them to the brink of relationship engine starting. But in the end, it didn't happen. Got some crushes here and there, but nothing formal, that declaration is absent. When guys start to get personal, I bail out. Come to think of it, I do this often. And after this movie I watched, I finally realize it.

I am actually afraid of commitments. (and picky)

I googled these factors up, they're actually true:

- I love having my own freedom and privacy.

- I feel suffocated being / getting tied in a relationship

- I don't trust easily.

That picky part is also true. But I tend to overlook this factor, because it's mainly affected by my obsession with heros pictured in romance novels. But hey, I am looking for a life long partner, not a.. one night stand. (my malaysian term of couples aka pakwe makwe)

Conclusion: I love being single, because I love me. ;)

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London bridge is tumbling down.

2010-11-28T00:28:00.003+08:00

Keje belambak, but still i am procrastinating. haiyaa..

- FYP
- Industrial Training
- Assignments
- Quizzes

Cakap pasal internship, I finally got a place. At my dad's. =.="

Ok, not condemning, but honestly aq x selesa langsung intern kat satu office ngan abah aq, katekan lah aq buat silap sket, mesti abah aq tau. Katekan lah aq x dapek buat ape yg diharapkan, mesti abah aq tau. Katekan lah aq memang incapable of doing anything they ask me to, mesti abah aq tau. Pendek kate, aq ngeri dengan situasi nih. Of course, I am expected to do well, and I just don't wanna ruin my reputation and his down the drain.

But who am i kidding? Until today, I can't get hold of any company to do my internship at, so I had to resort to this idea. Punah harapan nk jadik independent. Yes, I want to be independent. Bukan segan semata.

Great. Now i had to change my internship status to 'own placement' and I have to email YTM to inform them about interning at one of TM's place. Many things to do, yet little time to spare.

I'm honest to God when I say I don't know sh*t about programming. Ok fine, at least I know how to output using cout for c++ but basically im dumb enough to not know most of programming... stuffs. There you have it, not a geek, but a layman in your vicinity. I know, I know, you can learn this stuff, piece of cake. Here's the thing, it's YOUR piece of cake, but my cake is like keras nak mampos you can't even dip a fork into it.

The thing that I always have in mind is that, IT people susah nk climb the corporate ladder. Yes, I'm blabbering bullsh*t but that's my mindset for now, and I WANT TO RULE. I don't wanna be the technical people, doing the behind the scene thing. Ok yeah maybe I love behind the scene thing, but I still don't see myself doing.. IT.

I don't like it, but I don't even know what else I wanna do. A question I kept asking myself these days:

WHO ARE YOU GOING TO END UP AS, IN THE FUTURE?

--> A PROGRAMMER. = this is so wrong in so many ways for me.
(I hope nature doesn't take its natural cause for this just bcoz im a computer science student, i beg you)

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I curse today. Still am. Maybe starting now, always.

2010-11-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

Okay fine la. Aq admit programming is not my best skill, in fact I suck at it real bad, tapi empathy la sket.

Next trimester aq start industrial training. Right now resume dah siap. Dah submit dah pown kat abah. Membebel secara black and white memang talent aq, tapi part reference memang aq seriously x tau nak letak sape. Sorang lecturer dah dapat, as in my Final Year Project supervisor. Tapi lagi sorang??

2 orang dah aq email, tp until now no reply. It's either: diorg xmoh jadik referee, or email masuk spam. (which happens sometimes) But selurus2 aq, aq nk stick kat reason pertama, and get super angry at it. (for now)

FYI, both lecturers yang aq email tuh chinese. Ok, not to start biasing this race la. Malays pun byk kurangnya. Honestly, I never give a damn about this issue before, sebab aq ade jugak chinese amigos and amigas, and they're not in that category I daresay. Salasilah aq pun ade keturunan chinese sket. But now aq dah mula ragu2, dan asyik dok teringat my mum saying, "keje kat company cina, diorg buli kita je nanti." --> something along those lines.

Seriously sangat dengki ngan roommates aq yang dapat AA sporting bagai, but heck bukannya ko bley choose sape AA ko kan, summore, FIT lecturers majority of them chinese, while FOM lecturers boleh tahan ramai malay. Good God, you guys should be celebrating every single day.

But honestly, they're IT lecturers la, xkn spam pown simply delete.. But honestly, aq CC kat diri sendirik kowt, masok je inbox. Satu, academic advisor aq yg MIA. missing in action. Aq kurang berkenan dengan advisor aq sorang nih. Sebab betapa kurang mesranya dia. Is she racist or something? Seriously aq boleh detect ketidakmesraan orang ok. And she showed me that side of her. Email aq x dijawabnye langsung. Termasuk la lagi another lecturer aq nih. Since AA aq tuh bagik silent treatment, fine aq cube carik orang lain, someone who knows me well, all those stuffs. Tapi harapan aq jatuh menjunam lagik. Mungkin dia x sanggup nak jadi referee aq sebab dia tau aq suck at programming. Fine la. Aq sedar diri.

I hate them for being so blatantly ignorant. I hate them for ignoring people with lesser skills. I hate them for being racist. Basically I'm hating myself for being the one with lesser skills.

You know what? I'll rule this people if I get the chance to someday. Consider my perspective changed, as of now. I am officially racist (secara berkala).

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Humiliation of the century.

2010-11-06T15:00:00.002+08:00

This trimester, brp kali dah aq kena humiliated. Aiyaa.. =.="

Case pertama, memalukan diri sendiri dalam demo silat cekak. Ada la satu waktu nih, aq join demo silat cekak utk pertama kalinye. Punya la practice bagai nak rak sebelum nk demo tuh, sbb takut messed up. Dan waktu yg ditakuti pun tiba jua. Part burger paling x ley bla! Aq messed up really badly weyh..

Alkisah burger tuh is actually macam nih. 5 orang akan serang satu orang dalam satu bulatan (orang tuh dikenali sebagai hero kununnya). Kenapa dipanggil burger? Ini kerana hero tersebut akan drag orang pertama yg serang kearah orang kedua dan orang seterusnya sehingga orang terakhir jatuh, dan orang kedua terakhir dan seterusnya akan jatuh di atas orang yg terakhir itu sehingga kelihatan seperti burger, but manusia punye burger version. senang citer, ko bayangkan jer lapisan2 dalam burger tuh, tapi tukar lapisan2 dalam burger tuh kepada manusia. satu lapis = satu manusia. Sebelum buat aksi burger nih, kitorg buat part 5 serang 1, as in setiap penyerang akan serang hero satu2. Part pertama aq buat x betol was dat, bile aq jatuh mase 5 serang satu nih, aq x jatuh betol2, sebab aq dh terbiasa jatuh duduk. Benda demo nih kena buat lakonan, kununnya jatuh betol2 xyah bangun2 dah, nih aq bile dh jatuh tuh, buat rileks je duduk bersila, hahahah.. ;p

Alkisah keduanya, part burger tuh la. Supposedly, kitorg x buat part burger tuh. First things first, aq memang x reti buat spontan montan nih. Bile diorg ckp kita x buat action burger tuh, aq pon trus automatik xkan siapkan diri utk buat. Tapi aq trus gelabah, sebab penyerang pertama trus buat burger. SEPATOTNYA, semua orang serang serentak, tapi aq tengok orang lain x bagi penumbuk pun, aq pun langsung teragak-agak, aq tarik balik penumbuk aq, menyebabkan hero yg drag penyerang pertama x kena kat aq, instead continue on penyerang SELEPAS AQ. kan kena buat mcm burger, himpap menghimpap. Tapi aq a.k.a. lapisan kedua of the burger tertinggal!! Bile org lain dah jatuh himpap-menghimpap bagai ,aq gelabah x hengat donia, trus aq buat the most embarrassing act there is in the universe, aq jatuhkan diri sendiri atas lapisan burger manusia tuh, tanpa apa2 sebab munasabah. =.="

Dan tersangat lah jelas di pendengaranku orang ramai ketawa bagai nak rak melihat act aq yg mcm clown tuh. Haiyaaa...~ (T_T)

Second case, bru terjadi tadi. Well, skank aq kat kedai dobi menjaga dengan penuh dedikasi. Masuk la mamat indonesia nih nk collect laundry die. Dan aq dengan penuh happynye amik brg die. Eh, bru prasan machine duit x bukak lagik, haiyaa.. bab nk bukak nih leceh, sbb kena angkat machine tuh utk click machine die. (bukak secara manual)

And aq pun cube la bukak. Dan berhasil setelah 10 seconds mencari button utk ditekan. Tapi bile aq gerak, tudung aq tersangkut! Dan pin aq tercabut!! Tudung aq pun hampir tercabut!!!!~ (T_T)

Mamat indonesia tuh gelak, "hahaha.."

Aq pun, buat muke toya je la.. Malu seyh!!! Tapi ape2pun buat selamba bagi balik baki duit die, but still, x mampu aq nk tengok muke mamat indonesia tuh, bg duit pun, bagi sambil pandang meja, haiyaa.. =.="

Seriously hope my clumsiness act ends here. Seriously, being clumsy is not good. You look stupid in a way.

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SKK in Bad Milk. ;)

2010-10-14T20:44:00.001+08:00

Hish x puas betol le.. x dapek nk tengok k-drama Sungkyunkwan Scandal.. Wuuuu... (T_T)

Alkisahnye, they have some sort of license issue with the drama to be released and subbed online on viikii.net, so they can't sub the raw videos, something like that.. Aq pun tak paham sangat..

So skank nih, aq cume mampu bace novel die + episode review kat blogs je:

http://yogurutu.blogspot.com/

This blog is amazing, aq sangat suke bace novel die! thumbs up kepada penulis blog bcoz of the translations, really amazing translating job i would say, sampai aq rase sebak plak.. hahhahaha.. *x pasal2*

So now, i'm back to Playful Kiss k-drama. Gumiho dah abis, I meant both k-dramas The Tale of the Gumiho Child + My Girlfriend Is A Gumiho. Malaz jugak nk tengok Playful Kiss kat viikii.net, sebab internet kat rumah aq nih slow ya ampun...! Naik menyampah aq.. =.="

Aq dh mule terjatuh suka plak dekat budak Akim nih.. *macam la aq nih tua bebenor* Bahana terserempak dengan die a few times, kire sejarah untuk aq gak la, a few times terserempak dengan artis yang sama, macam jodoh je.. cewah! hahahah.. wooppss, jgn jeles peminat2 akim sekalian ye, aq perasan je.. ;p

Cuti nih macam2 jugak la idea aq nk merayap.. and definitely dengan kemerayapan aq, duit jugak turut sama merayap.. Duit minyak Kijang Emas memang slalu lesap tiap2 hari, summore aq memang bawak Kijang Emas macam pelesit slalu, satu ari RM20 abis camtuh jerk.. kui3.. And aq kalau dh kluar nih, mule la gatal nak beli macam2..

Last tuesday went to Sogo with Jastina, Pasheena & Shakina (hamek ko, nama sume nk dekat same, nama aq plak Amira, elok sangat le tuh), aq beli Googles sweater RM49.90, setelah berbulan aq carik sweater yg seswai akhirnye jumpe, ye la sweater aq skank warna kuning terang kowt, aq dah mule segan nk bawak merata lagi2 dlm klas, kena pinpoint dengan lec plak naya, hahaha.. diskaun 50% actually price tuh so aq nih kira bertuah jugak la.. hehe..

And also abis RM50 beli 3 helai selendang (1 selendang hitam RM10, 2 selendang bercorak, RM5 each) + 2 anak tudung (both priced at RM5 each), konon la nk tukar style tudung, asyik2 tudung hitam yang sama jugak jadik mangsa.. The sole reason I'm using the same tudung over and over again is bcoz tudung tuh wlpun lepas basuh, xde kedut pun so x perlu gosok bagai, x leceh.. :)

And again, being a novel maniac that i am (and always will be), i bought another novel yg org ckp best Kau Laksana Bulan by Aina Emir (they said the book sold us fast so I thought macam best je citenye).. After aq dh beli tuh baru aq teringat, patotnye aq beli novel at MPH bcoz until 31 Nov 2010 they have this 10% discount when you buy certain published malay books, but u must buy this RM10 card to entitle you to such discount la.. Memang rugi gak la, tapi dh beli nak buek camno.. haiyaa.. =.="

I borrowed 4 more books from the library yesterday.. english chic-lit novels 3 buah and sebuah buku malay nipis.. finished 2 of them already now onto the 3rd book.. The good thing about reading books in my perspective is that, I leave my lappy alone to rest.. hahaha.. seriously, kalau aq dh mula on laptop, sometimes I leave it on till morning, definitely not a good way to take care of the laptop.. Tertido pown depan laptop.. pagi2 bile bangun baru kelam kabut nak tutup.. aq kesian actually dengan laptop aq nih.. dh banyak lalu susah senang dengan aq, tp asyik kena dera je dengan owner die.. alalalalala.. cayang die.. hehe.. ;p

besok insyaAllah nk pegi kedai komputer kejap, aq x penah bersihkan fan kat dalam laptop nih, bunyik pown dh kuat gile mcm org tengah selesema bunyik nye, bile bernafas bunyik kuat gilak.. hahaha.. alrite, gtg now, aq tengah lapar plak nih, nk turun selongkar kitchen jap, hahaha.. toodles..! (^o^)

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Routines + me = high failure rate.

2010-09-30T00:42:00.002+08:00

I gave a lot of thoughts into how I'm picturing myself in 2 years time, where I'll be dedicating myself into work.

Mum told me dad suggested that I applied to be a lecturer in MMU. But I have to disagree, and I have a few reasons as to why I'm not really happy about that particular route:

- I absolutely despise routines.

What I know about teaching is that, it's a routine work. You keep teaching the same stuffs over and over again, but the difference is, the preaching will be reaching to different students. But hey, there's still the repeating students. So yeah, similar work. Hence, routines and me will never work out side by side!

- I may be stationed in MMU.

No offense, although I love MMU, but still, since I'm not a routine follower, I'm looking forward to a whole, new environment. And well, I could say, I don't really have all nice and amazing memories here, I do have some annoying histories in MMU, i meant with the people *uhuk uhuk lec* and I really don't wanna face them again. It's just not my style, seriously no offense. I just don't have the guts to do so.

- I am definitely NOT a teacher's type.

I am honestly not a person with a high level of patience stored in me, so I tend to blow up very easily simply for a simple trouble. Imagine me, explaining more than once about a chapter to a student,
but the student can't seem to understand any of it, I might end up cursing the poor guy/girl.

- I hate attentions!!!!

All students in a big lecture room looking right into my eyes, ARGGHH!!! I can't face them!!! I mean, I can talk, but with full attention directed towards me, I tend to stutter and lose my grip.

I kept being reminded with so many incidents during my secondary school, whereas I was one of the school prefects, and being a prefect meant we had to be the MC for Monday's assembly. I always end up 'changing' my voice whenever I got up there.

Changing here is referring to how my voice turned croak like a toad. I am dead serious. Mase ko tengah bagi speech, makin lama suara kau semakin kasar.. a weird laughable hoarse voice is replacing a human's voice, and I always had to ask someone to replace me in the middle of the speech. *seriously embarassing weyh*

Much more embarassing was that your mum happened to be one of the teachers.
Yeah, my mum was a teacher at the same school. Hahahahahahahahh..... XD XD XD

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So then, how I am picturing myself in 2 years time??

Me, working in an office. A workaholic to be exact, in order to be able to quickly climb the corporate ladder, as they call it. But for that to happen, I need to divert the employer from my degree qualification, since I don't want to end up being a programmer or such, coz I know my limitations, I'm no good with programming, I assure you that. But I think it's safe to say that I'm not someone who gives up very easily though. Examples?

1) While I was in standard 2, I moved from Terengganu to Pandan Indah. Trust me, I had so much difficulty conversing with others coz of my accent which is kinda thick, mind you.. I kept persevering, as in I practiced a lot talking to myself in normal accent *cara org KL ckp haha* And finally I managed to do so.. It was a hard work I am so proud of till today, not the way I'm forgetting my root (I still can converse in loghat Trgnu) but the hard work Im putting into it..

2) Still remember that time I pissed off one of my lecturers, coz I couldn't register the subject he's lecturing coz he said the group's too full, so he can't add anymore student, but I kept pushing his limits by asking the help of the associate dean to help me got into his class.. I got in, and passed although with a C grade, but till today, I still don't have the courage to even walk pass him coz he scares the sh*t out of me..

Oh yeah, now that I think about it, some of my school friends are already married by now. Whoa... cepat gilak! But I don't think I'm gonna enlist it in my 2 year's planning, maybe in 5 or 6 coming years? Give it some time la.. I'm still 20 now wat, ngeh ngeh ngeh.. ;p

Oh yeah, have I mentioned about those lists I put up on my facebook notes, entitled 'My Too Perfect List'?? It's how I picture my future life partner. Yes, as the title suggest, the list is kinda long and perfectionist-like. Well, it's not wrong to dream, right? And I actually have some more stuffs I'd love to add up in there, so so much more.. hahahahaha.. XD

I don't think I'm going to date, or do something like that. A while back when I was younger *ceh, macam dah tua sangat* yes I do those couple thingy, honestly. But I was young, I had my fun. Even did a couple contract, which was absolutely hilarious now that I think about it, hahaha.. *Full House addict that time*

Hmm.. now that I'm reminiscing on it, I went on a date once, but it was in my classroom, and empty talk all the way to the end, mind you I was absolutely shy ok.. *very childish I tell you* But now, I don't feel like it.. I could say I'm more mature *a bit la* now.. I don't have a boyfriend now, and I don't intend on getting one. So yes, the term single yet unavailable do apply to me. Hehehe.. *acececeh.. macam ade orang nak je kat aq ahahahaha*

I guess due to the fact that I read so so many romance novels that I kinda get addicted to them in a way.. I kinda hope for love after marriage chapter.. Very cheesy, I know, but that's the fun in it wat.. You never know whats gonna happen, hahaha.. ;p *this is what happens when you terlalu kuat berangan*

Ok, stop mira, 3 papers in a row of 3 days, so toodles for now! Chalga! (^o^)

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Finals everyone?

2010-09-21T14:00:00.001+08:00

Azam waktu cuti, wuish, macam2 beb.. ngeh ngeh ngeh... :D

1. Bukak blog utk jualan buku-buku terpakai..

Nak clearkan almari aq.. Dan jugak dapatkan duit extra sket.. hehe.. money, money, money.. ;)

2. Update blog lirik aq yg dah bersarang.

Joy of providing happiness to the readers, suke gile kalau ade org komen kat chatbox blog tuh mintak aq post lirik macam2.. don't worry peeps, akan ku usahakan utk fulfill request kalian.. Dan jugak update lirik utk lagu2 yang terkini, especially OSTs.. cewah! hahaha.. ;p

3. Belajar jahit kowt? hahaha.. ;p

time aq tgh carik prospect utk perniagaan aq, aq terjumpe macam2 jenis blogshop.. antara yang famous, jahitan, pakaian, buku, dsb.. yang aq rase menarik, buku of course, aq suke..! hahah.. tp mcm kureng sambutan plak klu nk jual novel.. unless english novels yg banyak sambutan, expecially buku2 romantic comedies.. laris beb! tp aq x banyak buku tuh, aq byk buku novel melayu.. which might be troublesome klu x laku, tp... belum cube blom tau, kan?? hehe.. ;D

jahitan plak, banyak barang2 bley jahit weyh! tp bukan baju, x reti aq.. =.=" tapi yg jahitan menarik aq jumpe, antaranye dolls, sarung bantal (yg nih comey2 belaka!), etc etc etc.. Macam2 design aq jumpe.. very interesting, tp yg x puas ati tuh, kena la tau menjahit dulu beb.. dan barang2 mane aq nk carik..? modal?? hmm... xpe le.. time cuti pikir ye.. ;)

3. Babe, FYP 2 aq nk kena start time cuti neyh!!!

Aiyak, kena start coding bagai and tukar ape2 yang patot kat report FYP 1.. aiyoyo.. :(

Btw, aq sepatotnye join event Jom Silat, 10 Oktober 2010.. tp...... aduih.. ade YTM Camp klu x silap.. 8-10 Oktober 2010.. Walaweyh.. camane nih...??? Wajib plak tuh! (>,<)

More bad news, aq x dapat register satu subjek nih, clash la plak.. alamak.. :( Susah nih, kena redah FIT office utk tanye cane nk solve benda alah nih.. Sem depan sem aq yg terakhir utk berada di MMU babe! aq kena finish all subjects kat dlm course structure aq, bru leh Industrial Training! Hmmph~ (>,<)

Alrite le.. aq kena siap2 balik hostel nih.. duk umah men2 jerk, bukan nk study, exam besok!

Best of luck to those sitting for final exam this trimester! (^o^)

P/S: Another very interesting k-drama yg di-adapt dari novel, "The Lives of Sungkyunkwan Confucian Scholars 1 & 2", Sungkyunkwan Scandal. Walaupon novel die agak censored a bit (ahahaha), tp aq rase mungkin die x tunjuk betol2 kat dlm drama tuh kowt.. but then, dlm press conference, diorg mentioned ade bed scene.. erk.. harap2 tunjuk katil tuh je la, bak kate Micky Yoochun.. hehehe.. ;p

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being independent is excellent, but being too independent equals stupidity.

2010-08-31T03:13:00.006+08:00

Teringin nk pergi ke Pasar Chowrasta di Penang utk melihat kedai2 buku terpakai. Most importantly, I absolutely wanna go to BookXcess, AMcorp Mall & Payless Sales from 3-5th September 2010, at YMCA KL. And the fun continues with Bookfest 2010. Definitely wanna go to these places. :)

I swear, I wanna be a businessgirl right now. (refusing the use of 'business' + 'woman' combination, perasan diri masih muda, walhal sudah 20 years old) Also, being an online used book seller is also enticing. It looks like... a baby money-tree. Well, I do have some books I think I can let go. But no, not Harry Potters' & Sophie Kinsellas'. These are priceless. Plus, accumulating these books for long may be useful for me, the price may be skyrocketing in the future, or they might end up as 'bahan sejarah'. Good money reeled in. *evil grin*

And I applied to be a private tutor online. For primary schoolers. English/Maths/Science. Since most people happen to have side incomes, I want it too. But I think this is what I'm gonna get indirectly; a waste of time. Because I'm pretty new at this thing. Oh hold on, I'm ABSOLUTELY new at this. So there's a slim chance that I'm gonna end up tutoring someone. So I don't really put up high hopes on this one. Still, I applied for it anyway. Mana la tahu, kan?

Have I told you about a disastrous event I directed? Yes you read it right. Disastrous. For the last minute we were finally able to get an orphanage home in Rawang, Selangor to be celebrated for Iftar. It's actually my second time handling an event, but this time, I started from scratch, a very last minute scratch, I tell ya.

The first event that I directed was during KKB, Pertandingan Gubahan Buah-buahan. It was during my Foundation Year in Malacca. This one was a damn simple event, in which, I simply received orders from the 'higher-ups' (IU Malacca HICOMs), and I swear I did nothing but followed the flow of the downright similar event held previously. And there's less apparent need to go through STAD or anything like that coz the event was absolutely simple. Sent out invitations for the judges, bought/borrowed some stuffs for kerja2 mengukir, drew out the banner, prepared the venue (which was basically setting up a few desks for the judges, hampar tikar for the participants), done. Even the proposals was a copycat from the previous event.

But this Iftar event was I'd say, everything was my call. Those knowing me would know very well that I'm a VERY LOUSY decision maker. And absolutely slowww in doing so too. I'm more of a follower. You tell me what I'm suppose to do, and I'll whip it up for you in a jiff. But this one, it was tuff for me, coz I had to decide on my own. And I swear to God, I suffered greatly by this arrangement. I can't decide what was best, and I can't even take care of the flow of the event!

Trust me, the whole time during the event, I swore I felt like I'm eating sand instead of rice, and I kept running here and there, pacing up and down, worrying about every single thing, feeling like the whole thing was gonna end up rotting, eg: those orphaned kids ended up in hospital, the food being undercooked, the microphone got lost in all the hectics etc etc etc. I took less than a minute to give a speech in front of the participants as the director of the program coz I was so nervous with the whole thing that I couldn't even prepare myself a proper speech text. And I drove more than 120km/h with Kijang Emas, which felt like that Westlife song, 'Flying Without Wings'. With passengers who felt like they're riding roller coaster. Thank Allah nothing bad happens. To my Kijang Emas la. Hahaha.. ;p

The next day after the event, while I was 'indulging' my lab session on Thursday, I got a call from STAD. Kena marah. For not following the procedures of handling an event. It seems that I HAVE to discuss FIRSTHAND with En Omar to do this event. I don't know about this. Yes, I knowww I've been involved with previous events, so I should be aware about this. But I'm not an attentive person, so I neglected this seemingly important fact. I thought, no need for proposal, simply submit GWP. That's what I did. Em, the GWP part I messed up too, by submitting it ON THE DAY OF THE EVENT. I know. I'm the worst director in history. DAMN STUPID, HUH?

Finally, my resolution at this: Please don't make me a director again. Ever. I will turn the event upside down. Leader, hell no. But follower, I'll be fine.

And I still don't know the fate of that GWP. I don't put up much hope on it. And so, there goes my money out the window. My parents are gonna kill me, unless I recover that money back. And so this is also the reason I need to get a side income!

Honestly, I'm a person who loves working on her own and by her own pace. Because I have this trust issue thingy. Seems that I trust myself for handling the job, and I'd rather suffer doing the job, than passing the task to somebody else, who I always assume the worst. Trust issue, till today I haven't quite resolve this. All in all, I found this out the hard way: being independent is excellent, but being too independent equals stupidity.

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Happy happy happy!

2010-08-15T19:28:00.002+08:00

Semalam selesai beli sejibik digital piano Yamaha P85. Ngeh ngeh ngeh.. =)

Previously aq penah mention pasal satu ad in mudah.my, nk jual dier nye Yamaha P85 digital piano RM2,200. Aq dh beli! haha.. semalam kire happy gak la.. sebab yg pertama, dh selesai urusan jual beli P85 tuh with the reduced price of RM1,700. Ngeh ngeh ngeh..

Satu lagik, sbb novel yg aq order online kat kakinovel.com dh sampai! Erk, sbnrnyer blom dapat lagik la, actually ader kat pos in presint 3, sbb time the postman antar kat umah, aq xder, benda tuh kena sign, dats y still on hold.. tapi kire dpt la tuh kan.. RM14 utk novel seketul! Murah beb! Hahahha.. ;p

Ok, nk pegi bukak pose.. Oh ya, lupe nk wish kalian!

SELAMAT BERPUASA!!! (^o^)

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Digital piano vs. Keyboard?

2010-08-08T23:43:00.004+08:00

Mama cakap aq dibenarkan utk beli digital piano!!!!

Happpyyyyyy!!! Hahahah.. ;p so aq mule gatal tgn google.. ngeh ngeh ngeh.. :D

dulu aq ader mention aq teringin nk beli Yamaha dgx230, tapi mcm nk tukar fikiran, sbb dgx230 nih keyboard, feel die len mcm, rasenye aq penah try kat satu kedai yamaha x silap.. rupe lawa, tapi... feel dier lain.. hmph. -__-"

Ader satu iklan jual yamaha digital piano DGX630, RM2,600. Tapi bile aq tanye balik, rupe2nyer dier baru jual!!! Ape yg buat aq rase cam nk hempuk kapla kat dinding was his reply, "Maaf ,saya dh jual seminggu lepas, RM1700.." RM1700 weyh!!! Gila bapak murah!! Adus, kena google lagik!

Brand lain pun ader jugak semestinye.. tp aq nk yamaha, sbb review dier bagus, and senang nk jual balik nnti klu dh xmoh/nk tukar ke kan..

Ader satu brand technics.. RM2200, aq sms owner dier, tanye harga, ternyata fixed price.. Aq tgk lawa la plak design dier.. Tapi bile aq google, rupe2nye brand tuh dh discontinued.. So klu aq nk jual ke ape kemudian hari, susah sket, spare part dier mesti susah nk carik.. huhu..~

How bout Yamaha P85/P90?? Macam promising je.. Ade satu iklan P85, kat PUTRAJAYA! hahaha.. dekat tuh.. cover kos minyak nk gi amik.. ;p

Aduih, susah nye nk buat keputusan, lagi2 org yg picky cam aq neyh.. Hmph.. xpe2.. tunggu midterm tests abis dulu! And aq ader event berbuka puasa nk kena settle first!

Mesra Alam.

2010-08-02T03:21:00.005+08:00

The places I go, it seems there's usually someone who tries to hit on me. Great. Just great.

1. Practice silat kat FCM building, guard yang jaga situ gatai na.

Siap mintak no tepon aq lagik ha. Nasib baik ader geng silat yang begitu prihatin, siap buat laporan lagik! Terharu you, sampai aq ikot diorg gi minum kat Hassan, tunggu diorg tengok bola hingga tertido di sane. *Mujur air lioq basi x meleleh kluar, euuu...! Ok, let's not go there.

2. Pergi pasar Presint 2 Putrajaya, orang yang jual ikan kat pasar gatal / terlebeyh mesra.

"Nak balik dah??" Aq yang lurus bendul nih nak jugak menjawab! Atas dasar hormat, ye le, sombong sgt x ke mane pun. Kita sesame manusia, harus saling hormat-menghormati, kan..?? (^o^)

3. Pergi teman my ex-schoolmates main archery kat Sunway Pyramid, orang yang ajar memanah tuh mesra alam also.

Dier tanye kat aq, "Apsal x main sekali?"
Aq jawab, "Duit dah habis..~ (T_T)" *aq dah belanja sakan kat lowyat b4 dat*
Then a few minutes afterwards, dier tanye, "Nak main tak?" *smbl pegang bow kat tgn die*
Aq jawab, "Em, takpelah" *siap aq bagik senyuman ayu gitewww, kahkahkah! XD

Selepas bbrp minit kemudiannye, aq menyesal ckp camtuh! Ntah2 dier nk offer main FREE jerk! And dis guy is kinda cute! But Jas said he's a foreign worker.. Reaksi aq: WHY???!! OH WHY???!!! *sob sob*

4. Pergi basuh kereta, orang yang basuh kereta pun nak mengorat jugak!

Anak murid mak aq plak tuh! Boleh plak orang yang basowh kete tuh tanye eligibility aq kat mama depan2, "Cikgu, anak cikgu tuh ..&^%$_*&$#@ ??.. *aq x sure sgt butir pertanyaan lengkapnye, sbb aq dh sumbat badan dlm kete.. cheyt~

Ape neyh? Badi ke hape..?? (=.=)"

Not that I'm complaining (teeheee..~ *blush*) but where are them eligible guys??! Walaupown aq bersetuju untuk ikut menggatal same, my parents wouldn't approve these types of guy for sure weyh!

X memasal musykil plak aq dibuatnya. Hmph! (-__-)"

P/S: Ternampak a few people tayang "need a ticket" cardboard cuttings sambil melaung2kan 'ticket please!". Rupe2nye hari Sabtu petang tuh, 31st July 2010, MTV World Stage was held in Sunway Pyramid. Kesian diorg yg xde tiket tuh. And kesian me also, dh lame benar aq x follow perkembangan dunia music selain koreans sampai aq x tahu langsung pasal konsert ni, nasib baik hal ehwal music ni x masuk exam, kalau x, fail! ;p

***UPDATE: Wonder Girls ader jugak perform kat MTV World Stage tuh!!! Damn, I missed my first encounter with Korean celebrities!!! Argghh!!! (>,<)

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Losing My Outrageous Temper.

2010-07-20T03:41:00.003+08:00

Dah banyak kali aq kena, tp aq tetap x serik2 nk gi print kat HB4 printing shop nun di sane.

Sebelum aq balik umah, singgah jap kat situ, ingatkn nk print latest notes for BHM. Aq pelik betol la komputer2 kat situ memang biol ke hape, bile click print je, print window yg slalu pop-up x kluar langsung. Punye la lame aq tunggu, dekat lebey 30 minit gak la dok tukar2 pc semata2 gigih nk print note yg satu tuh. Bile aq gune computer yg paling kiri skali (registered-users only), again terjadi benda yang same. windows nk print tuh xmoh kluar! Sial!!! Aq memang dh panas ati kat situ, dah panas punggung.

Since aq dh register, aq leh la gune comp yg dh dikhususkan utk registered users. Tapi apsal balance window dier pown same x show?? Aq musykil, so aq assume mungkin die akan kluar time nk print. Fine. Finally lepas window tuh showed up, aq pown login cam bese. baki aq tinggal RM0.04. The problem is, aq nye baki sebelum nih still ader RM2 lebey camtuh klu x salah. Ape jadik ngan balance dier??! Nak x nk, klu aq bertegas nk print, kena la juga 'topup'. RM10 aq bagik minah yg keja kat kedai tuh. Sabor je la.

Tapi lepas dh bayar tuh, hang lagi!!! Same cam td, popup print x kluar2. Dari aq awal duduk situ smpi la aq bley register, print window langsung x tunjuk muke! Ape kes??!

And guess what was the most fucking thing that happened? Sampai ke sudah print window yg kecik tuh x kluar and baki aq yang RM10.04 all of a sudden became RM4.76. WTF??????!!! Aq dh panas ati dah kat situ, ape pasal duit kena telan tp print x kluar2??? Memang time tuh aq rase macam nk hempuk komputer2 kat kedai tuh sume sampai ranap. Kejadah buat bisnes telan duit haram neyh..???

Dan aq terdengar mesin photostat mule kluar bunyik. Ko bengang tak duit dh telan banyak camtuh, tengok2 yg kluar, 1 slide, satu page? 1 page yg bley muat 8 slides tuh cume ader 1 slide yg gedabak besar yg aq tak tau bile mase aq print camtuh, walhal print window x kluar2..

Aq ckp ngan akak tuh, print window tuh x kluar, so X MUNGKIN aq dh print ape2. She said, "Tuh dh print dah tu." Hey minah indon, ko ingat aq bodoh sangat ke nk print 1 slide 1 page bazir duit??? Ingat aq anak org kaye ke hah??! Aq try mintak cancelkan benda nih, since it's obvious aq x buat ape2 (print window x kluar, nk click print mende nye), but noo.. dier kate, dh print dah. Aq memang dh merah menyala time tuh, rase mcm nk hempuk kepala minah tuh puas2. Bapak gile x puas ati!!!!

Aq tekankan skali lagi. Bile ko right click item yg ko nk print, ko pown click print kan? Lepas tuh mesti kluar print options (eg: type of printer, options, num of pages, etc etc) kan?? Problem was, print options windows nih TAKDE, but my notes was printed satu persatu. 1 slide memenuhi satu A4 paper.

=====PRINT OPTIONS SEPERTI DI ATAS NIH X KLUAR!!!=====

Minah tuh dok tunjuk aq options nk print benda lain plak. EH SIAL, seriously aq dh spent so much money nk print satu benda ko ingat aq ader mood nk print benda len ke???! Last2 aq cabut thumbdrive, blah dari situ. And guess what, I was so bengang like hell, I ended up crying in the car all the way back to putrajaya. Upon entering the bedroom, aq hempuk notes yang tebal malaun tuh atas katil. Mama terdengar plak aq hempuk benda alah tuh, then I showed her what caused me to lose my temper. Mum is always so positive, saying, 'xpe la.. adat org berniaga' Well mum, I just couldn't get used to such mean exploitations.

Aq seriously rase mcm nk hempuk betina kat kedai tuh bcoz sebab komputer yg bangang tahap gaban, duit aq melayang camtuh je. Sia-sia. Lepas aq dh abiskan RM4.76 kat account situ (kalau kedai tuh x telan duit saje2, mane tau login balik tengok2 ader kurang, ha ini memang VAVI UTAN I TELL U), memang aq boikot abis kedai tuh. Lepas nih kena bawak printer balik asrama. Seriously sial.

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Friend or Foe.

2010-07-12T13:24:00.002+08:00

I've learnt not to lean on people so much, because when the time comes to request their assistances, they just.. disappear. Poof! Gone with the winds.

Yeap, it's the truth. Some people who happen to be on our side during happy moments, but when we discreetly ask them to lend some hands, they refuse to meet our eyes and tell lies instead. Excuses. Damn f*cking lame excuses.

And then out of the blue, a stranger comes to our aid. Wow. Someone we don't know, we've never met before, gives us a push from behind. It's that moment when you realize that there are still some kindness in this big bad world, not a fake kind of kindness, but a pure, legitimate one. The one that makes you smile widely and appreciate the people around you, and getting to know the true nature of the human beings inside out.

It's the difficult times that lifts up that veil, exposing the people who are really with you in both good and bad times, as well as the people who are just sucking up to us to make their lives easier. Leave the latter, they're useless sh*t I tell you.

It's a war actually. The absolute, realistic truth about the people who stands beside you. A friend or a foe. Hopefully you won't make the wrong judgement, because they tend to cause you quite a handful of casualties in the near future. Never believe what you see, seek what's beneath them.

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Anugerah Terhormat.

2010-07-10T22:51:00.003+08:00

Baru sekarang dpt jawab tag cik FatinCitakky berkenaan award.. Heheh... sorry eh, aq slow sket bab2 jawab tag neyh.. ;p

Apa nama blog anda & kenapa letak nama tu ?

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Well, from secondary school dah aq keep name nih.. Ntah bile mase aq x ingat, aq bukak dictionary secara spontan and found the term 'enigma' which means, mysterious. Aq nih xde la mysterious mane pown.. but the names sticks to my head, and since aq nk jugak la catchy names like everybody else does, so aq pandai2 letak king kat hujung, so it becomes enigmaking. Memula aq ingat nk letak 'queen', tapi... enigmaqueen..?? or worse, enigmaprincess?? urgghh! geli la plak aq rase, so then enigmaking it is.. name aq pown Amira which also means 'leader', so I guess it's my calling kowt.. kekeke.. ;p

Slalu ader je org yg sebut, 'EnigMaking', walhal its suppose to sound 'EnigmaKing'.. it annoys me sometimes to hear ppl casually pronouncing it wrongly. People, get your facts right!

Apa nama URL blog anda & dari mana datangnya nama tu?

http://enigmaking.blogspot.com

Aq dh explained earlier, it's my nickname. Actually aq ader satu lagik blog:

http://eklyricos.blogspot.com

Kat sini la aq post lyrics (especially korean lyrics) sume.. I picked up this hobby while I was in form 1 kat SMK BBST, bahana jeles tgk ader budak len rajin kumpul lyrics (well-documented skali weyh) & also sbb aq slalu mendengar radio kantin skolah yang slalu berkumandang setiap kali pagi2 buta aq tgh basuh baju sensorg kat bilik basuh.

Truth is, aq nk gune http://lol.blogspot.com @ http://lyricsoflife.blogspot.com ... tapi dh ader org amik URL name tuh!!! And paling annoying skali, post ya Ampun, cinonet, dan dah outdated & bersawang nyer blog. Cis, bukan nk delete blog hangpa! Nyusahkan betol la.. Last2 terpaksa gune pakai 'eklyricos'; 'ek' of course stands for EnigmaKing and lyricos is bcoz dulu aq suke tengok citer espanol, sampai lyric pown mandai2 tukar lyricos~ (ntah betol ntah tidak tak tau le)

Apa method dalam penulisan anda ?

Freestyle! Heheh.. bantai jerk.. bukan nye masuk peksa pown bab2 penulisan blog nih kan.. ;p

Pernah terasa nak hapuskan blog ? Sebab musababnya ?

Hm.. as far as I can remember, nope. Stakat nk privatekan blog tuh ader le kowt..

Pernah ahli keluarga baca blog anda ?

Yes, my brother. Though I'm not sure if my parents bace ke tak blog aq nih.. hehe.. ;p

Apa perasaan anda bila orang kata blog anda buruk sedangkan ada yg kata cantik ?

Aq honestly adalah seorang yg sgt sensitif.. so of course terguris gak la IF ader org kate buruk.. tapi bukan bley puaskan hati sume org kan.. But I'm deeply grateful to those yg kate blog aq lawa, bangge! ahaha... XD

Bila blog anda diberanakkan ?

Should be my first post. 5th of January 2008. Lepas aq post a few things I got bored, so hibernated jap from blogging, lepas tuh bile blogging activities boomed, aq sambung balik, hahaha.. ;p

If blog lyric aq, first post was on 25th March 2009. Time nih aq ingat lagik reason aq set up blog lyric, sebabnya adalah bcoz aq tengah sangap sesangat ngan Boys Over Flowers k-drama. Sampaikan aq carik sume lyrics2 dier dan post kat blog enigmaking nih, tp rase mcm inconvenient plak, mcm kureng seswai.. so then, aq set up http://eklyricos.blogspot.com/ dan mule update banyak2 sampaikan lirik2 lagu Backstreet Boys pown aq rembat post situ, hahaha.. XD

I'd have to say, I love these 2 blogs of mine so much. Dlm penat2 menjalani kehidupan seharian, u have something to look forward to, blogging. And aq bersyukur teramat that I made the decision to set up eklyricos@blogspot bcoz now I have hundreds of followers. Ok, terkadang anda cume view and add urself as follower sesaje je, but it does make me happy to know I grab somebody's attention. And the rush feelings bile dapat fulfill requests orang, buat aq rase like I'm also taking part in changing other ppl's lives in some way! (^o^)

Siapa orang pertama yang tahu anda ada blog ?

Erk. Ntah la. Since the blog is publicized, I couldn't pinpoint sape yg tau dulu. Ntah mamat/minah mane dok blogjumping sampai stumbled upon my blogs, so kire die the first one la kowt. ;)

Apa perasaan anda bila orang mengatakan tentang blog anda di sekolah ?

I started blogging mase foundation year in MMU Melaka campus. So there's no issues kat skolah whatsoever. Erk, wait. By school, do u mean skolah menengah, or school as in a more general term (any education institution)? Kompius sebentar. =.="

5 - 10 orang seterusnya yang nak di tagged . . .

Alaaaa... nk kena list jadah la plak, malas la.. hahaha.. sape2 nk amik la ye.. ;D

P/S: Aq dh dpt wallpaper Prosecutor Princess's Prince Charming! Lepas nih kena clear desktop, nnti bley renung muke dier beso2 bile tgh tension.. kekekekeke.. :p

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MUET RESULT MID-YEAR 2010 DAH KELUAR!!!

2010-07-09T15:52:00.005+08:00

MUET RESULT MID-YEAR 2010 DAH KELUAR!!!

Dari semalam aq try check MPM website lepas classmate aq ckp result dh kluar, tapi sehampeh2nye xley load webpage dier.. haiya.. manyak orang check kowt..

Then baru tadi aq try lagik.. ternyata berjaya!!! Dan aq senyum sampai ke telinga tengok result, bwahahahah!!! XD

Aq ingatkan band 4 je, sebab aq x rase aq buat leklok ritu.. hari aq amik exam tuh la selipar aq putus, essay aq bercampur aduk, and my speaking test s*cks!!!

But alhamdulillah.. berjaya!!! bwahahahah!!! XD

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'forte' is actually a broader scope, definition-wise!

2010-07-03T23:55:00.002+08:00

Saya mahu buku ini!

Dan ini!

Fiction has always been my cup of tea, dari dulu lagi. ;)

Akan tetapi. Mau dicekau dari mane wang itu???~ (T_T)

Hush, Hush = RM34.XX

The Host = RM37.XX

DUSH!!! DUSH!!!! DUSH!!!!!!! *hitting my head repeatedly onto the study table*

OPTIONS..???

1. Pinjam buku dari mereka yang sudah membelinya.

2. Keluarkan RM100 from bank account tanpa perasaan dan terus berlari-lari emak ke kedai buku.

3. Mintak bantuan uncle Google utk mendapatkan digital copy of the book's contents. *Illegal download, shh...~*

4. Curik! *TETTT!!! SALAH DI SISI UNDANG2! GILO PUNYE BUDAK*

Tapi.. Tapi...! TAPI!!! Saya harus membeli buku2 ini untuk mencapai target membina perpustakaan mini di rumah pabila dewasa kelak.

Ye. Saya sedang serius.

Hmm.. kena start carik kontraktor ni. (-_-)"

P/S: I was gonna use the term 'forte' as in, 'my taste', but I found out forte means something that you're good at, not only limited to what you like/fancy. Hm. Interesting. :)

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Honestly. I want to change. Will you help me?

2010-06-28T22:24:00.002+08:00

Terkilan x sempat jumpa tok ki aq for the very last time.

Sebaik sahaja mama telefon aq ari rabu, mengatakan datuk aq yg kat terengganu tuh jatuh & koma, hati aq dh terdetik, ya Allah, dugaan apakah ini?

Parents aq together ngan adik aq yang paling bongsu, Amirul Syahmi bergegas balik terengganu right after maghrib hari rabu tu. Aq? X dapat turut serta atas 2 sebab musabab; Khamis pagi aq ader kuiz Data Structure and annoyingly, tutor tuh kate there won't be any supplementary quiz. Aq ingatkn nk skip je klas2 ari khamis bcoz aq nk ikot family aq balik skali, tp abah & mama plak kate, lebih baik aq tunggu dulu kat rumah and if things got worse, i will have to fetch adik aq yang lagik sorang from his boarding school kat kajang and take a flight back to terengganu.

So yeah, I went to the DSA class and took the quiz, and stayed for another 2 hours class until 1pm. Dalam kelas aq memang x senang duduk dah. During that class, I just couldn't god damn focus to whatever the tutor was babbling about. Aq nak balik!!!

Dalam keadaan x fokus camtu jugak la tutor nk gi check sensorg, dh siap lab exercises ke blum. Aq buat dek je la, renung je screen desktop tuh dengan xde perasaan. Aq ingatkn he will just ignore those yang x angkat tangan mintak dier check.. rupe2nye last2 panggil jugak name aq, adui la.. Bayangkan, aq dlm keadaan x senang duduk tuh, kejap2 terima call daripada abah & mama, sambil kena siapkan exercise VB gunakan software yang memang aq ader acute allergy tuh, campur lagik dengan mamat sebelah aq yg banyak betol omelan dier. Mengomel sorang2 plak tu. Aq seyes rase mcm nk bagik penumbuk kat muke mamat x sedar diri nih. Paling aq rase mcm nk bagik patah gigi & hidung dier ialah bile time aq tanye cane nk solve exercises tu, dier boleh plak kate, "&%^*$##.. ko pandai2 la solve sendiri.." Dan dlm omelan2 dier kat aq tuh, he literally called me 'kau ni mengong la'. Aq memang sgt panas dah time tuh. Kalau xnk tolong, cakap je la, xyah nk men2 ngan aq, sial! Paling aq bengang, kalau aq duduk mane2, dier sibuk sangat nk dok sebelah aq. Hish, mcm xde tempat len la!

Ok enough, aq dh jauh terpesong daripada tujuan asal aq nk post ni. Unfortunately things did got worse. Abah called, suruh aq cepat2 fetch Mirul from school. So after class, I went home. Called up dad for a quick guide on how to get to the airport, and he said to take the ERL to Salak Selatan and from there, take the bus to LCCT. Fetched my bro at around 3pm. Time aq tgh isi minyak kat petronas, abah texted me.

"Tok ki dah xde. jam 2.10"

Sebak betol aq rase time tuh. X sempat aq & adik aq nk jumpe dier buat kali terakhir.

Dalam perasaan betol2 terkilan tuh, aq gagahkan jugak pegi amik adik aq kat kajang. Dalam ati, asyik terbayang perkataan2 kat mesej tuh. X percaya sungguh aq, datuk aq dh meninggal dunia. Bile sampai kat sekolah adik aq, trus aq carik budak lelaki ntah sape2 mintak tolong panggilkan dier. Aq bgtau ape jadik, muke adik aq mmg obvious gile, die x caye ape aq ckp. Aq tunjuk la msg abah kat dier. Lepas tuh, aq suwoh dier siap2 barang, nk amik flight mlm tuh blk trgnu. Punya la lame aq tunggu dier mintak pelepasan. last2 sampai umah around 4pm. Mum called, kate tunggu je kat rumah, nanti Makcik Rohani (mum's friend who lives in Putrajaya too, and also my ex-school teacher) hantarkan ke LCCT.

Siap2 kemas barang and at 5pm gerak. Flight was 8.05 - 8.55pm. Thank Allah xder delay, ye la, paham2 je la AirAsia nih, slalunye ade delay. Kitorg reached Lapangan Terbang Sultan Mahmud awal gak, around 8.45pm camtuh. And Yo Su amik from there.

Sampai je umah, dh tahlil dah. Datuk aq dh selamat ditanam kat perkuburan kampung tuh around 6pm. Terkilan jugak. Tapi ape nk buat, dh takdir. Ari jumaat tuh aq teringin sgt nk gi tgk kubur tok ki. Petang tuh, abah bawak aq ngan kedua2 adik aq gi kubur tok ki. Baru aq paham perumpamaan, 'kubur masih merah lagi'. Aq, abah & adik aq bace yasin utk tok ki.

Tahlil dibuat 3 hari, from Khamis malam to Sabtu malam. Supposedly buat dlm 7 hari, tp disingkatkan ke 3 hari, sebab ari Ahad semua ahli keluarga dan sanak saudara dh mule beransur pulang. Life must go on.

Sejujurnye, mase kat kubur tok ki baca yasin tuh, aq bace slow yang amat, hakikatnye aq dah lame x sentuh al-Quran. Yes, aq mengaku, aq bukan seorang Muslim yang baik. Solat pun slalu tinggal. And bile jadik benda macam nih, aq rase rugi. Rugi yang teramat sangat. Dan bile kita kehilangan orang tersayang, mase tuh la kita baru sedar yang dunia nih cuma sekejap je. Aq takut. Tak, bukan. Aq kecut perut nak jumpe Allah s.w.t. nanti dlm keadaan x bersedia. Aq khilaf. Aq tahu tu. Selama nih, aq cume pandang duniawi je. Akhirat aq ke mane?

Honestly. I want to change. Will you help me?

P/S: Teringat butir2 ceramah Ustaz Azhar Idrus yang diupload di CT sebelum nih. Terima kasih x terhingga pada penguploader. Ternyata ade hikmah aq x buang video2 tu.

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4 things.

2010-06-21T18:29:00.003+08:00

Arini adik aq yang paling bongsu, telah selamat menjalani personal tutoring class dier yang pertama. Abah aq dok advertise kat mudah.my & via fliers utk carik seorg personal tutor utk ngajar adik aq 4 perkara; yakni membaca, menulis, mengaji &; solat.

Well, adik aq kan 'sakit', ader epilepsy.. so he needs special attention. Td time aq drive home pun, aq dgr interview/talk (whichever u wanna call it) with a doctor (Dr Lee if not mistaken) via radio broadcast, talking bout epilepsy. Interesting jugak. I got some invaluable knowledge & tahu serba sedikit berkenaan kondisi adik aq. hehe.. ;)

Assignment DSA, again, mcm x kunjung tiba. Sir, where is the assignment??? You said you're going to upload it on MMLS by week 2, but it's already week 3~ =.="

And I'm gonna have a quiz this week for DSA. Chapter 1-3. Of course, nk kena study gile2 beb! aq nk score subjek nih weyh! Dah la retake, klu dpt C lagik, mmg segan..

Just a reminder for myself, aq kena bawak balik ke hostel, notes for Maths Techniques 2 & Theory of Computing, for a friend of mine. And I was 'hired' for tutoring of Maths Techniques 2, also on behalf of the very same friend. Hang kena bayaq aq tau! MY time is golden goose! Hahahaha.. ;p

dude, klu ko bace entry aq nih, please ignore the payment part, aq tengah lalok.

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My blog is A+! =D

2010-06-20T15:14:00.002+08:00

Thanks to Fatin for the award dedication! hahahaha.. ;p
I've re-phrased the questions though ;)

1. How do feel when you found out that you've got this award?
Hmm.. rase ape ek? Ntah la, senyum jer kowt.. xder feeling2, haha.. ;p

2. List down 7 blogs that deserve this award.
Alaa, malas la nk list down.. Sape2 nk award nih, amek la ye. ;)

Ukeyh.. kerja aq bile mule trimester baru nih bertimbun.. especially Final Year Project (FYP) yang betol2 menuntut fokus yang mendalam, cewah..~ haha.. and upon my partner's request, aq mungkin terpaksa kurangkan aktiviti bersilat aq for this trimester.. MUNGKIN eh.. x sure lagik.. klu waktu latihan silat tuh aq ader keje FYP nk disettlekan, aq terpaksa settle FYP dulu. Maybe aq akan dtg silat lmbt kowt, klu nk cut trus aktiviti nih, xley gak, aq nk abiskan Asas jugak weyh.. rugi klu x abiskan.. huhu..

And cyberace is postponed again.. Honestly, aq sangat risau dengan ketiadaan wang utk support event nih.. As always, sponsorship division will always be problematic.. same je mcm program2 yang aq penah join dulu.. mesti bab2 duit jugak, ye la, xde duit, mane la program nk jalan kan..? I do hope this event is going to run smoothly.. to the committees, himne!

1 assignment dh mule tunjuk taring, Human Computer Interaction. Every 2 weeks, starting week 4 akan ader presentation, and tutorial classes are scaring me like hell, coz we have marks for class participations, in which i'm never good at, which is about throwing random ideas to the questions asked. Aq klu bab tulis menulis & googling nih boleh la, tp klu dh spontan tuh, kirim salam saje la.. But yang paling menakutkan skali, assignment Data Structures and Algorithms. Mr Goh said in week 2 the assignment question will be released, tp smpi skank still no update. sengaja je buat aq rase anxious le, haha.. I would say programming assignments always get to my nerves.

And until now, aq x mampu nk abiskan citer2 korea yang aq dh simpan dlm hdd.. Oh My Lady, Prosecutor Princess, Cinderella's Sister, and Personal Taste.. Sume aq x sempat abis tgk lagik, walhal Kina dh layan sume smpi abis.. Ganas la ko kina, gile citer korea, lagi teruk dari aq tuh..~ XD

Talk bout korean stuffs, blog lirik aq dh mule bersawang. seyesly aq x mampu nk update slalu, since kerja aq mmg betol2 bertimbun.. haiyaa, byk plak kerja aq nih!

- FYP (meeting log, literature review [report], questionnaire)
- FYP 2nd meeting with Mdm Wan Noorshahida, supervisor
- Finish reading up the books I borrowed from MMU library (FYP system development preparation)
- Pulang buku2 novel library Putrajaya & buku2 Nad!
- Practice programming every day ***A MUST***
- Finish up all tutorial questions B4 classes commence
- Print all necessary notes for classes (AI, BHM)
- Apply for new car sticker! ***REQUIRE IMMEDIATE ATTENTION***

P/S: Mr Goh said we have to practice programming EVERYDAY around 3-4 HOURS. Himne mirasan!

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sape nk blanje beli RM120 neyh??

2010-06-16T08:12:00.002+08:00

Lame plak aq x update blog nih.. ;p *lame la sgt, kui3*

Minggu lepas rabu pegi Read Malaysia with my brother & Nad.. best la jugak, aq agak rambang mata tgk timbunan buku2.. tp last2 beli sket jerk, hahaha.. And Akim AF ader pukul 2 ptg weyh! Hahahaha.. jakun jap... x sangke, tinggi jugak mamat neyh! Aq klu bab artis jerk, x kire la aq minat ke tak, trus muka mcm org kelaparan, hahahahah..~ XD

Here's his picture, adik aq yg snap:

Time dh nk balik tuh, kitorg gi solat kat area bawah tempat READ Malaysia tuh.. x sangke plak, time aq & adik aq tgh borak2, time tuh jugak dier lalu, bwahahahahah.. aq x tau nk respon cane seyesly.. Trus senyap, pandang dier lalu jerk, haahahahah... ;p

And ari Khamis ikot family balik kg from ari Khamis. Abis klas Data Struct pukul 11pagi je trus aq bergegas balik umah, takut kena tinggal punya pasal, hahaha.. Khamis tuh klas aq 9-11 jer, selain dari tu xder klas lain, sbb kelas yg lain lab sessions, first week x start lagik.. and summore jumaat aq xder klas pown..

Kat kampung, mule2 smpi umah Tok, fuiyoo..! kete sape tuh??! Rupe2nye ayah sedara aq, Yosu beli kete baru! hahaha... boleh tahan stylo la jugak, tp aq x minat sgt honda cam tuh, bunyik engine bukan main bingit lagik, biase le tuh, anak muda berdarah panas.. (aq darah sejuk ke eh?) Kat kg, x gi mane sgt pown, takat gi jalan2 kat bandar Kuala Terengganu, kat area Pasar Payang tuh, dier dh tutup tempat nk naik bot yang adik aq, si Syahmi suke sgt tuh.. Ade construction plak kat situ..

And I went to dentist. ARGGHH! Seyes aq fobia nk mampus klu bab2 jumpe doktor gigi neyh.. Benci I! Hahahah.. ;p But then, thank God doktor nih pompuan, and kelemah-lembutan dier obvious dlm cara dier handle her patients.. Mujur yang amat, xder byk sgt gune benda malaun 'zzzzz' kejadah tuh.. aq time tuh mmg dh kecut perut abis, tutup mata je le.. And alhamdulillah, I think I can say it's not painful at all.. Cis, berlagak kemain dia, hahaha.. ;p Sini aq nk promote, klu nk pegi klinik tuh, name dier Klinik Pergigian Azie, terletak di Jalan Hiliran Masjid, Kuala Terengganu.. hehe.. ;)

Aite, skang ke alkisah minggu ini. Minggu nih pown dah busy awal2.. bahana Final Year Project, questionnaire & interview questions yang harus diprepare dgn penuh dedikasi.. supposedly aq dh siapkan benda nih & dh email kat Mdm Noorshahida for error checking dr minggu lepas lagik, tp since Khamis tuh aq balik kg, aq x sempat siapkan.. I know I know, aq patot siapkan awal2.. naughty me.. haiyaa..~ Tapi sudah disubmit pown.. and she replied back dy, mak aih.. byk giler faults kat kitorg nye questions, hahaha.. ;p

And today, ader interview ngan Ms Raja Nurul Atikah, assistant director FIT.. utk project FYP aq & tania.. semalam bukan main gabra lagik aq mencari orang yang ader camcoder.. nk record, ingatkn boleh la masukkan kat presentation awal2 nnti.. tp.. xder sape yang ader.. ader kawan kepada classmate aq yang ader camcoder, classmate aq ckp die dh inform via sms kat dier bout aq nk pinjam camcoder dier, tp bile aq try contact dier, hampeh~ it's either she seriously got some prob with her handphone / handphone xdak battery (which i doubt, sbb awal2 tuh ader jer bunyik 'tut..tut' tp lepas tuh 'this number..') / memang dier xmoh kasik pinjam.. fine.. xnk kasik sudah! grr!

So then, dlm keadaan terdesak, aq ajak roommates aq gi alamanda nk carik voice recorder.. nk beli camcoder, mahal ya ampun...~ RM1.5k kowt.. mampus aq nk membayar.. Memule sampai Alamanda, gi Speedy, nk gi tgk ader ke tak BEAST/B2ST nye repackaged 'Shock of the New Era' Album, sebabnye dlm album tuh ader pass utk pegi diorg nye showcase kat KL.. Yes, my blog-pal who shares the same interest as I do told me about this, dude, aq bru tau B2ST nk dtg Malaysia!!! Minat tuh mmg minat ya ampun, tp RM120 for 1 album..??? WHY????! (T_T)

Terpaksa berkorban benda alah nih.. lagipown aq agak fobia, dulu pown ader dgr kate BEAST nk dtg Malaysia, tp rupe2nye scam.. Takot la jugak, kang aq dh bayar RM120, tgk2 benda tuh tipooo.. bukan boleh percaya sgt benda nih.. and summore my parents are going to scold me for buying something yg diorg anggap x berpekdah cenggini.. tp rasenye betol la kowt, aq google2, universal music yang anjurkan.. klu dh name syarikat betol, bukan scam la tuh gamaknye.. huhu.. aq dgr fan meeting dier for public.. ye ke..?? kat One Utama.. Klu dh untuk public nih, aq boleh la pegi, hahaha.. JOM! ^^

So bergegas carik voice recorder sejibik.. mujur la roommates aq & sofia ader ikot skali, klu x, aq x mungkin dpt decide nk beli yg mane.. dan aq akan buta2 beli sebijik voice recorder yg betol2 voice recorder tuh ha.. hahaha.. last2 lepas browse a few kedai, atas galakan cik sofia kite, aq pown beli la sebijik mp3 player, berjenama Phillips, berharga RM99.. well, tuh je la yg ikut budget aq time tuh, hahaha.. ;p malu betol aq as budak IT, boleh aq x tau langsung MP3 player ader jugak voice recorder function rupenye.. haha.. XD

So skank nih mmg lega amat2 la.. Nasib baik jugak, klu dibuatnya aq betol2 beli voice recorder yg totally 1 function tuh, gunenye setakat utk hari nih je la gamaknye.. x memasal plak dh ader mp3 player sendirik, hahaha.. ;p

Ok, have to log out now, tutorial questions aq x siap2 lagik nih ha, interview questions pown nk kena pegi print.. later folks! ^^

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My very first proper banner. lol. =)

2010-06-06T05:08:00.004+08:00

Finally rite now, aq boley berbangga dengan ilmu aq yg secotet cume dengan artwork aq yg pertama, yg betol2 proper, hehe.. =D

Slame nih punye la aq bersusah payah gune manual jerk utk buat banner blog aq.. Penat jerih aq gune paint yg mmg dh ader kat windows nih utk edit gambar, since aq xder editor like adobe photoshop, etc etc.. aritu sebelum cuti, aq install paint.NET. so skank nih, finally siap satu banner.. banner yg properly made la.. xde la susah2 mcm dulu, bile edit gune paint lame gilak nk siap.. nk ambik artwork org len, kang kena notice copyright pulak, atau x menepati citarasa sendiri.. and there's none of that 'rush' feeling of using your very own stuffs.. mesti la seronok gile bile benda yang kite sendiri susah payah buat berjaya jugak selesai, and of course rase nk tayang kat sume org kan..? hahaha.. ;p

bagik aq ok la since aq bru nk mendalami ilmu2 editing nih kan.. takyah le nk banding ngan banner2 di luar sane yg begitu menakjubkan ye, sbb diorg mmg dh terer, aq budak baru blaja.. Nk jugak gune photoshop (ps), tp xder installer.. klu install pown, lappy aq nih mesti slow nnti.. bukannye larat.. dh senja dh lappy neyh.. last2 install je paint.NET, free of charge, abis citer.. lagipown aq tgk dier nyer interface lebey kureng same je ngan ps.. lepas nih nk blaja dgn lebih mendalam lagik, hehe.. Wish me best of luck! ^^

hehe, lepas jugak gian aq nk blaja image editing.. ;)

Oh ya!!! Lagi satu citer aq lupe nk story kat sineyh! Hahahahaha.. penting nih! more like lawak la jugak.. ;p

Td ptg, aq kat dlm bilik aq mcm biasa, surfing the web as I normally do.. then tetibe aq nmpk handphone nyala2 tepi katil, menandakan ader call. Handphone adik aq le tuh. Aq tgk la sape, it was stated there, 'My Mama'. Aq pown jawab la.. ye la, xkn nk biar mcm tuh kan..?

Aq: "Helo?"

The other side: "Helo?"

Aq: "Helo? Ma?"

The other side: "Eh?? Hahaha.. Sape nih..??"

Aq: "Eh...? Eh?? EHHHH???! EHHH!!! EHHH!!! Kejap eh~"

Aq tergamam bile aq renung balik handphone tuh.. Sebabnye, phone yg kat tangan aq mase tu, ternyata BUKAN HANDPHONE ADIK AQ. Aq tibe2 teringat, adik aq ade cakap, handphone die kena rampas dengan cikgu kat sekolah and sampai skarang dier x ambik lagik dari cikgu tuh.

DUSH! Ape yg aq dh buat weyh???! Memalukan???!!! (T_T)

Cepat2 aq gi kat adik aq yg tgh tengok tv time tuh, and explained everything. Rupe2nye tuh handphone kawan dier la! Maksudnye, aq tersasul ngan mak member die seyh! Hahahahahah...!!! Malu2!!! Time adik aq nk jawab call tuh, call tuh dh terputus.. mungkin makcik sebelah sane tuh pown ikut same tergamam gamaknye.. hahahahahahahahahh...! XD

Adik aq pown call la makcik tuh balik and of course, explained the whole thing.. hahaha.. mampus jugak kang klu diingatkannye girlfriend or worse, bakal menantu ke kan..? ye la, x pasal2 awal2 dh panggil 'ma'.. ahahahaha.. XD

mati2an aq gelak time tuh.. Nasib la ko, member mirul oi... aq nih pown satu, men lepas je cakapnye~ betol lah kate orang, terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kate buruk padahnye.. akhir kata, saya akhiri dengan gelak saya yang terguling2.. bwahahahahahahahahahhahahahahaahahahhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! sgt xley bla! XD

P/S: Register hostel Ahad! technically, aq amik kunci je dulu.. dok umah dulu sementara tunggu my mum balik from bandung.. Tuh ar, rindu mama sangat sampai tersasul panggil mak org, haha.. ;p

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Shock of the new era. ;D

2010-06-04T23:32:00.006+08:00

I'm falling in love!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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...with these guys!!! makin lame aq tengok diorg dance, makin impressed. Dan yes, tanpa segan silu aq ckp kat sineyh, aq tgh blaja the dance steps for one of their songs, Shock, hahahaha.. XD

BEAST! Akan ku pengsan kekenyangan if u come to Malaysia! *mata bersinar2*

Who's best to show off the dance tutorial if not the dancers themselves, BEAST/B2ST! Check this youtube video out, the ending's so funneyh! ^^

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Sum.

Hoyeh.

Jom berjimat! *takde keja*

Kih kih kih~

My 'heavenly' work.

Life is a test.

Expenditures.

Immortals.

Universal Studios Singapore.

KL is very pricey... :'(

Kijang Emas.

Angan-angan anak pompuan Mat Jenin.

Let's start earning & saving & spending!

Apa salahku?

I am tired.

Opposing magnets.

It's a travelling day.

Heartburn.

A walk down the memory lane.

I feel awful.

The never-ending lists of list.

Ulat oh ulat.

Terkadang umur tidak mencerminkan perwatakan.

...

KIsah Suami Isteri KAH KAH KAH

In truth, it hurts.

Moving on.

Movies. ;)

Honing C++.

Sile click utk pengetahuan umum + my things-to-do-before-i'm-dead list

5 newcomers. ;)

Books and hangul.

Nook Vs. Kindle.

Summer School. :)

at a glance.

Cleaning chore.

Habitat.

Late for work.

Semi-furnished.

Red-eared sliders.

Result Trim 2 2010/2011 is OUT!

Cheers! :)

Out of nowhere.

CT addiction.

Let me rephrase.

Hiatus in my life.

Internship.

Salam Maulidur Rasul. :)

Sawang saweng suweng seweng sewel.

Seungri with VVIP banner.

Haih, macam2 ado. Kau ado?

Fugitive Plan B vs UP. ;)

Work work and work. Add one more work there. Work.

I love being single, because I love me. ;)

London bridge is tumbling down.

I curse today. Still am. Maybe starting now, always.

Humiliation of the century.

SKK in Bad Milk. ;)

Routines + me = high failure rate.

Finals everyone?

being independent is excellent, but being too independent equals stupidity.

Happy happy happy!

Digital piano vs. Keyboard?

Mesra Alam.

Losing My Outrageous Temper.

Friend or Foe.

Anugerah Terhormat.

MUET RESULT MID-YEAR 2010 DAH KELUAR!!!

'forte' is actually a broader scope, definition-wise!

Honestly. I want to change. Will you help me?

4 things.

My blog is A+! =D

sape nk blanje beli RM120 neyh??

My very first proper banner. lol. =)

Shock of the new era. ;D

Jom berjimat! takde keja